♥ PhooiSze.
I have a great passion for both speaking and writing, hence making me a great friend but an even greater enemy. But even so, i am probably the best person alive! Why?

because i am biased, stupid. I am a PZ after all, hello?


Sweets!
Designing!
Pink. At least I am TRYING to. T__T'
Turning people into retards. It's my forte anyway.


Pink!
People who hates me MWHAHAH!


Nokia 7390
Laptop
Make my own blogskin
Let's not daydream and move on ok? =)


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All I want is everything.

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Yes, i am going through one of those days when I feel REALLY unjustified and wronged.

As thought being given an unbelievably small portion[!!!!!!] of chicken in my McDeluxe today isn't bad enough, I have to go through these crap involving adults. And now I LOOK like the bad guy huh? No, it's once again some misunderstanding and adults always want to have things their way so go ahead, I am not in for arguments at this time of the year okay. I don't even bother speaking up this time because it's just really tiring to justify myself every time. I'll give you the benefit of the doubt, if you wish.

Like EVERYTHING goes wrong. Everything.

And I thank God for creating sugar. I don't think I'll be able to go through these without my second best friend.

Monday: nothing much. the usual 20 marshmallows. And it's still sugar, however small the
amount is.
Tuesday: 4 mooncake form bro. Of course didn't finish all in a day lah wtf. -__-"
Wednesday: Half a dozen of J.co! I TELL YOU IT'S THAT GOOD OKAY IT'S THAT GOOD! -__-"
Yes, you are hearing this from a anti-donut person cheh.
Thursday: I tell you it's heaven. Kiwanis gifts. LOTS AND LOTS of mentos, kit kat, cloud 9,
twisties and so on!
Friday: my neighbor brought 3 packets of mentos, 2 row of pringles and a mooncake.
Need I say more? ;)
Sat: ANOTHER half a dozen of J.co! It's seriously good T__T"
Tomorrow: most probably bitter stares and sour words. Me no like.

And I still have yet to reach a point where i really break down. It's not tht easy to dampen my spirits. None of these can affect me rawr. I just need more sugar to guide me through. Sugar sugar sugar and more sugar.

I've never seen value in sugar, unlike oil. I mean, it's so apparent tht oil makes you fat when you see one big lump of it while eating your friend chicken but sugar? NO! I mean, you don't see the immediete results right? Plus I'll have time to excercise after finals. [good excuse, pz] Till then, I'll need my sugar supply. Sugar makes me happy wtf. [although overly sweet ones are really repelling -__-']

All I need now: sugar.

Labels: Bad Luck, Exams, fat, food, Life, mcdonald's, sugar, tulaness

Your Lover's Lover 9:15 AM

An apology.

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Okay before I start I would make it CLEAR here that my camera has OFFICIALLY spoiled. I can't take a single pics anymore because the lens [?]...it cannot come out perfectly and cannot go in gracefully wtf and my phone is STILL DEAD and it's still in my hse so in other words, no cam, no pics. Like wtf okay it feels SO bad to be the only one in the class without bluetooth T__T". I am using my old Samsung phone, and I would say it really has a pretty durable body because out of tulaness I threw it at heidi and she failed to catch and it dropped onto the floor and it's still fine wtf. I dropped it HARD like two times and it's still perfectly fine wtf. So shut up this two weeks has been the worst I've went through in my entire life and funny thing is, I don't feel so fucked up already now even though one by one of my material possession are getting spoiled. Anger management can. =)
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Yes, today Hsian Loong came for a visit and I thought I wouldn't give a damn about it but ends up, I was one of them who spent time with him. As usual, we went to bam and all but this time it's a little different. It's not the ordinary yumcha ritual I go through almost everyday. This time, we actually talked about good [and bad] old times, some even dating back to 5 years ago. Funny thing is, it's those little details that I can still remember till today. There was no wall between us; we talked about how much we hated each other back then. I still remember I used to dislike Joie on and off since year 2. She used to hate me and all too so I was just really curious at the reasons. She told me hers and I told her mine. It was a really brutally honest confrontation and I would say, I've waited THIS long for someone to come up to me, and tell me my flaws- right in my face.

It seemed that I was really snobbish last year and I was evil and mean and malicious and what nots. I didn't even make the effort to defend myself because from their point of view, I can hereby confirm that they are right. Apparently it was because I was in the first class wor. But no, I don't think it's because I was in the first class. Truth was, I really disliked Joie and Devyani and all back then, and you know best how sarcastic I can be at times when I really feel such overwhelming dislike towards a person. And whatever they said was right. I was evil, mean and perhaps a little malicious.

I remember how I used to attack people so outrightly. It didn't occur to me then that it was wrong because I believe in being straight forward and all. I still do, but I guess I don't get angered by anything and everything nowadays. I remember I felt pretty awkward when I stepped into the first class. Take for example, I've never talked to Britney or Ariel before. I don't think I've even made eye contact with Siang Gin and the rest before that. I felt really like an outsider there, and I found out that the only way to protect myself was to sacrifice others. I eventually realize that somehow, my words hold significance to many. By attacking others, I not only got attention, it meant that I was the 'never-left-out' one because people read my blog like it's some damn bible and therefore, they dare not go against it. Yes, do laugh. You are hearing these words from an egoistic 13 year old who did at a phase of her life, felt insecure.

It was this year that I realize how inconsiderate my actions were and it really hurt others. You know, to be 'featured' in my blog. I deleted my old blog, and decided to start afresh. My readership wasn't as high as the sky like how it used to be, but I am still contented. Mainly because now I don't write for others to read. I write just for myself, and somehow, seeing my thoughts in words brings out calm from within. Maybe that's what people call personal satisfaction, I don't know.

And my question is still, did I change for the better?

I think I did but who am I to judge? All I can say is, I went through all that without a single regret. I may be a bitch back then, but without the old me, I wouldn't be who I am today. I think I went through all that for good. We learn to live and live to learn or do you have something better to say?

And without those days, I doubt I'll even sit in the same table with Joie and the rest today.

Learning is a journey towards self discovery, no?

Labels: apology, confessions, friends, Life, School

Your Lover's Lover 5:35 AM

I think I am cursed.

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I mean, if you think properly, really can.

With last week's unfortunate events, I can sort of sum up, this week isn't of a great one. First, I thought maybe after all those whining, my life is getting better when I found 5 bucks dropped by different ppl 2 days consecutively.

And I guess it didn't last when I found out two different guy like me in TWO CONSECUTIVE DAYS again.

Fine, and I thought since the worst of the worst has already befall me, the rest of the week CANNOT be THAT bad afterall and I am wrong wrong wrong. I was suddenly questioned by Mr Wong like a damn criminal over I STILL DUNNO WHAT. Like wtf can, they called up colin and then he somehow dragged me, heidi and siang into it to prove that he stayed back ON THE NINETEENTH WTF and then I REALLY cannot remember wtf I did on the nineteenth. For f*ck's sake la, it was a week ago. And then when Mr Wong get all serious about how we could get into trouble if we lie, I just told the truth that i CANNOT remember wtf.

And then he said he's gonna drag me into this if I can't remember wtf.

If this is the way school try to catch ANYONE over a matter by indirectly forcing us to admit stuff just because they think they know everything, don't bother wasting my time can. But since I am dragged into it, and I know it is a serious matter, I went all over the school finding for people who saw em staying back. At a point I got so stressed up that I threw my egg sized phone [yes the nokia's spoiled] to my friend who didn't manage to catch and the phone just got smashed on the floor. I went and find Ju Piau cuz I dunno why every time I stay back he's the only person who'se likely to have seen me. And that dude went all blur and was like 'Nola I cannot remember' omg. Then I asked Shermaine, Chia Hoong and Jennifer until I found my guardian angel, SHAUN KUA AGAIN.

I TELL YOU HOR I SO SO SO LOVE THIS GUY CAN HE'S ALWAYS AROUND ME WHEN I NEED HELP ONE ALL MY OTHER FRIENDS TAK GUNA @#$%^&*(.

" Wednesday....we all Student Council meeting lar!"

ANd I was like omg wtf YEAH HOR. Like wtf you ah wong don't believe you go find Mr Khaw la because I was asked if I was 'unhappy because i had to stay back' but truth was I was having a terrible sorethroat I sound like a guy so I didn't really want to talk. So I bought Shaun up and we talked to Encik Sahari adn I guess I am clear wtf. I feel like an A list criminal can when Mr Wong ask me what's my dad and mom's name, what they do for a living, how old is my brother, where is he studying, where I stay, I do when I go home.

Apparently it's over some girl's lost iPod because Mr Wong questioned Colin, Heidi and Siang if they own an iPod. Surprisingly not me wor. ok nvrm the tree is still, what I heard was a senior lost an iPod and she can only recognize the guy who stole it by hsi hairstyle. Wtf can if you can't remember then TOO BAD lah diu it's JUST a damn iPod okay. Like wtf you lost it it's you damn problem. You are in no position to hold the school liable over the items you lost due to your own carelessness. If you think you can't even look after a small iPod, don't BER LAN YENG bring it to school la can. And I wonder if your father's THAT prominent until they question like so many million suspects and made me lost lunch babi.

And I am just curious why did the school take so much actions when it's her who lost her iPod A WEEK AGO but when my classmates lose THREE phones in a day [expensive ones too, mind you], they refuse to take any action. NOW THOSE TEACHERS MUST HAVE OVERESTIMATED THE VALUE FOR AN IPOD, HENCE, THEIR FAVORITISM AND PROFESSIONALISM ARE CLEARLY IN DOUBT NOW FOR THEY PUBLICLY DISPLAY IT. When another three phone's zap, all they can say were some crap about how we should take care of our belongings. AND I MISSED MY LUNCH GREAT JUST GREAT EVERYBODY KNOWS I GO ANGRY WHEN I AM HUNGRY RAWRRRR!

I so want to go to thimun. I wanna meet Li Shan. T__T"

This few days I've been consuming sugar alot. Tuesday it was mooncakes, yesterday it was J.Co and today it was LOTS AND LOTS of sweets from kiwanis club I won. Blah I reckon I'll just post the pictures in my next post.

Labels: Bad Luck, Phone, School

Your Lover's Lover 4:14 AM

Girls, speak up.

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Don't you think it's really funny how certain people still have the mindset that boys are the superior sex compared to girls.

And I don't blame the boys for thinking so sometimes. Why? Because girls themselves behave in such a way that it seems like we are the 'second class citizens' wtf. Face it, many of your friends' mom [if not, yours'] decided to 'retire' at 35 just right after their hubby made it in life. Yes, here I am talking about THE money matter.

I have to say, I really have my fair share of disgust when I see successful corporate ladies stopping work and proceed to become a full time 'house wife' the second their husbands made it big. Housewife? Tai tai gotlah what housewife? And no offence to those who really stop work for the welfare of the family, by all means, I salute you. What I don't get is still, why would women choose the usual same muddy path majority of females choose and give up on your high flying career? Isn't it sad, that you can't feel any joy or satisfaction working for your earn? For me, it's a life wasted when you start depending on your husbands, the sole breadwinner of the family- and the king of the household.

I don't think it's the matter of 'we-earn-enough-to-survive' but more of the 'i-am-useful' issue here. It's the sense of achievement one feels- and definitely, it's not the kind of feeling you get when you purchase your LV bag to impress your neighbors. When one choose to sign the resignation letter for the slippery path down the housewifehood, you not only sign away your job, you sign away your freedom. You have nobody to turn to once your marriage turns sour. And stupidly enough, some would even create joint accounts with their husband which simply means, they lost their financial freedom should anything not-so-sweeeeeeet happen.

Not only that, don't you think it's pathetic when a girl starts crying like mad just to justify herself? I had a form mate who started crying like gila babi when she was accused of stealing, which I believe she dare not. I mean, SPEAK UP. Don't cry or whatsoever can. Just argue with facts. When you spend 9.99/10 of your time crying, you are not justifying yourself. Instead, it gives boys the impression that we are all the same, which i beg to differ. -___-" IF you are not guilty, what are those tears for? If you are, what does those tears stand for? That you didn't steal?

Of that, I did not, is not and will not understand. Maybe it's the lacking of presence of fear in me, but for whatever it is, I think girls should really speak up for our rights. Not just whining and whining over how we are unfairly treated. I don't think we are though. I believe when we behave more like 'earthly beings', nobody, at this era, will treat us any different just because of our gender. It's just those few who feel unfairly treated, and I think they have nobody but themselves to blame.

I don't know why I am even blogging about this. I think it's after the stealing incident that I come to my senses that girls are sometimes so useless they can't even speak up for themselves but when it comes to bithcing session they have a mouthload to talk about. -___-"

Labels: Life, rights, women

Your Lover's Lover 2:55 AM

Hello Ego, my old friend.

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It hasn't left me after all, after considering from a different point of perspective.

I'd rather die than being spotted with...

Nevermind, let's just say I am egoistic. Very. But shouldn't everyone be? I mean, not egoistic as in being kiasu over anything and everything but more of the 'because-I'm-worth-it' kind. I think self-esteem is the only thing I have to offer to the world since I come from humble beginnings. Judge me and say whatever you want, my point is, however young I might be, I am old enough to weigh for myself what i want and what I don't for my life.

I remember Sabrina Loh said something about boil eggs or something about someone and I can't remember wtf. So, I shall rephrase it in my very own manner.

i am a half boiled egg, therefore, I am looking for a hard boil egg- and a raw one is definitely out of the question.

Okay i added some parts but nevermind wtf. Figure yourself what's the message I am trying to send across. Not necessarily something related to 'love'.


Your Lover's Lover 3:57 AM

Dolls.

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Life life.

OH MY GOD LUST CAUTION WILL BE OUT ON THE 13TH!!!!!

If i remember correctly! OMG LEEE HOMMM! <3~

Labels: Dolls, Life, Movies

Your Lover's Lover 6:59 AM

<3 Life.

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Backspaced more than 1000+ words.

Quantity need not determine the content of my post. This is just as good, just shorter.

Don't bother fighting with me. I have my facts to back me up. And I believe when you stick up for the truth, nothing can harm you. And I am right. Full stop.

Labels: Life

Your Lover's Lover 5:45 AM

Appreciation.

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The cd drive's spoiled, the burner's not working, the phone kong out, the modem's f*cked up, the almost lost cam, the sore throat, the blackout, the suki speech, the billy posters, the pressure in the ear, the terrible assessments, the revision, the end up being the one sitting ALONE out of the other 28 other human in my class after the place changing, the unusual huge appetite, the reputation after literally 'bounced off' big mac and whatnots.

Have you got all that to worry before in less than a week?

I am not in the mood to post pictures so bug off okay? I am busy getting my life 'back on track' and so anyone standing in my way you're in for nothing good because when I am pissed off I bite. And no, I am not exaggerating. You'll probably never understand because I reckon you've never went through all that in a week when you were 13. You were probably still busy playing with marbles back then.

It's a blow right in the face. One minute my life's so perfect, the next it's like this. If those people above aren't made of bitches, I don't know what they are made off.

I so don't want to see the doctor again.

Labels: Bad Luck, Dear Diary, Life, School

Your Lover's Lover 6:00 AM

Life.

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Not very long ago, or to be rather exact, 7 hours ago, I had a friend telling me about how a senior made a remark about my immaturity. According to the friend, which shall remain anonymous due to my understanding that he should not be dragged into this matter, said that that senior told him that I was just merely being hypocritical/ acting/ pretending to be matured.

Well to be fair and brutally honest, I would say that the senior's perception of me is neither right nor wrong.

Why right? Because I am a very childish person. Yes, sometimes, or rather MOST OF THE TIME, I am childish beyond description. But then again, I don't think it's written all over my forehead saying that I am a matured person, or is it? So it's your problemlah when you have problems with me 'acting matured'. And I find the joy to behave like holligans my age. Why should I be ashamed of my nature and abandon it just to blend in with seniors, the so called matured lot.

If you think growing makes a person mature, think again.

Because I beg to differ. I don't think a person's period of existence determines one's level of maturity or one's understanding of philosophies in life. Plus, don't you think the word 'maturity' is so overrated? I don't think you are the type who will give people a chance to change. You'll most probably say they are 'faking it' so yeah, if you don't give me room to grow and to change, you can say all you want and I rest my case but apparently that's not gonna happen because me mellowing down to admit the fact that I am childish which is like the truth and there's nothing for me to hide did not, is not, and will not mean that I don't have a solid opinion of myself full stop. [this is like the longest sentence ever -__-"]

Yes, by all means, have the mindset that I am in fact a very childish person. So childish that I even make this post not to rebut her opinions exactly the way she would do it but to agree partly with her. Yes, i am stupid and not being kiasu for a moment but now you like or I like?!

I act like who I am, and I still have people going around saying how immature my acts are and proceed to judge me even before they know me. How mature am I then? I behave like myself even when I am mixing with juniors or seniors. And yes, some of them do think that I am indeed matured for my age but what importance does their judgments hold? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. Maybe they think that I am matured just because we can 'click' and whatnots. Just because he agrees with my opinions and I can relate to what he's talking?

But then again, who are THEY to judge if I am matured or not because for all you know, we have things in common most probably because they are not acting like their age but younger. Plus, who am I to be so grown up and have the mentality of a lets say, 20 year old, when I am JUST 13.

But the thing I am about to bring up has almost nothing to do with maturity. Yet, I started off with this subjective issue because most of my friends will put the blame onto it but I choose to think otherwise.

yes, I am touching on the issue of sportsmanship, again.

I've talked about it some time back, and over the same matter too- elections. Don't you find it funny that people who are supposingly more matured and wise than me, are tearing posters down. Nobody cares if you are doing that because you want your friend to win or that guy to lose. What's wrong is wrong.

And even a 13 year old knows that.

I may be acting like a bimbotic spoiled child to some of you but I do have my senses. You've not thought of the consequences I assume. Maybe it just didn't cross your minds that once you start tearing, others will follow suit and you are actually doing your friend no benefit. But what's surprising is that it's the form 5's doing that when they are not even voting.

Why must you drag others down simply because you have a grudge against them or possibly because you as an individual isn't capable eligible to run for it.Your actions explains alot about you. My friend would think it's because of their 'childishness' but I don't think so. However childish you are at your age, you are definitely old enough to weigh the rational behind your actions. It's pure pathetic when people start saying that we should forgive them for they have yet to mature because

you don't need to be as old as Jesus to know that it's wrong because it obviously is.

And I am not being a saint or a moral teacher here by saying these 'craps'. I don't give a damn if you skip school or you smoke or you rape your neighbor's child. But don't you think it's just sad that these people are making other's life miserable by doing such actions. Give people a chance la. That's why I don't want to blame it on maturity. I would say it's their perception towards how the world works. They are too used to getting all the attention they want thus molding them into such self centered people.

Still insist that the older you get the more matured you be? *rolls eyes*

Labels: idiocy, Life, maturity, Opinions, School, Student Council

Your Lover's Lover 2:57 AM

Elections.

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Two years ago, I've seen posters being sticked all over the school like crazy. I even heard some of my peers whispering to each other how much they would want to vote for Shoma if they could.

I didn't even know who was shoma, let alone the election.

I saw people sticking their fliers all over the school and the president who later won sticked "IVAN" all over the courtyard's badminton hall's wall. And perhaps theres nothing more I could recall besides Kayson telling me that Ivan guy is buying him and his friends Apollo layer cake wtf.

I've never heard of the word 'student council' before and funny thing is, I am a part of it two years later and the rest is history.

And now I am asking for co-operation from everyone reading this. I am not gonna make my attempt sound desperate. At the end of the day, the decision is definitely up to you but now this is just my 2 cents.

I am not being bias but I am telling you, please vote for Billy or Sho for presidency.

Yes, there is not going to be a vice post on itself thanks to piau piau the great. So yeah, the guy with the second highest votes will become the vice- which in my opinion is both fair and unfair. I would say it's fair because the guy with the second highest amount of votes pretty much indicates how people favor him but still he's not good enough to be the president, so he should become the vice. But on the other note, election is a gamble, it's a risk. It's either you win or you don't and how can you make the guy with the second highest votes the SECOND MAN?

Whatever it is, just vote for either one of them. Full stop.

Why? Because I ask them to run and I give them my 101% support wtf I even created their posters whoever dare tear them off shall die.

And I just got the latest info from Billy saying that SOME people don't wanna vote for him solely because of his preference when it comes to genre of music. Yes, 99% of the world population prefers ballad [including me] but I don't think there's anything wrong lor if he prefers other genre of music. People make stupid assumptions that he's a Satan worshiper *rolls eyes* just because he likes heavy metal music.

*says in lee hom style* Ce ke sher bullshit!

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Not funny meh? laughla. Such pathetic bullshit also people are capable of making up. God is great. Human's greater.

Yes this is getting too long and nobody's interested in my ramblings pun. The tree is, billy and sho are nice nice nice humans so you should vote for them! Rawr!

p/s: I know who has been tearing down posters lately sighs. Will get to tht guy later if possible.

Billy's which is my personal favourite. It's cute mar!


This looks more professional and formal! =D

Okay tata i don't care if you say it's ugly I don't major in designing lah -____-"

Labels: elections, Opinions, School, Student Council

Your Lover's Lover 2:19 AM

One of these days.

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Finals so near and here I am, not having the initiative to study at all.

Funny thing is, praying and hoping with all my might over certain things was so not me. I always believe that action speak louder than words. But this time around, as finals approaching, I don't even feel like flipping a book open to actually browse through. I think the only lesson I am not coping with is Geography and Science.

Even my zodiac says it. I won't be interested in any lesson should I find it of no use.

Isn't that like the most accurate reading in the world... ever?

I just don't find the point in learning geo and science. It has never been my dream to pursue something related to the science-field as my career. Maybe it's the mindset. I don't give a damn how heat transfer- weather through radiation, convection or conduction as long as I have my jacket with me. I don't care how we are able to make calls as long as my dad pays the maxis bill on time every month.

Sometimes, it's just these little details in our life that I couldn't be bothered of.

It's a hassle just to memorize these subjects by creating stupid sentences which makes no sense. I will forget it the next moment. It's not meant to stay anyway. So what if researches proved that human use no more than 3% of our brains? However genius that scientist is, he still doesn't use more than 3%.

Or is it contradictory?

I will flip my geo and science book open one day. One of these days.

Yes, talk about the tidak apa attitude. I am possibly the most ignorant person on planet earth with no sense of urgency. And I am just being the usual me.
Your Lover's Lover 5:32 AM

Material things don't make the man.

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That has been my MSN name for a well few days.

So much to do, so little time.

I promised Sho and Billy to make their posters for them and now I am running out of ideas. And I MUST complete it by today because I was out the whole day at Galaxy with Dev and gang and I don't know why i was such a sucker yesterday i fell asleep at 11.

ELEVEN!

If I didn't succumb to temptations I could have stayed till let's say, 3 and by now the posters would have been completed. And I have to finish the posters today because I will be at Desmond's tomorrow and most probably won't come home till 7 or so because I might go to Sg Wang with Putri omg.

I am determined to not misplace their trust. At most, I will just flunk going out tomorrow. T__T'. And what's worse is that I know I am so so so running out of time but I am still here blogging and kept watching stupid James Blunt parody videos and lee hom's. It was so so so stressful that I already ate 6 apples and most probably more after this omg.

And to make things worse I woke up today with one eye swollen. I looked like a mutant with 1 eye having single eyelid. It's okay now that I put some Eyemo int it already. T__T' No I didn't do any crying wtf I am a happy kid. It just swell because..it swelled =)

Okay bye I MUST finish Billy poster in another half an hour or I am dead.
Your Lover's Lover 2:37 AM

Idol.

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You know, like how in my ENTIRE life I've never have an idol of my own. I go with the flow and yes, that's about it.

Not anymore.

I found Lee Hom. And he is nothing less than perfect. He communicates through music, and for that I admire him. He's a true musician. How many artiste nowadays are able to play all sorts of instruments?

How many of them knows how to play the piano, violin, guitar, drum and most surprisingly, the er hu? How many would actually give up going to Princeton and Yale [!!!] just to pursue music. Yes, it's a very daring move indeed. Not forgetting that his voice is really brilliant, he can speak english, and his body is to die for.

And I think his songs are meaningful beyond words. Like how often do you see me listening to mandarin songs? The korean fad has left me for good. I realized that those pretty korean boys are not 'made to last' as it is made as such that the Korean entertainment industry do not even give you a second glance once you hit 25. [or so. And I am not being anal by saying this. Definitely the truthful fact all of you are aware of] The music is to be savoured, but I don't quite like the fact that bands after bands were disbanded. And I can only pray now that FT Island and DBSK can last for a well 10 more years or so! [or better still, longer!]

So, what I am trying to say is, Lee Hom is already 32 and he's still doing well. And that supports my point that he's really so multi talented that when he stomp the stage during one of his performance, someone left a comment like 'omg mega star doing that makes him seem more human like'. XD

Try listening to his 'Not Your Average Thug'. It sounds like those Sexy Back kind but I don't know why I am so drawn into listening it over and over again. Maybe it's the lyrics. Maybe it's something else. And the other MUST MUST listen is his 'Luo Ye Gui Gen'. It's made sounding so oriental I actually feel proud of my culture wtf. And I am inspired to take PIANO CLASSES after listening to it.

And funny thing is, I used to think that girls playing piano are so cissy and i don't want to be stereotyped along with other girls because it really looks like ALL THE GIRLS IN MY CLASS ARE TAKING PIANO CLASSES WTF. But I think boy playing the piano is very very sexy -__-" I am weird and well aware of that.

I.must.play.luo.ye.gui.gen.one.day.i.am.determined.

Mark my words for it. When there's a will, there's a way.

I know some of you will be having a solid stand of me being 'cina' for liking some mandarin songs. So be it then. He's a talent not to be missed and of that I am sure.
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omg I ran 8 rounds around the badminton court today I am so proud of myself. Like I CANNOT even run 1 round usually. Thanks Miss Regina. My hatred towards your publicly displayed practice of favoritism drove me to succeed in doing such an unbelievable task. I am deeply touched and thankful for the opportunity you give me by only punishing me when I told sammi to pull her shirt lower even though when those form 3s were talking and laughing right in front of you, you choose to ONLY grant me the 'award' just for the sake of proving how much you favor me compared to others. I am truly grateful for you spontaneous act of kindness for picking on me. And want to know what's the formula that kept me from fainting/breaking down/ dying?

I kept telling myself that i am gonna prove to this bitch that I can make it. When there's a will, there's a way. And I am actually quite amazed at how my body could react to my motivated mind wtf. And I think she is racist. But that's story for another time. Not elaborating. I am a racist myself but as a teacher YOU CANNOT be racist. I am being brutally honest here.

Who ask you out of all occupation you want are only capable to be a teacher? ;)

These kinda females should just stay at home and generate babies. nothing more. i think she is self-deprecating females as a whole with the way she goes about things and her manner of speech. I am not saying this just over today's incident but over many.

No wonder people call her Miss Vagina. Maybe there's nothing more interesting about you than that. Enough said.

Labels: bitches, Dear Diary, idol, LEE HOM, Me Myself and I, Opinions, School, teachers

Your Lover's Lover 3:57 AM

Choose Digi, always the smarter choice.

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edit: the link is working already now. PLUS bikini pics somemore wtf you can't get any betetr deals wtf.

WARNING: EXPLICIT CONTENTS AHEAD. PROCEED AT OWN RISK.

Blah, you'll still proceed and no like anyone is gonna close this window. The more we hve warnings the more people want to see. Like how they have very sexual scenes in the last episode of Coffee Prince and they included a warning that the content is not suitable for teenagers below 15. My bet is that ALL teenagers will watch. 'C' for Curiosity. =)

Okay forget that -___-"

This is the last time [most probably] I am gonna say this.

HSM IS A BAD INFLUENCE FOR KIDS!!

Remember how in my previous blog I talked about it and over that matter I had the highest readership record in the time frame of 24 hour. I had more than 100 computers viewing in 24 hours wtf i feel like a dive with an anti-fan base already. And it was apparently because someone posted about my blog and me being a 'sinful being' for criticizing their idols, in a forum.

HAH YOU SUCKS MY POINT IS PROVEN- ONCE AGAIN!

And that is no other than the big hsm star aka the maid made big going through some 'emotional phase in life because she made the wrong decision' as her nude pictures are circulating around the net and funny thing is so many of my friends who love HSM [who dare and decided to go against me rawr! hahah it's a jokelah wtf -__-"] do not know that such a great matter is happening mwhahaha.

And I am actually feeding you guys porn wtf. -__________-"

Proceed at own risk. It could very well be fatal.


wanna see the REAL THING?!

Oh wells. I am NOT forcing you to click. *shrugs* Up to you marrr! [*hint*hint* reverse psychology]

click HERE.

Isn't this your 'sweet innocent Vanessa'? Oh well, maybe good girls are just bad girls that don't get caught. And yeap, she got caught wtf memang bijak pun. And I was so happy when Disney said they are gonna replace her.

But they canceled it the next moment wtf. So yes, she is still in the show, and she will continue being the "idol" teenage girls [and boys] look up to. Good job Vanessa. Good job Disney. You've successfully tarnished your image as an individual and as a tv station with a high reputation to take care of and is supposingly hiring role-model actresses kids can look up to instead of porn stars. Educational it is indeed.

And I wonder if there will be idiots spamming my c-box again.

I've proven my point ONCE AGAIN. And why lah do God always take time as a factor to prove my opinions judgments right?

Yes, HSM is indeed a very educational show watch it more. You'll even see Zac Efron touching Vanessa's boobs. [according to colin. I don't watch such a show wtf HSM 1 already sucks wtf]. Isn't it like the BEST SHOW in the world?!

I rest my case.

Labels: Celeb, Ex Blog, High School Musical, Nude, Porn

Your Lover's Lover 6:42 AM