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I am weird

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Now is one of those times when I really don't doubt that statement.

More of than not, I just brush the fact that I am weird aside when people tells me that. Seriously, how weird can I be just because I dislike Caramel cakes? Yes, that's why I had never brought myself to accept the fact that I am somehow weird. People who waltzed in and out of my life told me I am weird. It's yet another thing I can never figure out till today.

Maybe that's one of the question I'll ask God when I die. Blek.

I somehow feel the word 'weird' is so overrated. Maybe it's the lack of adjectives, maybe it's the lack of one's vocabulary. People tend to throw that word at me just and when they like mainly because I differ from them. Yes, to many of my peers, i am one of the more obstinate girls they've ever met. Just because I am not as submissive as other girls, it doesn't mean I am weird. Yes yes, I am different because I am abnormal and all.

How about wording it as 'I am different because all of you are the same' huh?

Yes, I may be obstinate and all and it's neither good nor bad. It's just me. There's no right or wrong in this matter because it's just the way I am. It's just whether you like me or you don't.

It just annoys me how everyone thinks that everything unlike them is weird. Yes, maybe to you, having chicken rice with thousand island topping is weird but I've seen people doing it. [few hours ago, to be precise] Whether or not it's for attention, I dare not be too sure. Yes, it's only normal that everyone has a fair share of their opinions but not everything MUST be subjected to their point of views. As for witnessing a guy poring salad toppings on his chicken rice, I know it's only natural that for a split second, we think that it's weird. [yes, in fact, I even muttered wtf to myself -___-" monolog dalaman okay!]

But then again, there's so many things in this world better left unsaid.

Yes, maybe sometimes, words do get somehow choked out before you realize it. But how often can that happen huh? Once, twice, thrice? But when it happens too often, it's these remarks that breaks a friendship. It's these remarks that marks the end to almost everything between us. Be it my cravings for donuts, my obsession towards Lee Hom or anything else for that matter, sometimes, I can't help but wonder, if I am really "weird"that weird to you, why not just end this friendship with a whack of a knife?

Just like how xiaxue says it, we've got to accept the fact that when people are different from us, it need not necessarily means that it's for the worse. It's just like how sometimes I am SO tempted to shout 'if you think you're so fucking clever, don't bother coming to school la, genius!' at whoever who tells me the questions I put forward are dumb. I mean, what's worse when the guy who tells you so is like what? 10 times worse than you intellectual wise?

And the next time someone tells me off for being who I am, I will. For real.
Your Lover's Lover 2:29 AM