The Queen

♥ PhooiSze.
I have a great passion for both speaking and writing, hence making me a great friend but an even greater enemy. But even so, i am probably the best person alive! Why?

because i am biased, stupid. I am a PZ after all, hello?

Loves

Sweets!
Designing!
Pink. At least I am TRYING to. T__T'
Turning people into retards. It's my forte anyway.

Hates

Pink!
People who hates me MWHAHAH!

Craves

Nokia 7390
Laptop
Make my own blogskin
Let's not daydream and move on ok? =)

My Past ;

March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008


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Exits! ;

Kyeanies
Ariel
Britney
Billy
Kay
Li Shan
Colin

Nat
Ginny
Vivien
Sho
Sachie
Joie
Shaun
Yong Enn

The Credits

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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Drive of life wtf?

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Guess what, since Heidi says drive of life's good, I really stayed up in the night to watch it. TT what a slave to shows WTF. But seriously it's so far so good. Family drama and all. @@

Oh and I earned my very very first 'pay' in my life. Amount was meager, but it's still better than nothing. All the latenights up convincing people to buy hamsters, the first transaction finally took place just now. And of all place, it's at the Ampang Park lrt, which isn't so bad actually, considering how i sold it to a stranger wtf.

Oh and so far, nine gone. I know some of you here ask me to reserve it for you while you keep thinking weather to have it or not. One day yes one day no WTF OKAY WTF. -___-'

SORRY but whatever reservations I promised you are to be called off immediately effective now. =)

Hello you don't expect me to chase over customers just to reserve for you right? First come first serve wtf. And now the two left, I am finding for buyers who are total animal lovers. It consists of THE MOM and THE CHILD. The child's a baby and the mom's just fierce and aggressive. I am planning to sell both of them together.

Anyone wants the mom and the baby? TT *cough cough GINNY?* T__T

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Your Lover's Lover 3:30 AM

Sunday, November 25, 2007

OMG

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I AM GOING TO SELL SOMETHING TO A STRANGER FOR THE FIRST TIME IN LIEK TWO DAYS TIME PLS PLS PLS MAY I NOT BE KIDNAPPED WTF WTF MONEY HERE I COME DOUBLE WTF! -____-'

pardon my hyperness WTF. I think i need to wear a tudung also wtf wtf wtf.

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Your Lover's Lover 8:07 AM


Whatever happened to peace?

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Now civics and moral teachers can't tell us how we should be thankful just because we are in malaysia, 'the peaceful country'.

yeah there's rally going on and stuff. Whatever happened to peace, my dear?

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Your Lover's Lover 7:16 AM

Friday, November 23, 2007

Byebyeforest

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Enough is enough. I've decided that i am gonna say bye bye to my bunch of hair in approximately an hour time. It's just so....shoulder lenghty and therefore, annoying and ordinary.

It's not that i wanna be extraordinary but I am a short hair person, I just am. I remembered how I used to cut my hair short and then regrow it to some long thick silky forest for a million times already (till date pun) and it's just not right! Plus now looking back, i think long straight hair is just so..boring. Like the whoel school has long straight hair. Okayla when you let it go, it's unmistakably better looking than short hair we lose hands down wtf BUT then why be ugly for 5 days a week in school having to tie it?!

ya allah i am being such a grandma now. Now if you wish, pls excuse this grandma here becuz she wants to cut her hair dengan chioly wtf.

you know since I was young I had this dream of leaving my hair super long and then curl it but looks like if I cannot get through the annoying growth process of the hair, I'll never live long enough to witness that day. =/

pls pls pls may nothing go wrong with the haircut pls pls pls God give me a second chance in life wtf.

p/s: sorry shaun I am not going to cut it into a mohawk WTF. -__-'

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Your Lover's Lover 7:17 AM


BUY BUY BUY!

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NINJA HAMSTER! okay fine thts a guinea pig. whatever. Cough cough got errors but you geddit la.

Okayla those who are not interested also can add em to talk about the wind and the moon wtf.

Seriously people, do consider about it. It'll make perfect gifts now that Christmas is around the corner. If you wish to present it to someone as a gift, we'll wrap it in a pretty box with a note bearing whatever you want to say to the receiver. As for the cages, we currently own TWO and we are planning to give ONE away. Whoever who purchases 3 hamsters and above will be given the cage, FOR FREE.

Or you could buy the cage from me. Even if i can't give you that cage we'll buy one for you, not a problem. Same goes with the water bottle, hay and food. If you wish, we'll purchase everything for you.

NOW IS THAT A GOOD PACKAGE OR WHAT HAR?! BUY LA PPL GIMME FACE WTF. -__-"

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Your Lover's Lover 6:42 AM

Thursday, November 22, 2007

HAMSTERS FOR SALE!

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yes people, I have tons of ADORABLE hamsters for sale. It'll make do as perfect pets and as perfect presents now that CHRISTMAS is around the corner! *hint hint* Price negotiable. Those interested do add me at bubbles14510@hotmail.com thank you! =)

and err..i am busy with these stuff so yeah, pictures will come later =D

p/s: HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALIE CHAI CHAO TENG! =)

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Your Lover's Lover 12:26 AM

Tuesday, November 20, 2007


YA ALLAH TUHANKU I AM GOING FOR TUITION NOW

WHAT A GEEK OMG OMG OMG BYUE BYE TUITION VIRGINITY! SUMMORE DURING HOLS WTF!

Your Lover's Lover 4:31 PM


It feels good.

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to have an old friend talking to you again, all of a sudden. you never dare approach him because you never knew what to say. and then he start talking to you.

it just feels like good ol' times.

Your Lover's Lover 6:13 AM

Sunday, November 18, 2007

No suitable tittle.

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As I scroll down the lengthy MSN list of mine, I am greeted with the same personal messages by the same people for several days consecutively already. A normal one would go like this...

Don't leave me...you are my friends....Form [insert class] rocks!


Or rather, more vulgar ones (and stupid too)...

DIU WHY I GO SECOND CLASS!

Wah, these people not bored one meh write the same thing over and over again? -__-' Some more so vulgar abcd.

Oh, and yes, I am in the second class next year. Regrets? None. Because I don't think it's such a bad thing afterall. The school isn't dividing us solely base on position, so yeah, there you go. I would have been in the first class if it wasn't for that genius [or not] way of streaming. I don't mind, really. I know in the past I DID make numerous posts about how I won't be contented being in the second class and stuff but now it's' different. Company wise, second class isn't all that bad.

Plus cough cough i don't mind giving my place away to a student from another class who has never experience working with the first class students. Talk about us being arrogant and snobbish eh? Now it's time for you to feel how it's like to be wronged. No, I am not denying that there IS, in fact, several snobs in the first class. Come to think of it, which class doesn't have their very own apes huh? But to actually assume that the rest of the class are of the same quality like that few bad apples, don't you think that's a little too much of a generalization?

I do. I really do. I've met really friendly people in the first class. Yes, there's btiches and drama queens and sohais but that aside, we are not that bad altogether! Hello form mates from other classes, if you choose to live with the thinking that we are all egocentric people, go ahead and stay in that shallow shell of yours. I know that many would place the blame on jealousy, but I beg to differ lah. I know you people are not jealous, yes, I am doing you justice on that. It's just that sometimes you are too swiftly carried away by the stream of assumptions.

It's time to think differently. It's time to move out of that stereotyped vision of ours planted from the very beginning- because what the rest of the world think may not be right sometimes. =)

p/s: everything above, I am referring to batch 2007. With new faces to the first class next year, I dare not be too sure. But my bet is that they will be even friendlier. Let's just wait and see, shall we? ;)

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Your Lover's Lover 7:21 PM

Friday, November 16, 2007

Deepavali 2007

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Yeah, had Deepavali at Devyani's. =)


We didn't know where so we followed our instincts whcih eventually turned out to be accurate.

But so scary man cuz the ground floor there was this unit with these 'sensitive lights'. You go near and it lights up. @__@'


Corridor leading to her house..is it? @@


Her house! =D


Gay.Glory.Glamor.

The modern version of Gold, Gospel and Glory. =) See la I read my books one okay not only online everyday!


And then we spent the whole night playing 'Who's in the Bag' or something. -___-'

Ad game which you have to pick a card and describe to your friend the name of the guy in one minute.





Big head wtf.








I finally got a picture of myself with brenda!


I look....bald [?]


Putri!








And then there was this really REALLY pretty painting of a peacock on the floor! Okay the picture doesn't do the real thing justice lor. The real one was very shiny with glitter here and there.

Okay bye ppl. I am confirmed in 2A next year. Oh wells. =)

p/s: why i watermark my pictures? That's for the sake of memories, kawan. =)

p/p/s: thanks devy for openign your house to us! =)

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Your Lover's Lover 6:47 AM


The End.

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As the end approaches, I thought it's only right that everyone have tears all welled up in their eyes as we bid goodbye. No, it's not about the holidays that saddens everyone. Go ahead and grant me longer holidays, I don't mind.

It's just that having to come face to face with the fact that we might never see some of our friends again. The people we took for granted. The people we took for a ride. The people we betrayed. The people we took advantage of. The people who never abandon us although our attitudes towards them were terrible. The people who were always selfless. The people who never fail to be by our side when you need them.

The people who found pleasure lending us a helping hand- despite all the sinful wrong doings we committed without feeling a tad bit remorseful- without complaining.

Although you may argue that none of them leaving were those I cherished much, it just leaves you with your mouth hanging in the air when told they are leaving. It just suddenly hit you that you could have done better than ignoring them. You could have done better than forming cliques and exclude them. You could have done better than shouting insults across the room just to hurt that person.

You could have been a better friend.

But you chose not to. And no don't you dare deny it. You could have treated...take for example, Virgil, better, no?

I could have, but I didn't. He was just another insignificant character in my life. (no I am not saying he's insignificant I am saying he wasn't to me.) He brought us candies from Australia anyway. All we did was crowd around him and then comment on how terrible the sweet is and even hacks is better than that expensive bottle of bon bon wtf and then we'll spit it out right in front of him with this disgusted expression hanging from our closely knitted eyebrows.

And dare you deny you could have done better?

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Your Lover's Lover 5:55 AM

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Care about me? I don't think so.

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Sighs, sometimes I don't know what is it that i want exactly. when everything seems fine, I'll never fail to reason and debate with me myself and I. It's not me, you know. Not the evil side, neither it is the good side, not nothing.

I wish.

It's always like this. However happy I think I am this second, it won't be so the next. To actually sink into the moment and enjoy it while at the same time be thankful that it's all happening isn't possible. Not anymore. I'll always find reasons to picture the ugly side of it. The not-so-pretty truth behind everything. It's not that i am negative or anything although many of you out there would argue that I am in fact, the most negative person you've come across. [laughing is another acted up facial expression, you can't judge a person's happiness base on that]

It just dawn upon me that there's always an ugly side to everything. And nothing good last. Maybe it's the facade we hide under, never daring to step out of our comfort zones. Never daring to think for ourselves what might befall us should the happy-happy situation we are in turns ugly the very next second. To think if that's even possible. It's all the work of the mind, if you ask. It could be damaging emotionally, but for whatever it's worth, I'll call it self defence. You might think it's stupidity, but I would choose to call it insecurities.

Which isn't such a bad thing afterall.

I think the most succesful man could fall to nothing but his ego and pride which isn't called for most of the time. And ego and pride orginates from over optimism, don't you think? Some of you might disagree. Still, where does that lead to? Bigger house? Bigger cars? Better holidays? Go figure. Life's definitely way more than that.

To think further than all that's placed in front of you? It may be a long trip emotionally. But sometimes, the trip is worth it.

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Your Lover's Lover 7:40 PM

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Dollize.

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Remember those dolls pic I promised 59384957398 years ago?

I never fail to find excuses of why it's not up 48979832 months ago. It's not that i didn't want to load it. I tell you la these set of pictures so mafan can die. It was like...3 times already, every time I feel like loading this pics blogger will be such a bitch and never allow me to.

Well, yeap. Until today when i was looking for that Maroon 5 song in my received files where I see this and I decide that enough is enough and no matter what these pics MUST be up by today. Heh.

Btw, I am into Maroon 5...AGAIN! Like seriously, I loveee them. T__T"


The first person whose pic I edited. See, she got big big eyes!

Alea's. When she saw these, the first thing she said was 'OMG SO UGLY!'

Okay so maybe you have the super model face, not the ugly Blythe doll face. ;P


Brenda! I remember I did put the two pics together but I cannot find the file!

And this pic super fail okay. Cuz the lighting of the pic was very very dark initially and I played with the levels before making the doll face. Sighs. Nevertheless, I still think this pic deserves attention. =)


Our very own Mr Prez 2008!

MWHAHAHAHA. Okay I think this one another failed one. He look too dollish for a human in the first place. Editing is just a No-no for this guy here.


Nat!

There was a reason for why I put it as iDoll BUT I CANNOT REMEMBER NOW!

GOT REASON ONE GOT REASON! And I can't remember wtf short term memory loss T__T'


Mr Prez 2007!

He must be one of the most tolerant guy I've ever met. @__@' I've done so much wrongs that I lost track of it but he never once scolded me.

For as far as I can remember la. -__-'


Last but not least, yours truly.

Yes, I know I really look like a doll here. And that's also thanks to the extra effort I put into this pic la. It was the first pic I edited, so yeap, the interest and zest was still there. =D

Okay the end. Next batch of pics coming soon!

p/s: To those who will still 'fighting for their future' in our very own school hall for the next 3 weeks, all the best to you. May luck be on your side! [and brains too abcd -__-']

p/p/s: I am considering of making blogskins for a living. I knowla my photoshopping skills are still very very mediocre but hey, not like I am charging you 50 bucks for it right. 5 or 15 sounds more like it! o.O Anyone interested? T__T' gimme face la [and $$ too] you can put one day then you rip it off I don't mind. ;P

p/p/s: I AM REALLY BROKE LIKE SERIOUSLY DRY MANNNNNN!

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Your Lover's Lover 12:45 AM

Friday, November 09, 2007

HAHAHAHHAHA

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OMG I KNOW THIS IS MY THIRD POST BUT THIS MATTER MUST BE GIVEN IMMEDIATE ATTENTION HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH!

If you read my cbox you'll notice there's a guy by the name of Hirako who tells me how evil chia hoong is. And I was like who the hell is hirako -__-'

hirako is....haow bin.

=.='

And I read his blog lagi funny can die he thought I invited LIM CHIA HOONG to prom HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA JOKE OF THE YEAR LEH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

And he debated on how nice guys like Azim (whoever he is lah) don't get invited while pervert like Chia Hoong do. @@' Omg I was practically laughing the whole time I was reading it. A cup for Airport B for Boleh Tahan. -__-"

Be careful my dear friend who's going to prom with him. Make sure you bring pepper spray along abcdefg! =)

p/s: HAHAH PEOPLE GO DO ME JUSTICE BY LEAVING A COMMENT THERE T.T'!

p/p/s: nono I am not angry I am just stunted finding out how the whole world misunderstood -__-" it really got me laughing btw!

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Your Lover's Lover 10:56 PM


@__@"

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HAHAHAHAH.

you know what. i was just digging out the archive of someone's blog and i stumble across a comment i made. yes that was at the beginning of the year and looking back at the way i wrote it's really...funny. @@

yes it was so childish and lame can laugh until die lor omg. -__-" I mean, looking back, it's hard to believe how lame a person I was. Yes, some of you may still argue that I am STILL lame now but at least, not as much as I was 11 months ago. -__-'

And what's more stupid was I left that lame comment and had a senior bombing me back and i find out about it like ELEVEN MONTHS LATER. Pun by accident. T.T'

Okayla so looking back at the way I write I don't blame you people who hated me. As a third party I would say those comments went through no filter system and it's downright stupid and wannabeish. So yeap, there you go. Thank god I don't write like that anymore. Or so I think.

Your Lover's Lover 10:05 PM


NEW SKIN WOOHOOO!

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Edit: after reading my own post I think you should ignore this. It's so...corny it makes me cringe. ARGH. I didn't know I can write so gayly. -__-"

YES I MADE IT! After TWO LONG DAYS, my skin is done!

Thank god it only took 2 days. The first time I tried making took me 20 days. -__-'

Oh why pink? Because I am forcing myself to love this colour. Yes, I hate pink. =) And I didn't know what theme I should put and I came across this really cute Japanese biscuit in deviantart I suddenly thought of Hello Kitty. And through the process of searching for a descent picture, I think differently of that mouthless cat now.

I think it's so...glamorous.

Don't throw stones at me, you Hello Kitty haters. And I tried don't know how many million times of html. -__-' even the picture of the bee (the date there) I had to edit so long. T__T' And and and actually for the posts section I wanted to put another HK picture but then the html's all screwed up so aiya bee also nice la. I'll try attending to that when I am free. And I am going to put a nice picture for my comment box and the rest soon.

^^ I FEEEL SO GIRLY EHEHEHEHE WTF ABCDEFG! =D I feel so gay ^^

Okay people tell me what you think of the skin HARD WORK OKAY! Like so long I didn't touch html now I practically forgot everything. Noob noob. -__-'

Oh and on the other note, dear impersonators, go get yourself a name. I am deeply flattered that you choose to plagiarize my name out of all glam names in the world, but do tell me if you wanna be my sis/bro la! I give you name okay I very nice one! Ling Sze? Phooi Mun? May Sze? Aiya whatever la stop using my name okay I feel so harassed like super star like that later I act like a diva and be snobbish HOW?!

Okay bye bye. Happy Deepavali, albeit a day too late. ;P

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Your Lover's Lover 7:34 AM

Thursday, November 08, 2007

Fucked up

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-post deleted blargh.

oh and I am making my blogskin now. It's near completion. I bet many would be surprised as I am not the type who'll put such skins its so pink it's gross.

yes poeple I hate pink. Well, yeah. I'll tell you guys soon why is the skin so gay. Bye.

<3

Your Lover's Lover 5:57 PM

Wednesday, November 07, 2007


I really really want to write now but i don't know how to word it abcd.

it feels weird, knowing that one of your really good friends whom you can talk to is leaving the school. and what's weirder is having hated that person for a long period of time to the extend that you are immune to his presence. you were hurt by this person over and over again you thought you'll never ever belive in best friends or good friends or whatever shits anymore.

and then you guys start talking again. he tells you his stuff and you tell him his. and then suddenly he tells you he wants to leave.

and then you think of life without a friend whom you feel comfortable talking with. oh wells. leave then. goodbye friend. love you. blex.

Your Lover's Lover 7:59 PM


SSG Annual Concert.

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Okay so here are the pictures of the annual concert. It was pretty good la, considering our cough school's standards. And i took so many pictures but heidi only sent me some. T.T

Personally I like performance by The Chess the most. haha whteever la.

The lights I was greeted with once I step in.

Whyla I have this child photography fetish nowadays. -___-"

The girl whose phone I used the entire night because I don't know wtf was wrong with my phone's cam. =)

Yuka and I!

Okay so maybe my right eye's cacatness is very prominent now but I cannot do anything sighs. Poke it with a fork meh. @#$%^&

The crowd. There were so many people can die okay omg.


This was the first performance of the night. Some hsm thingy.

And what made me happy was....

Looking behind and see a grandma smilling from ear to ear watching the performances.

Maybe her grandchild is in or something. All I can say is she was really happy and I got happy seeing her being happy ABCD.

This was the second dance Darren and I laughed at during rehearsals.


And I went out fo the hall later on as boredom sets in. -___-' You see la this auntie's expression also bored already abcd. This was the expression she wore throughout performances like the girl group dance or the noisy band. HAHAHHAHA!

I was already in the badminton hall already by the time this indian dance came about but since i had a cough cough classmate in it I decided to rush in to snap a photo of it.

And I sort of 'WOAH GO RAVEENA' and the guy beside me gave me the eyebrows. Go die la okay you don't think you very keng ABCDEFG.

Oh and this time around...ignore the auntie.

KOK HOW BROUGHT HIS GIRLFRIEND YO!

Omg really big boy already got girlfriend (cheh cheh CHEH). Hahah everytime I asked him if it's his girlfriend he just smile sheepishly at me. ^^ So sweet can die HAHAHAH. Damn malu okay I turning into auntie already still no boyfriend yet ABCD ahahhahaahh!

Aiya flying solo very very yeng okay shutuppp! -.-'

And they were caught kissing blah but I think that picture alone deserves a post of its own. So, that's story for another day.

Yuka and Putri.

Yuka and I.

Pardon the blur pictures the lighting inside the court was really teribble and I didnt want to use the flash so here you go la.

This is first and probably the only picture which is FLAT.

When I tried to edit the levels its FLAT! o.O first time seeing a FLAT picture lor! Aiya you all don't get what i mean one lah. -___-'


Siang Pau and Putri.

We made a deal to be prom dates in form 5 last year and sadly he's not going this year so yeap...you complete the sentence for me. T.T

I blocked my face out cuz my eyes were half closed abcd.

Yes Mr Prez 2008 doing some gay tricks on the ground. -__-"

Can blackmail him for money abcd!

The emcees of the night.

I love this lollipop looking lighting.

Sighs whyla am I still so fat wtf.

Putri and the hamster wtf. -____-"

Me.

Shaun and Putri!

And I didnt take a picture with him omgwtf. He wore something so gay and I missed the chance of a lifetime to take a pic with him. T__T" So sad okay! abcdefg ABCDEFG ABCDEFG!

Makeup?



You know hor I always told him there's this celeb he resembles but I never got the name right and he never in his entire life watched tvb before so i don't know how to describe.

BUT PEOPLE HOR THIS GUY REALLY LOOK LIKE TAN SHAUN JIN LEHHHHHHH! FAST FAST SAY YOU AGREE WITH ME ABCDEFG!
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PATRICK TAM! (ignore the baby wtf)

Shaun, in case you are reading this (yes I know you are), don't you think you both really look alike @@.

YES I GOT THE NAME RIGHT THIS TIME ABCD. -___-' Okay close the shaun celeb look-alike topic now. =)


Me.

I somehow find this pic very yeng. o.O

Shaun and Melissa!

Okay so i didnt edit it on purpose these pictures. It was just overly under exposed! (the lights, I mean. nothing else -__-')





The sperm cell.


No. That's the bone cell. This one is the sperm cell wtf.

THIS ONE MWAHHA WTF I AM SO LAME LAUGH LA PEOPLE -___-"

Laugh at my shallowness not the lights wtf.

Okay bye feeling really tulan now over someone and the mom abcdefg okay. Bye!

p/s: wtf=abcd. =)

p/p/s: It was zhong who kept asking me not to use wtf @__@' So abcd is the replacement -_-' memang father figure la that one whoever his daughter next time cham la HAHAHAH!

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Your Lover's Lover 12:11 AM