♥ PhooiSze.
I have a great passion for both speaking and writing, hence making me a great friend but an even greater enemy. But even so, i am probably the best person alive! Why?

because i am biased, stupid. I am a PZ after all, hello?


Sweets!
Designing!
Pink. At least I am TRYING to. T__T'
Turning people into retards. It's my forte anyway.


Pink!
People who hates me MWHAHAH!


Nokia 7390
Laptop
Make my own blogskin
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between humanity and emotions.

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yes, i know sometimes i can indeed be carried away a little too far by nothing but my emotions. sometimes, it's really hard juggling between to be insistent that everything should be done according to black and white or to just do what i think is right.

just yesterday after my council meeting i met siow at the guardhouse. chatted up a little and found out that he is expelled- this time for real. this time around, it's because he was caught possesing ciggies.

i know it's wrong smoking. i know it's wrong posessing it in the first place too. but does that mean that he really doesn't deserve a second chance? does that mean that he is a bad guy- the way our moral textbooks descrive students smoking- just because he has this hobby unfavorable to many?

it may not be ideal to smoke, but it's not WRONG to smoke. everyone is different. it's not ideal, but if he likes it, let it be then. it's his prerogative anyway. i just don't think that it's really ruthless for the school to just expel him like that.

he is just fourteen. come on, give him a chance.

many of my friends have this stereotyped impression of him that he is all baddie and stuff JUST BECAUSE he smokes. how can we even judge a person that fast before even knowing him? he smokes, yes. but other than that, i find him a nice guy. he doesn't at all look like the type who will have a million BSLs under his belt.

he is just daring. and that's also because he HAS what it takes to be defiant. i respect him for his guts, although i don't really agree with the way he goes about things sometimes. there are always difference among human beings, but is everyone perfect to an extend where we need no help, no guidance and perhaps no second chances?

he is just different in a major way compared to us, but that alone doesn't make him a bad guy. i find him hysterically amusing, truth be told. he proves many of my friends' assumption that he is just another typical 'shout here shout there niama this that samseng' kid wrong. i remember consulting a few of my friends asking them is he is worht helping, and ALL of them just pronounced an absolute 'NO, NOT WORTH HELPING!' right in my face. and when i ask 'why?' they replied with the typical 'because he smokes'. =.='

WTF. let's blame it in the lack of judgments or inmaturity, whichever you prefer. i still think that he DESERVES a second chance, however you look at it. hello, he is only 14! he has the whole life ahead of him!

he humbly approached me and we talked about his chances of getting accepted again into the school and i dare hope for the best. i can't promise anything but i shall see how things go by wtf thanksbai. please leave your comments in the comment box telling me if he is worth helping or not and why wtf thanks this one true true true dilemma ok!

Labels: Dilemma, doubts, expel, friends, Opinion needed

Your Lover's Lover 8:36 PM

Happy Valentines!

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Yeap today's valentines.

another year of singlehood. but then it's not all that bad. why? because for all my life i've seen this day as the day where i should be happy for my attached friends- for good or not. it's just so sweet seeing couples all lovey dovey on this day. not that they usually aren't, it's just especially a prettier sight today. =)

and the whole day i really laughed like mad until stomach cramp wtf. especially during mandarin lesson! discovered tht theres indeed so many special talented people around me. like how surayyn can do the angelina jolie lips, how mugilan can break pencils effortlessly with his forehead (and his really funny flip-eyelids-dramatic-look) and the star of the day has gotta be MIDZI.

his tongue can reach both his nose and his chin, he can suck his nose in and make it flat and also how he can rap ppl's name so fast he pronounced Mugilan Anak Lelaki Gunasegeran in ONE SECOND!

NOW, CAN YOU?! MUGILAN ANAK LELAKI GUNASEGERAN IN *ONE* SECOND?!!!

I HAVE SUPERHERO FRIENDS WTF!

i took numerous picturesss of tht! shall upload it later if possible. so sleepy right now T_T"

isn't it funny how things have come to a full circle. I gain nothing but you lose something. Hah!

Labels: festivals, friends, funny, valentines

Your Lover's Lover 3:13 AM

Happy Birthday Billy!

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yes people it's the 5th of February. billy's bday! :]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BILLY 'SETAN' BOEY!

great. i just realized i don't even know his chinese name. o.o okay the end of this.

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omg wtf i am like...doing tags every single day wtf. seriously it's like i wake up everyday being tagged by different people. =/

Part 1: On the outside
Name: PhooiSze
Date of Birth: 27/ */ 1994 [guess yourself wtf.]
Current Status: Free? wtf.
Eye Colour: black black black and black. =]
Hair Colour: blackblackblack...and...oh did i mention black? truly asian la wtf! :D
Righty or Lefty: Lefty.
Zodiac Sign: Virgo.

Part 2: On the Inside
Your Heritage: Chinese
Your Fear: something but nothing.
Your Weakness: procrastinating at every single thing.

Part 3: Yesterday, Today & Tomorrow
Your thoughts first waking up: yawns okay wake up go to school study come home die.
Your bedtime: when it comes to sleeping i am pretty urm...durable? anytime will do actually.
Your most missed memory: zomg none.

Part 4: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: coke.
McD's or Burger King: MCD FOR LIFEE! I'V NEVER LOVED ANYONE/ANYTHING AS MUCH AS MCD!!!
Single or Group Dates: single? o.o
Adidas or Nike: nike. i want that bag so cheap 130 only so beautifuuullll T_T'
Lipton Tea or Nestea: errr teh tarik can?
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate.
Cappuccino or Coffee: coke wtf.

Part 5: Do You . . .
Smoke: never i guess.
Curse: a little....;P
Drink: no. not at the time anyway.

Part 6: In the Past Month
Drank alcohol: no.
To the mall: yes.
Been on stage: yes.
Eaten sushi: no.
Dyed your hair: never have i.

Part 7: Have You Ever?
Played a stripping game: no. o.o
Changed who you were to fit in: yes. many many times.

Part 8: Age
You're hoping to be married: god knows when la wtf. 24? i dunno @_@'

Part 9: In A Guy/Girl
Best eye colour: ranibow WTF. -.-'
Hair colour: anythign BUT retarded colors like purple or grey or orange or turquoise!
Short or long hair: i somehow prefer...short haired guys.

Part 10: What Were You Doing?
1 minute ago: having sandwich for breakfast/lunch
1 hour ago: brushing my teeth? i dunno.
1 month ago: wtf?
1 year ago: inside class right now WTF.

Part 11: Finish The Sentences
I love: MCDONALDSSSS!
I feel: like having a spicy chicken McDeluxe right now.
I miss: my McD fries.
I need: MCDONALDDDSSSS!

Part 12: Tag 5 People
One: Billy the bday boy
Two: Howard
Three: Mekk
Four: Toshi
Five: Kyean

List out 5 presents you wish for:
a) plastic surgery WTF.
b) mcdonalds.
c) my dot com/net
d) THAT CHEAP PAIR OF VINCCI HEELS OMG OMG OMG RM55 ONLY!
e) errr....those tagged above to do the tag? i dunno. o.o

Labels: birthdays, friends, Tags

Your Lover's Lover 7:41 PM

the neverending tag

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literally. you tag 5 person they will all tag you back. @_@"

List out 5 presents you wish for :
1. i swear i am not a very demanding girl
2. and i've asked for everything
3. i can possibly ask for
4. or want, for that matter
5. ok fine maybe i would love to have mcdeluxe right now xD

The person who tagged me :
Haow Bin

5 impression of him :
1. typical hamsap look wtf
2. errr...soft at heart? i dunno wtf
3. weird. a little la
4. nice mole damn fatt choi. =D
5. another.....mapler. sighs. =/

If he/she is your lover, you will..
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please, no. if not EVERYDAY i will hear people calling me short and violent zomggg wtf. this is the most torturous mental abuse anyone could possibly endure wtf.

If he/she would becomes your enemy,what could the reason be?
him calling me short AND violent one too many times T___T'

Pass this quiz to 5 person you wish to know about how they feel about you.
1. Anyone
2. who
3. wants
4. to
5. =D

Labels: friends, Random, Tags

Your Lover's Lover 6:42 PM

keith urban, anyone?

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yawns once again i am here blogging at 2 in the morning. *_*

sighs i am so into keith urban right now. first it was kpop and then i gradually moved on to leehom before going gaa-gaa over maroon 5.

and now it's keith urban ftw. hmm and chris daughtry's 'over you' has been playing on my winamp playlist for a few days alrady.


i want ice cream noww T_T"

anyone wanna teman me ice cream date or not wtf! eh but this cornetto blueberry/raspberry/ i can't remember was pretty good. to me la.

or this fried ice thing i tried.

i saw how they make it! they put water into this pan and it miraculously turns solid and forms ice! o.o

hmm overall it was okay. don't really like almonds in my ice cream though. but i still find it so muchhhhh better than lecka lecka. lecka lecka sucks T___T"


attended the forensics workshop in iskl last sat/ two sats ago. can't really remember. and the guy there beside the blue shirt girl gave guided in our impromptu session. he's really good.

and the girl beside him is his gf i guess. and she's pregnant [??]. :o

headed to sungei wang after that. was pretty much a last minute plan and nick and i ended up dragging brit along. :D


yaya i am so fat i am only posting this because i think my eyes look damn oriental here wtf.

or maybe not. T_T" i need to got for another eyebrow shaping session already sometime soon yawns.


lalala i trieddd changing my eye color and this was the best i could do without tutorials. -.-' hmm...if you see properly it's actually dark green but it's not really noticeable anyway so yeah la. my eyes are so black i can't see the pupil in the middle -.-'

yeah so we reached and i got this dress, bracelets and earrings! goood goood deal :]

i am still on a lookout for white heels and i saw one black one yesterday which i really like at vincci and it's so cheap its only 55! but mom said the heels look funny wor so aiya i gave it a pass then. =/

and i need to get a curling thong soon. and a holder to hold my accesories wtf i keep buying but i don't even wear them wtf. but i get happy just seeing the collection wtf why am i like that T__T"


sighs eat chicken ALSO SO YENG LOOK ONE -____________-'


nyam nyam you still owe me 10 bucks nick nyam nyam.


:P ??

ya in his entire life he has never tried nandos before so yeah, nandos it was for him. and he claimed i once called him a chicken peri-peri but i can't recall calling him tht wtf. aiya i can't remember alot of things i said anyway one la.

sighs okay bye off to sleep now T_T" sooo sleep deprived these days wtf.

Labels: food, forensics, friends, Outings, Pictures

Your Lover's Lover 9:35 AM

hello world.

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it's 2 in the morning right now and i just feel like posting these up.


a picture i took at a restaurant by the sea not very long ago.

and thats looks alot like sunset, doesnt it? well, the original one is a little different. i like both. :]


the original copy.


feel like posting this up too. during a science experiment. :]


so sweet! wtf.


heidi's reaction after tasting the vinegar drop? i can't remember.

i think there's something wrong with heidi and my tastebuds because we can't seem to find the bitter drop excruciatingly BITTER the way the boys did. @@ in fact i didnt taste much of a thing wtf.

but heidi has got tongue piercing like 2 days ago so maybe that's a valid reason but what about me?! sighs i am dieing....-.-'


i can't remember if i posted this but i just like the colors here! :D


hmm remember how i rant about my writing in my previous post? here. this is my writing...

2 weeks ago, that is. now it's already diff. -.-' i remember how it was wide and fat before i changed it to thin and narrow. and then it became short and tiny and now it's like round and sharp WTF IS WRONG WITH ME. -.-'

i just don't know why i am not like my girl friends! all of them have neat perfect writing! [okay fine maybe except one or two of them sighs]


i'll give you 101 guesses and i bet you wouldn't even have thought that this feminine pencil case belongs to HEIDI LOI EEMIN! o.o



did i talk about these popping choco ping ping and the bro gave me on like the secodn day of school? seriously i swear they are like the best siblings on earth lor! how i wish my bro is like wei zhong lor T_____T" you seela they all damn close one wtf *jealous jealous jealous wtf*


seriously i cant remember if i posted this before either. -.-'

hmm i am quite uncomfortable with certain people reading my blog. i mean, yes, they are my friends. but still sometimes i find them being so hypocritical AND bias towards me JUST BECAUSE i am their friend. by reading my blog they THINK they have a fairly clear idea of who i am and how my individuality in reality is. i am not denying that i might be wrong at times- you don't have to either. when the causes are clear that i AM right, yes, by all means stand by me.

i'm just not comfortable when people whom i think have the least idea about what's going on commenting so effing much. i won't say i DISLIKE it, just uncomfortable. it's disturbing knowing there's someone out there whom you barely even know acting like they know you so much. it's just like..out of nowhere they are suddenly in the picture. maybe it's just me. maybe i am weird i don't know.

p/s: to friends, no you are not the ones i am referring to. =D in fact, thank you for the comments! please leave more!

Labels: comments, dislikings, friends, hello world, Pictures, short update

Your Lover's Lover 9:43 AM

ah tag by my worshipper wtf

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List out 5 presents you wish for :
1. gold and white nail polish :o
2. new year clothes
3. money money teehee
4. FT ISLAND TICKET ANYONE KIND ENOUGH TO SPONSOR?!!!!
5. my very own dot com/net.

The person who tagged me :
Mekk my one and only faith follower -_-'

5 impression of her :
1. Funny -.-'
2. Helpful! [ahem, he helped me draw my science hw ok fyi! where to find people so stupid kind nowadays!]
3. Damn pandai rub shoe! HAHAHHAHA like omg really wan all white lies! xD
4. Sup Kambing? o.o
5. Tofu lor pfft his skin like girl like tht damn chea choong wan this guy -__-'

If she is your lover, you will..
shit, everyday drink sup kambing yer i tak rela HAHAHAHAHHAHA!

honestly la i hate kambing meat alot T_T"

If she would becomes your enemy,what could the reason be?
he ditching our religion for Howardism or Mekkism or whtever! PZISM FOR LIFE OK!

Pass this quiz to 5 person you wish to know about how they feel about you.
1. yawns anyone la teehee =D

Labels: friends, PZism, Tags

Your Lover's Lover 1:26 AM

tag tag tag again.

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List out 5 presents you wish for :
1. A dog!
2. Height -.-'
3. A purse?
4. More gel pens!
5. McDonald's right now HAHAHAHAHHA why la i so like that one! T__T"

The person who tagged me :
Sho.

5 impression of him :
1. Cute
2. Short TEEHEE!
3. Approachable
4. Has a bad habit of stammering! Stop that! xD
5. Super great popper.

If she is your lover, you will..
wtf does this question mean? if he's my lover then he's my lover la i WILL what?! -___-' commit suicide ah wtf?

and it's highly impossible too because we are twins wtf.

If he would becomes your enemy,what could the reason be?
when he annoys me? vice versa i also dunno la xD

Pass this quiz to 5 person you wish to know about how they feel about you.
1. Mekk
2. Colin
3. Chia
4. Howard wtf although i know your blog is practically dead -.-'
5. Anyone who wanna say something bad about me teehee here's your chance!

hmm i have a new year resolution already! although it's almost the end of january already, i reckon it's better late than never hor! okay yes, my resolution is to minimize my usage of wtf thank you wtf.

Labels: friends, Opinions, Surveys, Tags

Your Lover's Lover 10:12 PM

Miii soOox pReTtyyY oRhHxxX!

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yes, the above stated title is contrary to my previous post wtf. wait wait i am not beign self-obsessed so don't leave just yet! =D

don't ask me about the election. yes, it was this morning. glad that it's over and results will be out by monday so yeah, we shall see. =)

okay the point of today's post is about how pretty girls AREN'T always pretty wtf. there's no ugly girls just lazy ones wtf. really! yes yes i know dolling yourself up is time and effort and energy among whatnots but then again can you not agree that grooming oneself makes one look his or her best all the time? you best may not be THE best but it's still good knowing that you are at YOUR best wtf. die also no regret la -_-'

okay so today's post is, in today's world you must be good at makeup.

OR photoshop at least when all else fails.;P


SUPER FAKE RIGHT?!

but still guess what, it's fakeness that gets 48240 lalas adding you in friendster, not your bareface WTF. ever wondered why your lala friend has got 999 friends in her list while you only have 99?

because she has 99 photos in her gallery when you only have 9. and of all that 99, 98 are either
a) with her face heavily caked
b) she's good in photoshop and she tries super hard to make her mata sepet big. -.-'

and the other one photo? oh, that must be a photo of her cute cat, no doubt.

face it, it's a cute world now. or at least, an 'act-cute' world wtf because lemme ask you this...how many alive are GENUINELY cute? you can possibly count them all with your ten fingers wtf . don't ask me what i see in cute girls because honestly speaking, i wish i knew.

everyone WANTS to look cute now! zomg don't believe? let me show you to what length photoshop can help wtf.


WAHHH SO FLAWLESS COMPLEXIONNNN SO PRETTYYY SO PINK LIPSSS!

yeah right. -.-' flawless eh?

HOW ABOUT THIS HAR?!!!! !
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NAH TAKE THIS! ORI PIC!

FLAWLESS HOR! THAT ONE FLAWLESS THIS ONE WHAT?! ANGELIC AH ZOMGWTFBBQ?!

don't ask me why do i have no shame in putting up both the edited version and the unedited just to prove that i am ugly wtf because to that question i have no answer T_T" i just wanna exhibit to the world my generosity wah wtf do i sound philosophical enough to be called a philosopher or a philanthropist at the very least ?!! =DDD

sighs why la i so tak tahu malu wan. T____T i deserve a Nobel award. :D

after reading this you don't know how a real cutie is supposed to look like? FRET NOT! i have a perfect example here!
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nah! genuine cuteness! a real naturale! =D

look at his expression! so real! exactly like what you see in harajuku magazines! what you see is what you get! =D

yes yes, cute people does exist. you've just gotta judge properly for yourself or else you'll be disappointed when the time comes to meet your 'friendster lao po' pfft. -.-'

ok the end of today's short (or long wtf) post! bye bye people! =D

Labels: editing, friends, photo manipulation, photoshop, Pictures

Your Lover's Lover 5:11 AM

hmmm yumz.

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forensics workshop this saturday and i am still undecided weather to go or not. if i am going for that Quicksilver Revolution or Times Square for that case, will attend then. if not, i don't even think i'll want to wake up that early just for briefings TT


my campaign manager, surayyn!

really, to those who did so much just for me to win, thankkkk youu so much! i can't promise victory but hey, we've all done our best. the rest, we shall just leave it to the wants of sg ians. =)

AND A BIG FAT THANK YOU TO HOW WEI ZHONG AND HIS SIS, HOW WEI PING, for getting me a packet of sugus out of consideration! LALALAL OMG THANKS!

they are such nice ppl! and they are single! who want their msn?! okok i give but first you have to pay me rm5! =DD

so cheap ok considering how nice these ppl are! you pay me rm5 for their add next time when you marry them you inherit 5 billion leh! HAH! YOU WANT TO SAVE RM5 OR GAIN 5 BILLION?! YOUR CHOICE!

i should rant more about things i want in my blog teehee HAHAHA just joking la. omg why am i so stupid today. -.-

i want a vaio! ;P

Labels: elections, friends, people, Student Council, thank you

Your Lover's Lover 4:48 AM

SMS kawan wtf.

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i don't exactly remember how it started but coming to think of it now, i am always having only one sms kaki at a time. i've never a phone person. not that i consider myself one anyway. i've always preferred MSN to smsing maybe because i can talk to multiple ppl at a time and it's always more convenient. yes, faster too. i hve low tolerance level for slow stuff wtf.

and yes, back to the topic today. one of the many reasons i get very annoyed when people read my inbox is how they will comment unecessaryly about 'my relations with that guy' wtf ahem when that person is just another random friend. i've always believed in talking ALOT only with people i am comfortable with, somehow. and that's how my inbox grow from 1 msg to 2569 messages wtf.


I SAW A GIANT VERSION OMG! <33>

maybe it's my problem, but i never fail to mix better with boys wherever i go. no, it's not about flirting even. it's just the kind of mentality boys have that makes them simpler creatures to approach and understand.

they tolerate my nonsense, understand my frustrations and is always supportive YET honest. it's a quality lacking in girls around me, to be frank. a true friend would tell you when you are at your best and when you are just being a total psychotic bitch. when they hint how you are wrong, one thing good is that it won't make me feel inferior. maybe it's because i see them as guys and how their opinions don't matter to me, being given that they are just plainly guys in my life of no significance.

and by significance, i mean it as in relationship-wise. as friends, i rather be caught dead than to be taking the friendships for granted. and this doesn't apply for guys only, i mean for everyone around me. if you know my full name, consider yourself a friend of mine. :)



throughout the years, i've discovered my weakest points and strive hard trying to make it my strongest. among which was how i realize that however playful we are, emotions are something we shouldn't toy with. manipulating is easy but not everyone has what it takes to patch the differences later on. if prevention could be helped, why take things for granted?

making friends may not be a thing i am good at. i love speaking up for my own rights. i love watching arguments erupt into dramatic full-blast bitch fights.



but have i mentioned i dislike witnessing misunderstandings? i hate people who takes others for a ride, empty promises and above all, i hate being taken for granted. and the list goes on.

in short, i love bitching but i hate rumors. there.

bitching with the right facts was never a crime. but the existence of rumors are just to defame, defame and nothing but defame teehee. sounds familiar, no?



it's time to open our eyes and judge for real- who are friends and who are foes.

Labels: confessions, friends, Opinions

Your Lover's Lover 6:17 AM

Deepavali 2007

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Yeah, had Deepavali at Devyani's. =)


We didn't know where so we followed our instincts whcih eventually turned out to be accurate.

But so scary man cuz the ground floor there was this unit with these 'sensitive lights'. You go near and it lights up. @__@'


Corridor leading to her house..is it? @@


Her house! =D


Gay.Glory.Glamor.

The modern version of Gold, Gospel and Glory. =) See la I read my books one okay not only online everyday!


And then we spent the whole night playing 'Who's in the Bag' or something. -___-'

Ad game which you have to pick a card and describe to your friend the name of the guy in one minute.





Big head wtf.








I finally got a picture of myself with brenda!


I look....bald [?]


Putri!








And then there was this really REALLY pretty painting of a peacock on the floor! Okay the picture doesn't do the real thing justice lor. The real one was very shiny with glitter here and there.

Okay bye ppl. I am confirmed in 2A next year. Oh wells. =)

p/s: why i watermark my pictures? That's for the sake of memories, kawan. =)

p/p/s: thanks devy for openign your house to us! =)

Labels: deepavali, festivals, friends, Pictures

Your Lover's Lover 6:47 AM

The End.

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As the end approaches, I thought it's only right that everyone have tears all welled up in their eyes as we bid goodbye. No, it's not about the holidays that saddens everyone. Go ahead and grant me longer holidays, I don't mind.

It's just that having to come face to face with the fact that we might never see some of our friends again. The people we took for granted. The people we took for a ride. The people we betrayed. The people we took advantage of. The people who never abandon us although our attitudes towards them were terrible. The people who were always selfless. The people who never fail to be by our side when you need them.

The people who found pleasure lending us a helping hand- despite all the sinful wrong doings we committed without feeling a tad bit remorseful- without complaining.

Although you may argue that none of them leaving were those I cherished much, it just leaves you with your mouth hanging in the air when told they are leaving. It just suddenly hit you that you could have done better than ignoring them. You could have done better than forming cliques and exclude them. You could have done better than shouting insults across the room just to hurt that person.

You could have been a better friend.

But you chose not to. And no don't you dare deny it. You could have treated...take for example, Virgil, better, no?

I could have, but I didn't. He was just another insignificant character in my life. (no I am not saying he's insignificant I am saying he wasn't to me.) He brought us candies from Australia anyway. All we did was crowd around him and then comment on how terrible the sweet is and even hacks is better than that expensive bottle of bon bon wtf and then we'll spit it out right in front of him with this disgusted expression hanging from our closely knitted eyebrows.

And dare you deny you could have done better?

Labels: friends, School

Your Lover's Lover 5:55 AM

SSG Annual Concert.

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Labels: concert, Events, friends, High School Musical, Pictures

Your Lover's Lover 12:11 AM