♥ PhooiSze.
I have a great passion for both speaking and writing, hence making me a great friend but an even greater enemy. But even so, i am probably the best person alive! Why?

because i am biased, stupid. I am a PZ after all, hello?


Sweets!
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Pink. At least I am TRYING to. T__T'
Turning people into retards. It's my forte anyway.


Pink!
People who hates me MWHAHAH!


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the neverending tag

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literally. you tag 5 person they will all tag you back. @_@"

List out 5 presents you wish for :
1. i swear i am not a very demanding girl
2. and i've asked for everything
3. i can possibly ask for
4. or want, for that matter
5. ok fine maybe i would love to have mcdeluxe right now xD

The person who tagged me :
Haow Bin

5 impression of him :
1. typical hamsap look wtf
2. errr...soft at heart? i dunno wtf
3. weird. a little la
4. nice mole damn fatt choi. =D
5. another.....mapler. sighs. =/

If he/she is your lover, you will..
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please, no. if not EVERYDAY i will hear people calling me short and violent zomggg wtf. this is the most torturous mental abuse anyone could possibly endure wtf.

If he/she would becomes your enemy,what could the reason be?
him calling me short AND violent one too many times T___T'

Pass this quiz to 5 person you wish to know about how they feel about you.
1. Anyone
2. who
3. wants
4. to
5. =D

Labels: friends, Random, Tags

Your Lover's Lover 6:42 PM

Topsy turveeee

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So everything isn't up to a good start.

First we have our dance assessment this coming Monday and we don't even have a single step. Itu pun because we spent weeks practicing a step which in the first place I find really pathetic because it makes me feel more like an actress than a dancer. Nevertheless, I choose not to voice my dismay because I know certain people in my group very well. Too well in fact to have predicted they would not fancy the idea of others against anything they have in mind.

Maybe it's not a they but a her. Still, now that worst comes to worst, does it even matter who that she is? No, so don't bother asking who is she. And I have no one to offend in mind, people. I am definitely not in the mood to create conflicts but I just couldn't help but mention the root of my misery. Or rather, everyone's. So now we know what panic means eh?

Still, I am not gonna be a bitch and point fingers to anyone in particular. All of us contributed to our fruitless harvest. And it's terribly wrong to just blame one party and one party only. But then again, don't you think that if anyone of us lifted a finger to at least make an attempt to save our ship from drowning, maybe the overall results won't be this bad.

Well, I suggested many many ideas and the state we all are in now obviously tells you all yours truly's ideas were rejected- for good, or maybe not? Let's just pray that we won't make a complete fool out of ourselves. And that's all I am asking for. Brilliant suggestions might not work anymore, now that everyone's desperate.

Oh, and also because some things are better left unheard and unsaid.

Labels: friends, Musical, Random, School

Your Lover's Lover 8:31 PM

Bookshop.

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Not very long ago [in fact it was last week wtf], I was at MPH to get myself a copy of Empress Orchid. Tht book damn chun okay?! Rm30 or so. Sad thing is, I finished the whole book in two days. But neverminds, I am still gonna reread one la ONE DAY.

And yes, out of boringness, I finally put my hp cam to use. Went around and snap snap snap!

Theme: EYES.

Ugly Eyes-

This pic isn't very clear. Maybe it's the makeup, maybe it's the saggy skin but whtever. It looks horibble in the real book cover I saw in the bookstore.

Okay okay it's blur. Wht you expect wor? 3 megapixel hp cam + glossy magazine cover= blur photos. Whtever la. UGLY MEANS UGLY LOR. Nono, don't tell me it's artistic, it's.....blah...just say whtever you wanna say la wth.

Terrible. =)

I know this is very subjective. These kinda chinese opera eyes are artistic and beautiful. But this paticular person makes it ugly. Oh welllssss....

You think neon light meh....

Pretty Eyes-

Urm maybe it's pretty just becuz it's BIG. =P

A little vixentish but still nice la.

The Prettiest Eyes Award goes to......

*drum rolls*

*_*! HAWT LEHHHH!

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Retrolicious!

Notebooks la =/

Lately I am having this thing over notebooks. I wanna purchase all of them in the bookshop but I can't bring myself to do tht, SOMEHOW. 9 bucks for a notebook? Kill me.

Since i can't bring myself to get a notebook for 9 bucks. Why not you get me one and I'll pay you back 5 bucks? ;) BLAHHHHHHHH! I have a million notebooks at home already but then again, I don't think i'll be using any of them in public because they are downright FUGLY. Oh wellzzzzz......

Another one....
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*_*" har wtf?

Sounds prominent enough? ;P

The book I bought. Friends thinks I am nuts because I read this kinda books. NICE LA WEIH! Talking about how those china emperor's concubines fight for the emperor's attention bla bla bla.

Nah Alea darling, for you! It's some lipbalm ad in Seventeen mag if I remembered correctly. =P

Bought this plaster. Thnx Ariel/Britney for getting it for me!

All these while, I've been using those typical orange color plaster because I was being cheap. I used to think wht's the point of getting these kinda printed plaster since cutting oneself isn't something to be HAPPY over and also not an opportunity to parade those fashionable plaster. Afterall, we are gonna throw it away after we use it. BUT NOT ANYMORE! Since I saw this pop art plaster, I know I must have it!

I am gonna stick one on my skin even when it's not bruised. Yes, my obsession over these kinda design is weird. I will still have those cheap orange plaster in my bag. So when anyone needs one, I can give them those laucah ones. Hell yeah, I am being economical again. Yes, I am the stingiest person on earth but so what? XD [orange plaster= 1 ringgit+. Pop art plaster= 4.00 ringgit +]

Question of the day:-

Yes, it's a little blur but you get the picture lah.

Found this XX brand shoe in a mag. If I didn't scan the page for the price, I would hve assumed it's just another shoe from vincci tht at most will cost you about 150 bucks.

And I am so WRONG.

Those who can guess/estimate the price, WITHOUT CHECKING THE REAL THING FROM THE MAG OUT, will be rewarded with a scoop/stick of ice cream of your choice. =)

BYEH!

Labels: Books, Dear Diary, Outings, Pictures, Random

Your Lover's Lover 9:06 PM

Same thing.

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Seriously, now I don't hve the urge to blog already.

The same thing has been happening over and over again it's like a circle tht never breaks. And for tht, I hate my life. So stereotype. And people, don't ASSUME. My life is not f*cked up or anything, just find it a little boring.

Things hve been a little better than usual. People start noticing my existence, with some even going to great lengths, for I don't know wht agenda. It really freaks me when some people come popping to your profile in friendster and leave a testi reading "OMG YOU ARE SO POPULAR BLA BLA BLA PRETTY ETC ETC".

Tht's wht we call bootlickers. Perhaps I can't sense the sarcastic tone in her testi because clearly, I can only READ it, I still find it freaky la. I am not pretty or whtsoever and yet some people can leave such messages, I can't help but think wht they actually want from me. And no people, you don't hve to rush to my friendster to check tht testi out. I am just talking in GENERAL how much I despise bootlickers.

Yes, you may wanna impress and please someone, but not to the extend of "OMFG YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFOOOOOOLLLL". You don't need to get all out of the way to praise someone only to be found annoying and left with nothing else to mutter. =)

I've wanted to blog about this matter since FOREVER. I've got enough of bootlickers as I usually find them asking for a favour after their praises. Don't wanna say, don't say lah aiyo!

Okay, I am out of words. I'll blog about this ONE DAY again, sooner or later. Blah, all I can say is i just despise these kinda bootlickers la wth. =/

Labels: Random

Your Lover's Lover 6:43 AM

Mindsets.

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Since i am oh-so-free, I may as well blog about this matter. Do I even look like I care if ANYONE is reading? boo~

I have few socialites who grumbles 24/7 about SCHOOL RULES, a more TABOO subject than anything else in my point of view. A debate which shall never end.

And the surprising thing is that, it's not the GIRLS who grumbles because the school doesn't allow them to paint their nails, use fluffy colourful hiarbands, have manicured nails even, any form of makeup, any other pins besides baby pins for baju kurung, whit/rainbow coloured sports pants etc etc...


surprisingly [or not], the main cast in this case are the boys.

The main debate; HAIR. [got others also la wth takkan complain over HAIR only]

skip skip skip those ridiculous wants my friend and ex friends wants from the school. Some are just TOO ridiculous.

Let's hear my views for this kinda subject. When it comes to all these, I am PRETTY logical. Not logical all the time tho'.

Turquoise: boys
Green: school

I want long hair~! [like those rich kids in international schools]

To be reasonable, I think the school can permit that only if your hair grows 28140 cm in a night and then you can tie it. The time taken for the process for the hair to grow is just too terribly long. And hell yeah, it's gonna be VERY MESSY for a student. So, I think the school SHOULD permit long hair, if they go hair extensions/ hair grow 4901480 cm a night etc etc. [and then tie it lar wth.]

I wanna pierce my ears! [why girls can we cannot worh?!]

You simply can't. Enough said. =) [sorry la I am not on the schl's side but hor, it's really aiya..CANNOT LA!]

Our school uni sucks! Why can't it be like international school?! A polo tee is nice!

Oh great, tht's because you are NOT in international school! Okayla, sorry. I think school should really make our uni polo tee btw. Altho' I am a malaysian, born in this hot humid country, I still think I deserve some coolness, not toasted to death by the heat wth stupid school. WHY HAR...foreigners get special treatment geh?! Just because they are from diff country, their skin more "radiant" and cannot tahan heat etc etc, than OUR SKIN LEH?! We are not buruh kasar lor wth. I knowla my skin damn fugly but the thing here is not about the skin but the POLO TEE BABEY! I so want polo tee T.T [see! I am on your side when coming to this matter okayy!]

Why no mat salleh teacher here?!

I don't think we need them tho. Teachers are teachers; 90% of them sucks. The race doesn't make a diff, bimbos and bimbas!

I want pork chop!

Kill the muslims first, retarded pigs. =='

We wanna keep moustouche/beard/whtevr facial hair!


I think the school should allow this provided it's not long like confucious and tht bao qing tian or sumthin la. What i find unfair is those form 5 guys can keep super long hamsup lo facial hair while the juniors can't. WHAT JUSTICE IS THIS?!

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I find the school giving unfair treatment to certain people. I don't knowla if her dad is tan sri/ ceo of kfc/ chairman of mcD but hor...this girl...

She wear WHITE sport shoes, Pierce her nose, dye her hair [very very very obvious wtf] and tht day she cut my que in the canteen lor and tht prefect didn't even catch her wth. She is like...come RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME and cut my line. Brenda and Isabelle was like telling me to tegur her but wth, people punch me later the whole world act like they didn't see anything. Wth. I just don't get it why she can pierce her nose and when Nick use tht smelly plastic thingy for his pieced ears, the teachers don't allow. Heard tht she's from GIS but not like it's any of my business.

That's being....PARTIAL OKAY?! BIAS OKAY?! UNFAIR OKAY?! INJUSTICE OKAY?!

Boo lah. Agree or not with my post, up to you. If you expect everyone to agree with all your points [of the school allowing this and tht], sorry, tht's not gonna happen. Be logical at least. A school is still a school and if I run a school, I'll make it the coolest school ever but to a certain extend. If you people want this and tht,

go to a drug rehab center, not a school. There you can even shave your head bald like Britney Spears; nobody cares. [so nice horr the freedom given?!] ;)

Labels: Opinion needed, Random, School

Your Lover's Lover 5:43 AM

Should I or should I not?

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Okay okay, I think I am not going to Malacca after all. i spent my WHOLE DAY thinking whether should I go or should I not. Ends up that only FIVE people from our class going. And and and, other class also the same. Blah, don't wanna go already.

Not that I am a follower but, if you were in my shoes, your friends are not going, you go?

I rather stay at home and bake heart shape cookies and then sulk like hell that I have no boyfriend and indulge in self pity of the rest of the week....


NOT.

Just an example of how much I rather stay at home and bake butter cookies than go to Malacca. Why am i dragging this matter huh? NOTHING seems to be happening nowadays. No more drama NADDA. Oh wells, you know I am those kind of person who exaggerate a small matter into 12371094801 times worse and if I say NADDA is happening, it really means that really NADDA happened.

Facing this kind of everyday- just- another- day life, even if the well dries up, it'll be something I'll blab for a month I tell you. Next, to sadder stuff.

Ithoughtleehomissuchastarwhoconspplbyhislookandonlylalamuiloveshim.

Omg, don't kill me YET. I've read about his concert here and there, I have to say, I sort of regret for not going. All these while, I was like telling myself over and over again, he is not someone worth spending money on for a concert ticket when I can use the money to buy myself one/two nice seed pants/top. But I have to say, he damn suai lor okay? That that that, I am NOT denying. ;)

Okay, SERIOUS business now, should I or should I not rebond my hair? I cut my hair short because I want it to cover my very very huge face. My first cut was damn chun lor. But now....T.T *sighs*. I was wondering, will rebonding makes my face look bigger? And and and, can it cover my cheeks?

I wanted to say something BADLY, but forgotten. wth!

okayla, when I remember it 920747 days later, I'll blog about it okay? Pls bear my teribble entries for a month or so. The blog is just SO new and I am NOT USED to it i tell you. So..tak ada inspiration to blog. Blah.

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Humans out there who wants to get coupons for SSG'S IFF day, you may get it from me. One book= 5 coupons= Rm2 each= Rm10 per book. I myself havent bought it, I think I'll just buy it on the day itself.

Labels: Dear Diary, Dilemma, Events, Me Myself and I, Random

Your Lover's Lover 5:35 AM

A start of soemthing new.

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Quit asking why I deleted my blog of 11 months. Yes, 11 [!] months of hardwork *poof* just like that. It was in fact very saddening to delete it, but due to certain circumstances, I have to. It was so near to its 1 year anniversary but still, because of some sei kehpos, I have to delete it. What goes around comes around eh?

But still, if you REALLY wanna know, do ask me. That's also if I think you are trustable and will not cause my blog to collapse ONCE MORE, I may consider telling you.

This is my first entry, thus, I should explains the terms and conditions when visiting my blog.

Number one, don't tell your parents I have a blog.

To parents WHO STILL CHOOSE TO PROCEED: It isn't my fault if your impression of me, the GOOD POLITE WTH GIRL, take a 180 degrees turn. You come to my blog, you ask for it. First and formost, this is my blog. And yes, I am me, not your daughter/son, you should not comment so much if you STILL choose to be stubborn and proceed. In other words, if you want to read my blog, as a parent, just shut up. You have no idea that your child is up to malice in school, just because you are TOO BOTHERED with other ppl's child, namely, ME [!], for you to care for your own accidental offspring.

Secondly, this blog is meant for your own consumption only. Not your mom, dad, grandma, dog etc.

I write for myself. And a few friends of mine too. Of course, I wouldn't mind a certain amount of fame gained through my blog, shall there be any. But still, I don't think it's a good choice if you choose to show this blog to people around you, especially family members, when I talk bad about you.

I know when I blog, I am pretty vulgar. I am trying to quit tht habit at least. But even if I fail to do so, still it doesn't give you any rights to comment of how much of a uneducated person I am. If tht happens to be me, myself and I, why should you query?

This is me, myself and I. Love me, hate me, you decide. I prefer no lovehate relationships if possible.

It's either you love me or hate me. No neutral or all those shit craps.

p/s: this skin is temporary. Anyway, I sort of like it. Blah.

Labels: Me Myself and I, Random, Terms and conditions

Your Lover's Lover 12:49 AM