♥ PhooiSze.
I have a great passion for both speaking and writing, hence making me a great friend but an even greater enemy. But even so, i am probably the best person alive! Why?

because i am biased, stupid. I am a PZ after all, hello?


Sweets!
Designing!
Pink. At least I am TRYING to. T__T'
Turning people into retards. It's my forte anyway.


Pink!
People who hates me MWHAHAH!


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Make my own blogskin
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keith urban, anyone?

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yawns once again i am here blogging at 2 in the morning. *_*

sighs i am so into keith urban right now. first it was kpop and then i gradually moved on to leehom before going gaa-gaa over maroon 5.

and now it's keith urban ftw. hmm and chris daughtry's 'over you' has been playing on my winamp playlist for a few days alrady.


i want ice cream noww T_T"

anyone wanna teman me ice cream date or not wtf! eh but this cornetto blueberry/raspberry/ i can't remember was pretty good. to me la.

or this fried ice thing i tried.

i saw how they make it! they put water into this pan and it miraculously turns solid and forms ice! o.o

hmm overall it was okay. don't really like almonds in my ice cream though. but i still find it so muchhhhh better than lecka lecka. lecka lecka sucks T___T"


attended the forensics workshop in iskl last sat/ two sats ago. can't really remember. and the guy there beside the blue shirt girl gave guided in our impromptu session. he's really good.

and the girl beside him is his gf i guess. and she's pregnant [??]. :o

headed to sungei wang after that. was pretty much a last minute plan and nick and i ended up dragging brit along. :D


yaya i am so fat i am only posting this because i think my eyes look damn oriental here wtf.

or maybe not. T_T" i need to got for another eyebrow shaping session already sometime soon yawns.


lalala i trieddd changing my eye color and this was the best i could do without tutorials. -.-' hmm...if you see properly it's actually dark green but it's not really noticeable anyway so yeah la. my eyes are so black i can't see the pupil in the middle -.-'

yeah so we reached and i got this dress, bracelets and earrings! goood goood deal :]

i am still on a lookout for white heels and i saw one black one yesterday which i really like at vincci and it's so cheap its only 55! but mom said the heels look funny wor so aiya i gave it a pass then. =/

and i need to get a curling thong soon. and a holder to hold my accesories wtf i keep buying but i don't even wear them wtf. but i get happy just seeing the collection wtf why am i like that T__T"


sighs eat chicken ALSO SO YENG LOOK ONE -____________-'


nyam nyam you still owe me 10 bucks nick nyam nyam.


:P ??

ya in his entire life he has never tried nandos before so yeah, nandos it was for him. and he claimed i once called him a chicken peri-peri but i can't recall calling him tht wtf. aiya i can't remember alot of things i said anyway one la.

sighs okay bye off to sleep now T_T" sooo sleep deprived these days wtf.

Labels: food, forensics, friends, Outings, Pictures

Your Lover's Lover 9:35 AM

hello world.

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it's 2 in the morning right now and i just feel like posting these up.


a picture i took at a restaurant by the sea not very long ago.

and thats looks alot like sunset, doesnt it? well, the original one is a little different. i like both. :]


the original copy.


feel like posting this up too. during a science experiment. :]


so sweet! wtf.


heidi's reaction after tasting the vinegar drop? i can't remember.

i think there's something wrong with heidi and my tastebuds because we can't seem to find the bitter drop excruciatingly BITTER the way the boys did. @@ in fact i didnt taste much of a thing wtf.

but heidi has got tongue piercing like 2 days ago so maybe that's a valid reason but what about me?! sighs i am dieing....-.-'


i can't remember if i posted this but i just like the colors here! :D


hmm remember how i rant about my writing in my previous post? here. this is my writing...

2 weeks ago, that is. now it's already diff. -.-' i remember how it was wide and fat before i changed it to thin and narrow. and then it became short and tiny and now it's like round and sharp WTF IS WRONG WITH ME. -.-'

i just don't know why i am not like my girl friends! all of them have neat perfect writing! [okay fine maybe except one or two of them sighs]


i'll give you 101 guesses and i bet you wouldn't even have thought that this feminine pencil case belongs to HEIDI LOI EEMIN! o.o



did i talk about these popping choco ping ping and the bro gave me on like the secodn day of school? seriously i swear they are like the best siblings on earth lor! how i wish my bro is like wei zhong lor T_____T" you seela they all damn close one wtf *jealous jealous jealous wtf*


seriously i cant remember if i posted this before either. -.-'

hmm i am quite uncomfortable with certain people reading my blog. i mean, yes, they are my friends. but still sometimes i find them being so hypocritical AND bias towards me JUST BECAUSE i am their friend. by reading my blog they THINK they have a fairly clear idea of who i am and how my individuality in reality is. i am not denying that i might be wrong at times- you don't have to either. when the causes are clear that i AM right, yes, by all means stand by me.

i'm just not comfortable when people whom i think have the least idea about what's going on commenting so effing much. i won't say i DISLIKE it, just uncomfortable. it's disturbing knowing there's someone out there whom you barely even know acting like they know you so much. it's just like..out of nowhere they are suddenly in the picture. maybe it's just me. maybe i am weird i don't know.

p/s: to friends, no you are not the ones i am referring to. =D in fact, thank you for the comments! please leave more!

Labels: comments, dislikings, friends, hello world, Pictures, short update

Your Lover's Lover 9:43 AM

Miii soOox pReTtyyY oRhHxxX!

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yes, the above stated title is contrary to my previous post wtf. wait wait i am not beign self-obsessed so don't leave just yet! =D

don't ask me about the election. yes, it was this morning. glad that it's over and results will be out by monday so yeah, we shall see. =)

okay the point of today's post is about how pretty girls AREN'T always pretty wtf. there's no ugly girls just lazy ones wtf. really! yes yes i know dolling yourself up is time and effort and energy among whatnots but then again can you not agree that grooming oneself makes one look his or her best all the time? you best may not be THE best but it's still good knowing that you are at YOUR best wtf. die also no regret la -_-'

okay so today's post is, in today's world you must be good at makeup.

OR photoshop at least when all else fails.;P


SUPER FAKE RIGHT?!

but still guess what, it's fakeness that gets 48240 lalas adding you in friendster, not your bareface WTF. ever wondered why your lala friend has got 999 friends in her list while you only have 99?

because she has 99 photos in her gallery when you only have 9. and of all that 99, 98 are either
a) with her face heavily caked
b) she's good in photoshop and she tries super hard to make her mata sepet big. -.-'

and the other one photo? oh, that must be a photo of her cute cat, no doubt.

face it, it's a cute world now. or at least, an 'act-cute' world wtf because lemme ask you this...how many alive are GENUINELY cute? you can possibly count them all with your ten fingers wtf . don't ask me what i see in cute girls because honestly speaking, i wish i knew.

everyone WANTS to look cute now! zomg don't believe? let me show you to what length photoshop can help wtf.


WAHHH SO FLAWLESS COMPLEXIONNNN SO PRETTYYY SO PINK LIPSSS!

yeah right. -.-' flawless eh?

HOW ABOUT THIS HAR?!!!! !
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NAH TAKE THIS! ORI PIC!

FLAWLESS HOR! THAT ONE FLAWLESS THIS ONE WHAT?! ANGELIC AH ZOMGWTFBBQ?!

don't ask me why do i have no shame in putting up both the edited version and the unedited just to prove that i am ugly wtf because to that question i have no answer T_T" i just wanna exhibit to the world my generosity wah wtf do i sound philosophical enough to be called a philosopher or a philanthropist at the very least ?!! =DDD

sighs why la i so tak tahu malu wan. T____T i deserve a Nobel award. :D

after reading this you don't know how a real cutie is supposed to look like? FRET NOT! i have a perfect example here!
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nah! genuine cuteness! a real naturale! =D

look at his expression! so real! exactly like what you see in harajuku magazines! what you see is what you get! =D

yes yes, cute people does exist. you've just gotta judge properly for yourself or else you'll be disappointed when the time comes to meet your 'friendster lao po' pfft. -.-'

ok the end of today's short (or long wtf) post! bye bye people! =D

Labels: editing, friends, photo manipulation, photoshop, Pictures

Your Lover's Lover 5:11 AM

no tittle wtf.

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pictures. =3


My breakfast which i found pretty. -_-'


sinfully sweet wtf.


how i wish my skin is this flawless in reality sighs.


my lashes looks long here although it's barely noticeable in person -.-'




I like this pic alot, somehow.


phone phone.




The christmas deco in Times. =)


which i really love. =)

Dear Santa, the following is my christmas wishlist for year 2007. although i don't own a pine tree at home or have a sock dangling by my bedside, there is no reason for you to neglect my wants and be an oblivious bitch. you may place the gifts by my doorstep, thank you.

1. eyeliners wtf. of all type. kolh, gel, pen whatever.

2. pretty pumps. T.T

3. cash. lots of em.

4. nail polish remover WTF. -___-'

5. GOLD/PINK/BOTH SONY VAIO!!!!

6. a dog! T__T' really wan wtf. i want a maltese!

7. a cool school bag.

8. THAT PINK HELLO KITTY KEYBOARDDDDD!

9. cash.

10. cash

seela, i am not THAT demanding a girl. if you revise the list again, you'll actually realize i ask for things that i WANT because i NEED it. not just anything that's great in monetary value.

okayla bye bye edit pictures now la wtf.

Labels: christmas, festivals, Pictures, wants, wishlist

Your Lover's Lover 9:20 AM

Le Tapis Rouge 2007

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Yes, prom in short. i don't even know why on earth they decided to put such a 'catchy' name in latin/ spanish/ italian/ whatever. wouldn't calling it the red carpet be so much easier? nevermind nevermind.

so yes, this was my first prom and probably the last until form 5. why did i even bother going? well, there IS a reason but i don't think it'll be good to disclose it her since that said SOMEONE reads my blog heh.



At the salon near putri's hse.

OKAY SO PEOPLE I CANNOT HIDE ANYMORE. YES, I DID WENT AND RESHAPE MY EYEBROWS WTF.

but so many of you didn't notice! =( whyla you all so insensitive one!

i am vain wtf don't tell me how i should go natural to save walrus because i don't believe in such a cause. look, let's get real okay. with makeup getting so advanced now that it even includes lots of 'scientific researches', do you still believe that a naturale is STILL prettier than a girl with 'layers of paints on her face' wtf. it's okay if you believe that going natural is better, everyone has their own opinions.

but what i dislike is people coming up to me as say 'OMG don't wear makeup la go natural make up is fake beauty!'. hello, who are YOU to be teaching me? yes yes i know i am so vain for my age but to be 'waiting for the right age' every time you want to do something to change your look is pure stupid. how long long can you be alive anyway? what i know is that you'll have plenty of time being dead, so why limit yourself to the the period of one's existence which is merely a number in your mind? and does that in any sense, bother your mission to save the world from using up all its natural resources namely the petroleum to create tubes and tubes of vaseline for us vain people to grow our eyelashes?

and back to my eyebrows, it's the same as make up anyway. it's fake, yes it is. i am born with naturally thick and messy eyebrows, and i am more than glad to emphasize that it was something of the past. if you were to ask me, i definitely look way better now than before, looking back at old pictures. i remember how a teacher once told me that she refused to shape her eyebrows during her wedding because it's 'against god's will'.

if that's the case, don't brush your teeth then. it's GOD'S WILL that you eat and you stain your teeth. =) there, it's the same. and ironically, she does wear makeup. and don't you think it's against god's will that your lips are maroon in color instead of the natural sheer pink?

So shut up and let the narcissists be the narcissists. =D


She looks so flawless in this picture


me again wtf.



seriously, if you were to ask me, i would never want to return to that place ever again. firstly, the lady over there was so unprofessional. we both wanted soft curls but she advised us against it. ok fine, we appreciate your piece of advise because you should know better right?

so she start pinning putri's hair and she suddenly start doing some samurai hair for her. when she voiced out on how she dislike it, the lady freaking bitched about her with me in cantonese.

wait, i mean, TO ME. not WITH me. she start commenting on how putri has no fashion sense and how as customers we should completely trust her and should not question her belief in what's best for us, which i strongly disagree. what putri told me later made sense. we are paying for it, and we have the rights to tell them what we want and we don't.

like hello auntie, we are not your daughter okay wtf.

ok ok skip skip so when she did my hair she was practically so tulan over the incident. i really didn't want her to mess up my hair and so i said 'fine fine do whatever you think is right'. do i look like i had a choice? -.-' ends up, the hairdo was okay but she literally sprayed what seemed like half a bottle of hair spray into my hair, which later caused me uneasiness throughout the whole evening. -.-'

it doesn't feels nice having a rock on your head. T_T"


bare faced wtf.


her with the most expensive looking cheap bag. @@


on the way there.


her room.




she was cleansing her face when i barged in WTF -__-'


nicole's sexy back.

okay people nicole is our friend whom we brought along as afiq's date. however much i want to elaborate, i reckon i cant because knowing me, the explanations shall slowly develop into a shameless session of insult and bitching wtf (not about nicole la pfft).




after we changed.


yes yes why la my pose so tai tai ish wtf while nicole looks like she's scratching her limbs -__-'


a closer shot of myself.


you can't really see the makeup. =( the hint of blusher?

oh, tht's photoshop WTF -___-'


not emo at all -___-'

failed wtf.


yeah yeah i am the shortest bla bla bla -__-'


the ballroom.


the table deco.


the carpet -.-'

sorryla but i have this tendency of snapping random stuff.


nat who came over and snap a pic of herself and later say 'i am so damn cute!'.

haha omg she has the feature of a doll lor really! and she look even more porcelain-ish when she's wearing fake lashes!


candle light.


again.

fyi, there were supposed to be two candles but i had to so itchy butt ask shaun to throw a rose petal into one of the candles with intentions of BURNING IT but he completely covered the flame and the fire went off. -_-'



pic rip off from nat's blog!

we had caesar salad for appetiser. i was more interested with the prawn cracker bowl than its contents. go figure.


secondly, was some soup. was mediocre to me.


this is form nat's blog too.

the main course was chicken. some really liked it but for me, it was so-so only. it tasted exactly the same as the one i had in Hot Mama and the cheese filled chicken from Secret Recipe.

maybe it's because the night wasn't really significant to me in the way the fifth formers felt, that's why. so, you people shouldn't take my comments as a review wtf because i ain't no food expert -.-'


Dessert!

it looks better than its taste. the bisquit thingy was pretty hard and the strawberries weren't sweet enough for my liking.

and here are some random picture we took outside.


Darren. -.-'

because you destroyed many of my pictures, i did not edit your pimples away HAH!


Nic and i.


shaun who has the cutest eyes in the world.

putri's words, not mine. xD


shaun who wanted to act gay wtf.


i don't know them wtf. -__-'


how unelegant T_T"




i find this picture funny wtf.


since when wor darren so tall T_T'


The couple for the night! =D


Nicole (!!!) and Afiq (yawns time for bed WTF why i so mean one la why.)




i look pretty nice in this pic if it wasn't for that stupid darren WTF.

up next are a sequel of picture of Chia Hoong wtf. not meant for the weak at heart. -__-'


I asked him to act gay. I mean, hello, theres a CHRISTMAS TREE beside you. how hard can it be wor?


so no semangat wtf.


still the same pose -.-'

if you notice, all his picture turns out to be expressionless. okay fine, the only expression on his face is the -.-' expression WTF. ironically, me who uses the -.-' so much don't pose like that in pictures.

-___________________-'


okay so he's getting into the mood WTF -__-'


looks like that's the best we can get -.-'.


nat and i!

sadly, i think she's the only senior whom i took picture with. i wanted to take a picture with the president one WTF but he was nowhere to be found pfft.


see what i mean by the -.-' expression.


not took by me i swear cough cough.

and then i started daring darren and putri to go ask for a picture with a random person of the opposite sex and in the picture they must be showing their third finger wtf but they didn't layan me. and then there was this fatso who passed by and i asked putri to go take with him and i laughed and laughed the fatso looked at me omg sorry fatso didn't mean to make fun of you! -__-'


MY FAVE PIC OF THE LOT!

this is err.....the =3 face?


Emily who won Miss Hot Stuff.

seriously she was one of the seniors i didn't really like at the beginning but grew to like later on because i realize she's really one of the loudest and boldest person one could ever possibly meet!


moon making the walk.



moon was eventually crowned Prom Queen. =) congrats! but one thing i was really expecting to witness was her wearing the tiara but i was let down. =( the was no tiara and no that cloth thingy with the tittle miss world wear. @@


slideshow.


in red is sabrina who bagged the Best Dressed award.

another really really nice girl who is very smart. =)


the dancefloor.

i didn't join in the crowd because my date went home and i really wasn't in the mood to dance. by the time they start the dance many was already leaving or lingering about outside the ballroom.


the chandelier which i really liked. <3>


view from the top


is that natalie running across? -___-'

that marks the end of my very first prom! =D did i enjoy myself? well, in a way, yes. but later on when i chatted with nat she asked 'why la you all sitting so quietly like no mood like tht like eating in a normal restaurant?'

HAHAHAHAH OKAY I DON'T KNOW WHY ALSO. -__-'

me who is usually the loud one didn't really wanna open my mouth in attempt to stay lady-like the whole night wtf. stop laughing chea i can see you laughing already -__-'.

overall, i would say it was a real eye opener. i definitely brought home more than just a seventeen magazine and some other vouchers with me that night.

SPEAKING OF THE STUPID SEVENTEEN MAGAZINE, THEY ARE SO CHEAPSKATE TO GIVE LAST MONTH'S EDITION WHICH I'VE READ ALREADY.

but tht's besides the point, actually. -__-'

THE POINT IS GRACING THE COVER IS VANESSA ANNE HUDGENS. OH GREAT. when i saw that in the bag first thing that ran through my mind was 'oh shit what a good start to the night' WTF. T_T' and out of tidak-kepuasan, i went and bought this month's edition the next day wtf because the only reason i didn't want to buy the vanessa's issue when i saw it a few days back was because she was gracing the cover wtf. -__-'

okay one last picture of me wtf. you ppl always say i look cute right! now i show you what's cute wtf.
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I AM SUCH A PLASTIC BEAUTY WTF. it really looks like those korean stars with plastic gone wrong -__-'

yes don't you think it looks like those fake plastic surgery girls? this is SO SO SO PHOTOSHOPPED wtf so you shouldnt be believing your eyes wtf i am not tht cute wtf i am ugly -__-'

those who tells me i am cute in my cbox shall die a horrid death. no joke.

enough of this wtf READ ON NEXT PART.

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seriously one thing that has been lingering in my mind is why is it that people are SO EFFING DEFENSIVE when it comes to matters of height?

imagine this conversation between you and i wtf.

friend: how tall are you?
me: i am 180. =D

there. its like my shortness is of no secret but your curious butts want to know my exact height right? but if i tell you i am an 180, what will your first reaction be wtf.

YOU ARE JOKING RIGHT?!

yes, thts my guess tht tht'll be your ultimate reaction wtf. (damn bad lar u all wtf) and now behold, i shall show you a picture, as a solid material evidence, that you can't lie forever about your height.

what more when you are a boy and you cant wear heels WTF. good luck good luck may your string of lies never be seen through by someone like me who is so good at estimating ever again pfft.



pls click to see a bigger version of it wtf.

i swear both of them are in FLAT GROUND standing straight. and both heights are self-acclaimed. I choose to believe the chinese dude on the left, you see. =)

and this was the convo ch and i had.

me: go take pic with afiq!
ch: NO WAY! I don't wanna take pic with tht fag!
me: he say he's taller than you! now must have pictorial evidence mar!
ch: oh ok ok.

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yes, he claims to be taller than chia hoong who is VERY DE TALL wtf. afiq's tall, no doubt. but when i found out he made such a claim my first reaction was 'AHHAHA WHAT!!!' because thats the way my reflexes works, sadly. =)

actually, i don't even give a shit if the guy on the right sees this because this is plain truth. these ppl need to wake up from their vivid imaginations and lead the life of a humble shortie wtf. actually i don't even know if the guy on the right is angry at me because i remember that night when shaun asked how to spell his name i said 'a-f-a-g' WTF.

please pardon my very unlady-like rude manner of speech because certain words my mind makes up are never better off left unsaid as it's like a heavy stone pulling your senses down which results in the cheeky one in you wanting to release itself from the polite good-girl shell it seek shelter from for as long as humans can remember and actually say something that will make a difference to people around you ie offending someone. =)

pfft wtf la those who know me isnt it expected pun wtf. -.-' its naturally understood that its a nature of mine i do try abstain but apparently i am failing terrible so yes, i don't owe you an explanation anyways. =D

toodles ppl. leave a comment at my cbox la wtf.

Labels: boys, height, hotel, kiasu, Pictures, prom

Your Lover's Lover 8:16 PM