♥ PhooiSze.
I have a great passion for both speaking and writing, hence making me a great friend but an even greater enemy. But even so, i am probably the best person alive! Why?

because i am biased, stupid. I am a PZ after all, hello?


Sweets!
Designing!
Pink. At least I am TRYING to. T__T'
Turning people into retards. It's my forte anyway.


Pink!
People who hates me MWHAHAH!


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Laptop
Make my own blogskin
Let's not daydream and move on ok? =)


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never take your keyboard for granted.

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like really. whcih explains why i didnt blog about my new year pfft. i was typing on this rubber mat. i bought it because i thought it was cool and THANK GOD the pretty hello kitty one was so expensive i couldn't afford because if i ended up buying it i am sure i will feel regretful abandoning it. -__-'

i shall blog more later. school's like reopening tomorrow wtf this holiday REALLY seemED so short pfft. it was just like yesterday when i was eating j.co in our form 1G year end party wtf and now it's the second day of 2008 already. so much have ALREADY happened so far up to this minute. colin and ch on bad terms, our health minister caught in adultery, howard running for the sc post i want and having to face fresh new faces tomorrow wtf.

i am now praying that i'll be able to score myself a place with ample space surrounding it WTF because i wanna put nice nice tissue box and maybe decorate the whole place with teddy bear like it's my house wtf and i also wanna spray my table baby pink thanks.

but that would be vandalism wtf so maybe i'll just resort to wrapping my table with pink wrappign paper and when teacher scolds me i can tear it off dengan yeng wtf okay bye dinner is served! i promise i'll blog later/ tomorrow/ next week! =DDD

Labels: Holidays, School

Your Lover's Lover 4:04 AM

No suitable tittle.

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As I scroll down the lengthy MSN list of mine, I am greeted with the same personal messages by the same people for several days consecutively already. A normal one would go like this...

Don't leave me...you are my friends....Form [insert class] rocks!

Or rather, more vulgar ones (and stupid too)...

DIU WHY I GO SECOND CLASS!

Wah, these people not bored one meh write the same thing over and over again? -__-' Some more so vulgar abcd.

Oh, and yes, I am in the second class next year. Regrets? None. Because I don't think it's such a bad thing afterall. The school isn't dividing us solely base on position, so yeah, there you go. I would have been in the first class if it wasn't for that genius [or not] way of streaming. I don't mind, really. I know in the past I DID make numerous posts about how I won't be contented being in the second class and stuff but now it's' different. Company wise, second class isn't all that bad.

Plus cough cough i don't mind giving my place away to a student from another class who has never experience working with the first class students. Talk about us being arrogant and snobbish eh? Now it's time for you to feel how it's like to be wronged. No, I am not denying that there IS, in fact, several snobs in the first class. Come to think of it, which class doesn't have their very own apes huh? But to actually assume that the rest of the class are of the same quality like that few bad apples, don't you think that's a little too much of a generalization?

I do. I really do. I've met really friendly people in the first class. Yes, there's btiches and drama queens and sohais but that aside, we are not that bad altogether! Hello form mates from other classes, if you choose to live with the thinking that we are all egocentric people, go ahead and stay in that shallow shell of yours. I know that many would place the blame on jealousy, but I beg to differ lah. I know you people are not jealous, yes, I am doing you justice on that. It's just that sometimes you are too swiftly carried away by the stream of assumptions.

It's time to think differently. It's time to move out of that stereotyped vision of ours planted from the very beginning- because what the rest of the world think may not be right sometimes. =)

p/s: everything above, I am referring to batch 2007. With new faces to the first class next year, I dare not be too sure. But my bet is that they will be even friendlier. Let's just wait and see, shall we? ;)

Labels: Opinions, School, snobs

Your Lover's Lover 7:21 PM

The End.

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As the end approaches, I thought it's only right that everyone have tears all welled up in their eyes as we bid goodbye. No, it's not about the holidays that saddens everyone. Go ahead and grant me longer holidays, I don't mind.

It's just that having to come face to face with the fact that we might never see some of our friends again. The people we took for granted. The people we took for a ride. The people we betrayed. The people we took advantage of. The people who never abandon us although our attitudes towards them were terrible. The people who were always selfless. The people who never fail to be by our side when you need them.

The people who found pleasure lending us a helping hand- despite all the sinful wrong doings we committed without feeling a tad bit remorseful- without complaining.

Although you may argue that none of them leaving were those I cherished much, it just leaves you with your mouth hanging in the air when told they are leaving. It just suddenly hit you that you could have done better than ignoring them. You could have done better than forming cliques and exclude them. You could have done better than shouting insults across the room just to hurt that person.

You could have been a better friend.

But you chose not to. And no don't you dare deny it. You could have treated...take for example, Virgil, better, no?

I could have, but I didn't. He was just another insignificant character in my life. (no I am not saying he's insignificant I am saying he wasn't to me.) He brought us candies from Australia anyway. All we did was crowd around him and then comment on how terrible the sweet is and even hacks is better than that expensive bottle of bon bon wtf and then we'll spit it out right in front of him with this disgusted expression hanging from our closely knitted eyebrows.

And dare you deny you could have done better?

Labels: friends, School

Your Lover's Lover 5:55 AM

An apology.

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Okay before I start I would make it CLEAR here that my camera has OFFICIALLY spoiled. I can't take a single pics anymore because the lens [?]...it cannot come out perfectly and cannot go in gracefully wtf and my phone is STILL DEAD and it's still in my hse so in other words, no cam, no pics. Like wtf okay it feels SO bad to be the only one in the class without bluetooth T__T". I am using my old Samsung phone, and I would say it really has a pretty durable body because out of tulaness I threw it at heidi and she failed to catch and it dropped onto the floor and it's still fine wtf. I dropped it HARD like two times and it's still perfectly fine wtf. So shut up this two weeks has been the worst I've went through in my entire life and funny thing is, I don't feel so fucked up already now even though one by one of my material possession are getting spoiled. Anger management can. =)
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Yes, today Hsian Loong came for a visit and I thought I wouldn't give a damn about it but ends up, I was one of them who spent time with him. As usual, we went to bam and all but this time it's a little different. It's not the ordinary yumcha ritual I go through almost everyday. This time, we actually talked about good [and bad] old times, some even dating back to 5 years ago. Funny thing is, it's those little details that I can still remember till today. There was no wall between us; we talked about how much we hated each other back then. I still remember I used to dislike Joie on and off since year 2. She used to hate me and all too so I was just really curious at the reasons. She told me hers and I told her mine. It was a really brutally honest confrontation and I would say, I've waited THIS long for someone to come up to me, and tell me my flaws- right in my face.

It seemed that I was really snobbish last year and I was evil and mean and malicious and what nots. I didn't even make the effort to defend myself because from their point of view, I can hereby confirm that they are right. Apparently it was because I was in the first class wor. But no, I don't think it's because I was in the first class. Truth was, I really disliked Joie and Devyani and all back then, and you know best how sarcastic I can be at times when I really feel such overwhelming dislike towards a person. And whatever they said was right. I was evil, mean and perhaps a little malicious.

I remember how I used to attack people so outrightly. It didn't occur to me then that it was wrong because I believe in being straight forward and all. I still do, but I guess I don't get angered by anything and everything nowadays. I remember I felt pretty awkward when I stepped into the first class. Take for example, I've never talked to Britney or Ariel before. I don't think I've even made eye contact with Siang Gin and the rest before that. I felt really like an outsider there, and I found out that the only way to protect myself was to sacrifice others. I eventually realize that somehow, my words hold significance to many. By attacking others, I not only got attention, it meant that I was the 'never-left-out' one because people read my blog like it's some damn bible and therefore, they dare not go against it. Yes, do laugh. You are hearing these words from an egoistic 13 year old who did at a phase of her life, felt insecure.

It was this year that I realize how inconsiderate my actions were and it really hurt others. You know, to be 'featured' in my blog. I deleted my old blog, and decided to start afresh. My readership wasn't as high as the sky like how it used to be, but I am still contented. Mainly because now I don't write for others to read. I write just for myself, and somehow, seeing my thoughts in words brings out calm from within. Maybe that's what people call personal satisfaction, I don't know.

And my question is still, did I change for the better?

I think I did but who am I to judge? All I can say is, I went through all that without a single regret. I may be a bitch back then, but without the old me, I wouldn't be who I am today. I think I went through all that for good. We learn to live and live to learn or do you have something better to say?

And without those days, I doubt I'll even sit in the same table with Joie and the rest today.

Learning is a journey towards self discovery, no?

Labels: apology, confessions, friends, Life, School

Your Lover's Lover 5:35 AM

I think I am cursed.

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I mean, if you think properly, really can.

With last week's unfortunate events, I can sort of sum up, this week isn't of a great one. First, I thought maybe after all those whining, my life is getting better when I found 5 bucks dropped by different ppl 2 days consecutively.

And I guess it didn't last when I found out two different guy like me in TWO CONSECUTIVE DAYS again.

Fine, and I thought since the worst of the worst has already befall me, the rest of the week CANNOT be THAT bad afterall and I am wrong wrong wrong. I was suddenly questioned by Mr Wong like a damn criminal over I STILL DUNNO WHAT. Like wtf can, they called up colin and then he somehow dragged me, heidi and siang into it to prove that he stayed back ON THE NINETEENTH WTF and then I REALLY cannot remember wtf I did on the nineteenth. For f*ck's sake la, it was a week ago. And then when Mr Wong get all serious about how we could get into trouble if we lie, I just told the truth that i CANNOT remember wtf.

And then he said he's gonna drag me into this if I can't remember wtf.

If this is the way school try to catch ANYONE over a matter by indirectly forcing us to admit stuff just because they think they know everything, don't bother wasting my time can. But since I am dragged into it, and I know it is a serious matter, I went all over the school finding for people who saw em staying back. At a point I got so stressed up that I threw my egg sized phone [yes the nokia's spoiled] to my friend who didn't manage to catch and the phone just got smashed on the floor. I went and find Ju Piau cuz I dunno why every time I stay back he's the only person who'se likely to have seen me. And that dude went all blur and was like 'Nola I cannot remember' omg. Then I asked Shermaine, Chia Hoong and Jennifer until I found my guardian angel, SHAUN KUA AGAIN.

I TELL YOU HOR I SO SO SO LOVE THIS GUY CAN HE'S ALWAYS AROUND ME WHEN I NEED HELP ONE ALL MY OTHER FRIENDS TAK GUNA @#$%^&*(.

" Wednesday....we all Student Council meeting lar!"

ANd I was like omg wtf YEAH HOR. Like wtf you ah wong don't believe you go find Mr Khaw la because I was asked if I was 'unhappy because i had to stay back' but truth was I was having a terrible sorethroat I sound like a guy so I didn't really want to talk. So I bought Shaun up and we talked to Encik Sahari adn I guess I am clear wtf. I feel like an A list criminal can when Mr Wong ask me what's my dad and mom's name, what they do for a living, how old is my brother, where is he studying, where I stay, I do when I go home.

Apparently it's over some girl's lost iPod because Mr Wong questioned Colin, Heidi and Siang if they own an iPod. Surprisingly not me wor. ok nvrm the tree is still, what I heard was a senior lost an iPod and she can only recognize the guy who stole it by hsi hairstyle. Wtf can if you can't remember then TOO BAD lah diu it's JUST a damn iPod okay. Like wtf you lost it it's you damn problem. You are in no position to hold the school liable over the items you lost due to your own carelessness. If you think you can't even look after a small iPod, don't BER LAN YENG bring it to school la can. And I wonder if your father's THAT prominent until they question like so many million suspects and made me lost lunch babi.

And I am just curious why did the school take so much actions when it's her who lost her iPod A WEEK AGO but when my classmates lose THREE phones in a day [expensive ones too, mind you], they refuse to take any action. NOW THOSE TEACHERS MUST HAVE OVERESTIMATED THE VALUE FOR AN IPOD, HENCE, THEIR FAVORITISM AND PROFESSIONALISM ARE CLEARLY IN DOUBT NOW FOR THEY PUBLICLY DISPLAY IT. When another three phone's zap, all they can say were some crap about how we should take care of our belongings. AND I MISSED MY LUNCH GREAT JUST GREAT EVERYBODY KNOWS I GO ANGRY WHEN I AM HUNGRY RAWRRRR!

I so want to go to thimun. I wanna meet Li Shan. T__T"

This few days I've been consuming sugar alot. Tuesday it was mooncakes, yesterday it was J.Co and today it was LOTS AND LOTS of sweets from kiwanis club I won. Blah I reckon I'll just post the pictures in my next post.

Labels: Bad Luck, Phone, School

Your Lover's Lover 4:14 AM

Appreciation.

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The cd drive's spoiled, the burner's not working, the phone kong out, the modem's f*cked up, the almost lost cam, the sore throat, the blackout, the suki speech, the billy posters, the pressure in the ear, the terrible assessments, the revision, the end up being the one sitting ALONE out of the other 28 other human in my class after the place changing, the unusual huge appetite, the reputation after literally 'bounced off' big mac and whatnots.

Have you got all that to worry before in less than a week?

I am not in the mood to post pictures so bug off okay? I am busy getting my life 'back on track' and so anyone standing in my way you're in for nothing good because when I am pissed off I bite. And no, I am not exaggerating. You'll probably never understand because I reckon you've never went through all that in a week when you were 13. You were probably still busy playing with marbles back then.

It's a blow right in the face. One minute my life's so perfect, the next it's like this. If those people above aren't made of bitches, I don't know what they are made off.

I so don't want to see the doctor again.

Labels: Bad Luck, Dear Diary, Life, School

Your Lover's Lover 6:00 AM

Life.

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Not very long ago, or to be rather exact, 7 hours ago, I had a friend telling me about how a senior made a remark about my immaturity. According to the friend, which shall remain anonymous due to my understanding that he should not be dragged into this matter, said that that senior told him that I was just merely being hypocritical/ acting/ pretending to be matured.

Well to be fair and brutally honest, I would say that the senior's perception of me is neither right nor wrong.

Why right? Because I am a very childish person. Yes, sometimes, or rather MOST OF THE TIME, I am childish beyond description. But then again, I don't think it's written all over my forehead saying that I am a matured person, or is it? So it's your problemlah when you have problems with me 'acting matured'. And I find the joy to behave like holligans my age. Why should I be ashamed of my nature and abandon it just to blend in with seniors, the so called matured lot.

If you think growing makes a person mature, think again.

Because I beg to differ. I don't think a person's period of existence determines one's level of maturity or one's understanding of philosophies in life. Plus, don't you think the word 'maturity' is so overrated? I don't think you are the type who will give people a chance to change. You'll most probably say they are 'faking it' so yeah, if you don't give me room to grow and to change, you can say all you want and I rest my case but apparently that's not gonna happen because me mellowing down to admit the fact that I am childish which is like the truth and there's nothing for me to hide did not, is not, and will not mean that I don't have a solid opinion of myself full stop. [this is like the longest sentence ever -__-"]

Yes, by all means, have the mindset that I am in fact a very childish person. So childish that I even make this post not to rebut her opinions exactly the way she would do it but to agree partly with her. Yes, i am stupid and not being kiasu for a moment but now you like or I like?!

I act like who I am, and I still have people going around saying how immature my acts are and proceed to judge me even before they know me. How mature am I then? I behave like myself even when I am mixing with juniors or seniors. And yes, some of them do think that I am indeed matured for my age but what importance does their judgments hold? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. Maybe they think that I am matured just because we can 'click' and whatnots. Just because he agrees with my opinions and I can relate to what he's talking?

But then again, who are THEY to judge if I am matured or not because for all you know, we have things in common most probably because they are not acting like their age but younger. Plus, who am I to be so grown up and have the mentality of a lets say, 20 year old, when I am JUST 13.

But the thing I am about to bring up has almost nothing to do with maturity. Yet, I started off with this subjective issue because most of my friends will put the blame onto it but I choose to think otherwise.

yes, I am touching on the issue of sportsmanship, again.

I've talked about it some time back, and over the same matter too- elections. Don't you find it funny that people who are supposingly more matured and wise than me, are tearing posters down. Nobody cares if you are doing that because you want your friend to win or that guy to lose. What's wrong is wrong.

And even a 13 year old knows that.

I may be acting like a bimbotic spoiled child to some of you but I do have my senses. You've not thought of the consequences I assume. Maybe it just didn't cross your minds that once you start tearing, others will follow suit and you are actually doing your friend no benefit. But what's surprising is that it's the form 5's doing that when they are not even voting.

Why must you drag others down simply because you have a grudge against them or possibly because you as an individual isn't capable eligible to run for it.Your actions explains alot about you. My friend would think it's because of their 'childishness' but I don't think so. However childish you are at your age, you are definitely old enough to weigh the rational behind your actions. It's pure pathetic when people start saying that we should forgive them for they have yet to mature because

you don't need to be as old as Jesus to know that it's wrong because it obviously is.

And I am not being a saint or a moral teacher here by saying these 'craps'. I don't give a damn if you skip school or you smoke or you rape your neighbor's child. But don't you think it's just sad that these people are making other's life miserable by doing such actions. Give people a chance la. That's why I don't want to blame it on maturity. I would say it's their perception towards how the world works. They are too used to getting all the attention they want thus molding them into such self centered people.

Still insist that the older you get the more matured you be? *rolls eyes*

Labels: idiocy, Life, maturity, Opinions, School, Student Council

Your Lover's Lover 2:57 AM

Elections.

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Two years ago, I've seen posters being sticked all over the school like crazy. I even heard some of my peers whispering to each other how much they would want to vote for Shoma if they could.

I didn't even know who was shoma, let alone the election.

I saw people sticking their fliers all over the school and the president who later won sticked "IVAN" all over the courtyard's badminton hall's wall. And perhaps theres nothing more I could recall besides Kayson telling me that Ivan guy is buying him and his friends Apollo layer cake wtf.

I've never heard of the word 'student council' before and funny thing is, I am a part of it two years later and the rest is history.

And now I am asking for co-operation from everyone reading this. I am not gonna make my attempt sound desperate. At the end of the day, the decision is definitely up to you but now this is just my 2 cents.

I am not being bias but I am telling you, please vote for Billy or Sho for presidency.

Yes, there is not going to be a vice post on itself thanks to piau piau the great. So yeah, the guy with the second highest votes will become the vice- which in my opinion is both fair and unfair. I would say it's fair because the guy with the second highest amount of votes pretty much indicates how people favor him but still he's not good enough to be the president, so he should become the vice. But on the other note, election is a gamble, it's a risk. It's either you win or you don't and how can you make the guy with the second highest votes the SECOND MAN?

Whatever it is, just vote for either one of them. Full stop.

Why? Because I ask them to run and I give them my 101% support wtf I even created their posters whoever dare tear them off shall die.

And I just got the latest info from Billy saying that SOME people don't wanna vote for him solely because of his preference when it comes to genre of music. Yes, 99% of the world population prefers ballad [including me] but I don't think there's anything wrong lor if he prefers other genre of music. People make stupid assumptions that he's a Satan worshiper *rolls eyes* just because he likes heavy metal music.

*says in lee hom style* Ce ke sher bullshit!

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Not funny meh? laughla. Such pathetic bullshit also people are capable of making up. God is great. Human's greater.

Yes this is getting too long and nobody's interested in my ramblings pun. The tree is, billy and sho are nice nice nice humans so you should vote for them! Rawr!

p/s: I know who has been tearing down posters lately sighs. Will get to tht guy later if possible.

Billy's which is my personal favourite. It's cute mar!


This looks more professional and formal! =D

Okay tata i don't care if you say it's ugly I don't major in designing lah -____-"

Labels: elections, Opinions, School, Student Council

Your Lover's Lover 2:19 AM

Idol.

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You know, like how in my ENTIRE life I've never have an idol of my own. I go with the flow and yes, that's about it.

Not anymore.

I found Lee Hom. And he is nothing less than perfect. He communicates through music, and for that I admire him. He's a true musician. How many artiste nowadays are able to play all sorts of instruments?

How many of them knows how to play the piano, violin, guitar, drum and most surprisingly, the er hu? How many would actually give up going to Princeton and Yale [!!!] just to pursue music. Yes, it's a very daring move indeed. Not forgetting that his voice is really brilliant, he can speak english, and his body is to die for.

And I think his songs are meaningful beyond words. Like how often do you see me listening to mandarin songs? The korean fad has left me for good. I realized that those pretty korean boys are not 'made to last' as it is made as such that the Korean entertainment industry do not even give you a second glance once you hit 25. [or so. And I am not being anal by saying this. Definitely the truthful fact all of you are aware of] The music is to be savoured, but I don't quite like the fact that bands after bands were disbanded. And I can only pray now that FT Island and DBSK can last for a well 10 more years or so! [or better still, longer!]

So, what I am trying to say is, Lee Hom is already 32 and he's still doing well. And that supports my point that he's really so multi talented that when he stomp the stage during one of his performance, someone left a comment like 'omg mega star doing that makes him seem more human like'. XD

Try listening to his 'Not Your Average Thug'. It sounds like those Sexy Back kind but I don't know why I am so drawn into listening it over and over again. Maybe it's the lyrics. Maybe it's something else. And the other MUST MUST listen is his 'Luo Ye Gui Gen'. It's made sounding so oriental I actually feel proud of my culture wtf. And I am inspired to take PIANO CLASSES after listening to it.

And funny thing is, I used to think that girls playing piano are so cissy and i don't want to be stereotyped along with other girls because it really looks like ALL THE GIRLS IN MY CLASS ARE TAKING PIANO CLASSES WTF. But I think boy playing the piano is very very sexy -__-" I am weird and well aware of that.

I.must.play.luo.ye.gui.gen.one.day.i.am.determined.

Mark my words for it. When there's a will, there's a way.

I know some of you will be having a solid stand of me being 'cina' for liking some mandarin songs. So be it then. He's a talent not to be missed and of that I am sure.
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omg I ran 8 rounds around the badminton court today I am so proud of myself. Like I CANNOT even run 1 round usually. Thanks Miss Regina. My hatred towards your publicly displayed practice of favoritism drove me to succeed in doing such an unbelievable task. I am deeply touched and thankful for the opportunity you give me by only punishing me when I told sammi to pull her shirt lower even though when those form 3s were talking and laughing right in front of you, you choose to ONLY grant me the 'award' just for the sake of proving how much you favor me compared to others. I am truly grateful for you spontaneous act of kindness for picking on me. And want to know what's the formula that kept me from fainting/breaking down/ dying?

I kept telling myself that i am gonna prove to this bitch that I can make it. When there's a will, there's a way. And I am actually quite amazed at how my body could react to my motivated mind wtf. And I think she is racist. But that's story for another time. Not elaborating. I am a racist myself but as a teacher YOU CANNOT be racist. I am being brutally honest here.

Who ask you out of all occupation you want are only capable to be a teacher? ;)

These kinda females should just stay at home and generate babies. nothing more. i think she is self-deprecating females as a whole with the way she goes about things and her manner of speech. I am not saying this just over today's incident but over many.

No wonder people call her Miss Vagina. Maybe there's nothing more interesting about you than that. Enough said.

Labels: bitches, Dear Diary, idol, LEE HOM, Me Myself and I, Opinions, School, teachers

Your Lover's Lover 3:57 AM

PICS!

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Okay the pics I took like forever to upload.

Patriotic Week.

I don't know how our class even managed to get into the finals of the patriotic singing competition. And it's saddening that I got feedbacks form some friends later on that they can't hear whatever we were singing.

Truth was, the microphone was not working then. Someone asked that guy why there's no microphone 'effect' and on then did he explain that it wasn't functioning.

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I think it wasn't functioning until the third participating class or so. For the second performing class, I don't recall hearing any usage of the mich too. Maybe it's because they were playing that sudiman song so so so loud.

Judges should disqualify them okay!

IT'S CLEARLY STATED THAT KARAOKE VERSION FOR THE MUSIC IS COMPULSARY!

And that made me spent like 20 minutes fining the karaoke version which was like so so hard because I think theres only one result that i was looking for in the whole Google wtf. Nevermind those save-for-later stories. Now it's picture time!

Our conductor! This picture is edited of course you think my camera so keng meh? -__-"

haha yeap we were preparing in the toilet and then she felt like camwhoring and I just take pics la wtf.



Haha yes I know I look so UNLIKE myself here. I look like some sick guy with long hair. It's so heavily edited lah. The original picture was terrible because I didn't *cough*closemymouth*cough* and when you don't close your mouth it's considered a bad omen.

To me lah. If you get what I mean. -___-"



Yes, everyone was wearing uniform body uniform [wtf?]. And I think that was the lamest thing ever. Like everyone was wearing traditional costumes the other day and we were the one parading around in our uniforms. And cheerleader were supposed to get uniforms from other classes BUT don't know which genius was the culprit lah but ends up Shi Hui [the gurl in red] didn't have hers wtf so she had to wear that red thing. Imagine, everyone wearing uniform and she's the only red thing there.

To wear uniforms? Memang pilihan yang bijak pun.



Like seriously, i think that is a sickness of mine lor. I tend to look at the wrong place one. I mean, those unintentionally times, of course.



Mwhahah this girl ah, I had to bring my coat for her but ends up she say it's too tight so she didn't wear it. And she took of the stitches at my sleeve because it was too short. AND THEN SHE DIDN'T WEAR.

mwhaha joking lah she's a very nice and hyper girl with sho's tie wtf. -_-"


Seriously it look so i-love-my-country ish. But then I had to spoil the picture by putting some rainbow color words there wtf. -__-"

And I went and be all sorhai telling people WEIH SEE WE ALL SO YENG OKAY GOT TATOOOOO!

-_____-" I have doubts if I am sane.


The hand band [?] I took from wk. mwhaha. I remember it was pretty popular a year ago or so.



Birthday.

Seriously this year it was really saddening. That how I can suddenly cancel the sunway thingy. Oh wells. But at least I got some pressie from people and it makes me happy to know that certain people care. =)


LIKE OMG IT'S FROM MY BRO! LIKE OMG CAN.....I CANNOT IMAGINE HIM FORKING OUT 70 BUCKS FOR ME WTF HE'S ALWAYS BROKE ONE.

This must have been the best thing he have done in his entire live. Keep up with the good work every year ah! =D


Yes the icing was on a plastic sheet.

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And the size is comparatively okaylah compared to my mom's cake.

Anyway here's antoher stupid convo.

Bro: this cake dunno what cake lah. Walnut plus chocolate plus vanilla.
Mom: Walnut is good for brains.
Bro to me: Then you should bring more cake for your friends.
Me: -_______________-" true pun.


Okay this is the first pressie I received.

Sorrylah but then I took the pressie out already you cannot expect me to put it back in just to snap a photo wtf -___-"

What's inside?

Something creativela ;) As long as it's a gift from Rachael and Stephanie, it's always creative with all those scribblings =)

Yeap, their letters! =D mwhahaha and rachael, your writing changed dramatically by the way. When I was reading Steph's letter I thought HAR WHY THE WRITING SO NICE ALREADY ONEE!. -__-'

Thats so so sweet can! =) I prefer handmade things lah. I mean, thing you buy with money, it's just easily available but handmade things are different! [okay I sitll like the presents you people BOUGHT! In fact there's certain exception la. For example a dslr camera very very yummy.]

There's another glass thing which was really pretty but I forgotten to take a pciture of it and when I remember my cam was out of battery already pfft.

Anyway, rachael included another pressie inside because she says tht she's trying to make it look better! [or not -___-"]
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My mom got frightened with this. So did Siang. [was it?] He thought it's some SNAIL -___-"


mwhahah thank you sho! =D And I dunno why I name it Mr Bearn. Must be Bear+ Bean= Bearn? Aiya I am lame lah. Not like i really name my soft toys -__-"

MWHAHA BUT IT'S SO CUTE HOR?!

okayla I know some of your soft toys so canggih until can fly for 20 minutes and can serve you penadol one but mine also not bad okay! MWHAHAHAHAH WTF. I don't have a picture of the box because my friends all urged me to open it so yeah, no time to even take a picture wtf.



A PILLOW! mwhaha wtf ! =D Still it looks very cute lor!

Actually she bought and eye liner for me but then she lost it -__-" and she even called her mom to bring me the present on monday and i was like 'NOOOOO DON'T IT'S OKAY NOOO!'

Omg I feel so important now -__-" SOMEBODY BRING ME GINSENG TEA! [obviously a joke la, para geniuses.]

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I actually got a happy birthday note from nick written on a fuglyly torn, dirtily written piece of paper. With some Korean words on it.

And I don't know if he's cursing me in korean or not! @#$%^&*( Okayla I don't know where's the paper already I think my mom threw it away thinking it was trash. [clearly shows how MUCH i doesn't look like a birthday card/note! =P]

Mwhaha but thanks lah! At least you did something mar =D


My Room.

Finally.

Okay it's very very red. Firstly, it was orange and it was fine. But then i had to go buy that ikea light which is pink [not the light. the outside thingy. aiya dunnola use wht word -_- refer to picture] and it made the whole room RED.

Mwahaha and I have another yellow light too. Nevermind, let the pictures do the talking.


THE WALLL! =D

mwhahaha!

I actually post pictures of my room because i like the wall mwahhahahah! *yes i am lame shadddddap*

And I feel like sticking sequins all around my aircond wtf.


Remember this chair? i think I talked about it in my old blog about a year ago. I wanted it back then but then they don't have the pink one so yeah, I GOT IT THIS TIME!

I.will.get.anything.when.i.really.want.it.mwah.

Indication that i am dangerous.



Random Pictures.



Sorry, another brain cell of mine died.



Colin, when you do, you look like a lawyer/doctor/oil tycoon/ LEE HOM/ anything great! But nwo you look like people who squat in lockups eating kari rice. Mwhaha it's a compliment with a lil mixture of insult which is a balance of nature like yin an yang wtf am i talking full stop.

That time I asked him to shave he tak layan me. Then putri asked him lar cuz she was there also and he went all like OH OKAY but he didn't do it. And now both of them say I am making up stories wtf -___-'


Doesn't sound hamsup lah. -__-"



This picture hor, I took it becuz wk said tht ppl don't say ASS HOME and yeah, when I took it tht yellow shirt gurl look behind and though I was taking her picture and proceeded to move away liek what you are seeing in the picture la.

Perasan. -_-' As usual I gave tht 'why-would-i-want-to-take-a-picture-of-you' look. XD

Sadly, perhaps that's the only positive thing most malaysians have to say about their nation.

They took her shoe off I and gave Leon. Leon glanced at it and walked away. CHEH!






At this rate I am really getting lazier and lazier to sort my photos out one by one. It took me so many many many days to make this post due to my laziness and stuff. -__-"





AND PICTURE OF THE YEAR!

It's so 'long' that it should be marked 18sx.
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