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Overreaction.

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i know you are addressing me, who are you kidding with? but as of the subject of today's topic, you are the one chosen. so, stop acting like and immature fafagly and count your blessings because if it's attention that you wanted, you've got it. =)

please bear in mind that this post is not meant as an explanation, because i shall quote the phrase made infamous my yours truly AGAIN...

i don't owe you an explanation.

there. simple and sweet. back to the agenda of this post. if over reacting is not the word, i don't know what is. if you could be angered this easily, i reckon you need a few more years of pre-schooling before calling yourself a useful member of planet earth. as what putri's mom told me, it is indeed proven that maturity kicks in slower for boys than for girls.

but never have i thought that one could define the word 'slower' for what seems like an entire lifetime. yes, if you tell me a guy matures slower than a girl by like 2 years, i definitely have no doubts about it. but to be slower than your peers by a lifetime? now that's what i call taking things a little too far, kid. perhaps even the best brain surgeons in the world can't do much to help. if you're born with it, live with it.

it has been long since i last did this, but for whatever it is worth, this is exactly what i am doing now. for you. i don't even need to mention your name- you know who you are. although there is no such thing as bad publicity (as claimed by jyp if i am not wrong), the logic in me tells me that by the way you acted, a little fame wouldn't do you good. if a slight mention of the name could cause such a stir, i wonder what would everyone witness should i mention your name, bold it, italic it and perhaps put it in the largest size blogger would allow me to? there, i am being a megabitch again. but who cares? you have no one to blame but your shallowness for it was that which caused you the 'humiliation of a lifetime'.

me england is of no powderfullness but should you need assistance in using the dictionary, kindly ask. i'll be more than glad to offer a helping hand to a 'sad living proof to the beings that human failures do exist', because you obviously DID underestimate AND hyperbolize the definition of 'humiliation'. should you treat such a small occurrence as a matter of life and death, IT IS indeed time that you wake up and 'face the real world', whatever you mean by that. your failure is when your mind (yeah, mind. it's against your will wtf it's your mind. yeah right. *rolls eyes* lalal) keep insisting that us juniors are incapable of speaking our minds.

and just because you are our senior, it doesn't mean that we HAVE to live under your shadow and love you for who you are. it's not obligatory, fyi. there's something i really don't want to break to you at times like this, but IF ONLY you had an idea beforehand how much we dislike you, maybe you wouldn't have harbored such expectations that we juniors have to worship you out of respect. because no, respect are not to be showered unto the shallow ones. it doesn't mean that just because you are older in existence (age is just a number in the mind lalalala i cant hear you lalalala~ -.-'), you can literally throw your weight around and we as JUNIORS have to lower our heads and give in to your ridiculous whines JUST BECAUSE you are older. [!!!]

maybe even I would have tolerated some of these nonsensical rubbish if it weren't you. maybe- just maybe- i would still a degree of respect left for you even by now, if it weren't for your stupid stereotyped mentality that we, or rather, *I*, am incapable of 'humiliating' someone older than me in age. and you really need to get your facts straight before jumping into conclusions that you were betrayed. there. your tendency of overexaggerating and throwing big sounding words which is most of the time, too powerful an adjective to be applicable at the tiny weeny situation you are in which as a guy, you shouldn't make a fuss about. all putri meant by 'justice is served' is how the truth have prevailed. all she was trying to say is that she, just like the rest of the world, saw through your string of lies.

AND YOU DON'T CALL THAT A BETRAYAL, MR LACK-OF-VOCABULARY! =)

maybe you want to sound smart. i don't know. if you can't even make sense out of such a simple sentence, please have a moment of self-reflection before calling ME a bitch. if calling me that makes you happy, let me reassure you here that calling me a bitch DOESN'T do your anger justice. why? simply because i am too thick faced (and i am a self-confessed bitch ANYWAY heh lalala go dial L for loser la). and on another note, it's funny seeing how you make a fool out of yourself by those threats which i am 101% sure WILL NEVER EVER materialize.

never in your wildest dreams, kiddo. it takes wayyy more guts than what you are having now. ;) easier said than done, get it?

and if you need SOMEONE to tell you how it's not even cool to say such things when you can't do it, congrats to you because you've found the honest one. i don't know if it's out of courtesy or whatever shits because obviously i am not someone with a 'beautiful personality' so positive that i could go around sucking up even to people i dislike. i don't believe in treating EVERYONE nicely. there are just people MADE to be hated, and i shall not go against the law of nature wtf. if i dislike you, you know it. you just do. =)

let me make it crystal-clear here. however flattered i am by the fact that a no-brainer hurts himself on purpose (whatever his ulterior motives are full stop i don't care), please bear in mind that i am not to be held liable for any injury/death/medical bills caused by your stupidity. good luck and all the best in cutting yourself. =D

if it was attention that you wanted, I've got none to splurge. if it was sympathy that you needed, i've none left to spare. if it was a fight you had in mind,

bring it on.

because obviously, it's indeed THAT hard for you to form a sentence with zero grammatical and/or spelling errors, let alone create a coherent argument out of your 'here-wrong-there-wrong-everywhere-also-wrong' sentences. if you think being older is a plus point as it makes you a person with a sharper tongue, you are wrong. oh, look who's better at it? i am not facing difficulties when it comes to forming a group of sentences also known as a paragraph. and most importantly, i never run out of things to say. =)

p/s: you need spell check TERRIBLY. 'Anger' is spelt with a single G, genius. =)

p/p/s: stop bothering HER since you think she betrayed you. it's none of her business and all. you've just gotta grow up and handle things by yourself instead of being such a dependent on others. it's a nuisance, you know?

Labels: 'why-are-you-so-stupidla-why-oh-why', attention, Bitchings, kiasu, maturity, retard

Your Lover's Lover 9:36 AM

Who are you to be judging me?

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Yes, I said that to a guy four years my senior.

Apparently, he judge me just by reading my blog or rather, just the profile. And he think he's such a smart ass judging me and all not knowing that he was talking to ME. =)

Yes, dear matured senior you got fooled for one and a half hour by a 13 year old, genius.
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Let me show you some screenshots of a convo I had with a distant friend. Okay, not exactly friend pun but nvrm la. It's one of the silliest I had in months/years. -.-'

Enlarge it. -__-"

Super terrible ppl come to me and say hi to me then say I am not lenglui wtf. o.0

I said to him 'apa' becuz tht was what nick said to him and he replied WAT APA? WANNA FIGHT IS IT so yeah, I said apa and he didn't say tht so I said it. I said 'what you want? wanna fight is it?' and he said 'ah can also'.

-_____________________________-"


Aiya nick's definition of having balls isn't playing dota la it's just an example. -__-"

And he said tht nick has no balls when nick refused to accept his 'challenge' and I told him that to different guys, they have diff opinions when it comes to 'having balls'. Yes, note the thing I circled in red.

Read on -__-"

Aiyor you think only you know how to act dumb is it -__-"


he said dota sucks a min ago and now he says its fun bullying ppl, YES HE KEPT CALLING NICK SEI FEI H*I LA I DIDN'T MAKE THT UP -_____-'


I thought maybe I could 'defend' nick a little by telling him he's strong and all but this guy's still so insistent that picking up a fight is fun and to show 'one has balls' despite me arguing that fighting isn't heroic. TRUE WERT FIGHTING VERY YENG MEH?! @__@"

Yeah yeah fighting very yeng losing a pair of arms is more yeng in my opinion wtf. -__-"

Okay that's about it .

No, wait. There's one more.


Looks familiar? -___-"

Yes, this time its another GUY trying to copy the drawing Wei Zhong drew [refer to previous post] asking me not to say wtf. Pure plagiarism! [wanna copy but it's STILL ugly -_-']

Please ppl, stop drawing me pictures like tht asking me to stop wtf except if your drawing's like Picasso or something. [okay maybe I don't know if picasso's an artist, but still..] No wonder I love shaun tan la, he's the only guy who ask me to not stop that habit of mine! That's my trademark wor. TRUE TRUE =D

Exam's in two days. Can anyone instill some sense of urgency into me? Okay la, not all subjects terrible. I'll just name you the subjects I am terrible in. Aiya not alot not alot. =)

Maths, Bm, Geo, Sc, KH, History, English.

Okay maybe that's ALL THE SUBJECTS but nvrm I am strong -__-" CAN ONE LAH. [tidak apa attitude, again.]
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I'LL JUST DEDICATE THIS SMALL SECTION TO HEIDI LOI EE MIN!

Omg this is my ultimate other half/darling/ whtever!

SHE'S SO CARING AND CONSIDERATE OKAY! SHE BOUGHT ME DONUTS! A DOZEN SOME MORE! NOW YOU TELL ME, YOU GOT ANOT FRIENDS TREATING YOU THAT NICE GOT ANOT HAR HAR HAR?!

=D *smiles from ear to ear*

That must be the ultimate kick start to my examination week. Donuts must be some lucky charm okay! [since it's so nice]

Labels: donuts, maturity, retard, screenshots, seniors, sugar

Your Lover's Lover 8:14 PM

Life.

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Not very long ago, or to be rather exact, 7 hours ago, I had a friend telling me about how a senior made a remark about my immaturity. According to the friend, which shall remain anonymous due to my understanding that he should not be dragged into this matter, said that that senior told him that I was just merely being hypocritical/ acting/ pretending to be matured.

Well to be fair and brutally honest, I would say that the senior's perception of me is neither right nor wrong.

Why right? Because I am a very childish person. Yes, sometimes, or rather MOST OF THE TIME, I am childish beyond description. But then again, I don't think it's written all over my forehead saying that I am a matured person, or is it? So it's your problemlah when you have problems with me 'acting matured'. And I find the joy to behave like holligans my age. Why should I be ashamed of my nature and abandon it just to blend in with seniors, the so called matured lot.

If you think growing makes a person mature, think again.

Because I beg to differ. I don't think a person's period of existence determines one's level of maturity or one's understanding of philosophies in life. Plus, don't you think the word 'maturity' is so overrated? I don't think you are the type who will give people a chance to change. You'll most probably say they are 'faking it' so yeah, if you don't give me room to grow and to change, you can say all you want and I rest my case but apparently that's not gonna happen because me mellowing down to admit the fact that I am childish which is like the truth and there's nothing for me to hide did not, is not, and will not mean that I don't have a solid opinion of myself full stop. [this is like the longest sentence ever -__-"]

Yes, by all means, have the mindset that I am in fact a very childish person. So childish that I even make this post not to rebut her opinions exactly the way she would do it but to agree partly with her. Yes, i am stupid and not being kiasu for a moment but now you like or I like?!

I act like who I am, and I still have people going around saying how immature my acts are and proceed to judge me even before they know me. How mature am I then? I behave like myself even when I am mixing with juniors or seniors. And yes, some of them do think that I am indeed matured for my age but what importance does their judgments hold? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. Maybe they think that I am matured just because we can 'click' and whatnots. Just because he agrees with my opinions and I can relate to what he's talking?

But then again, who are THEY to judge if I am matured or not because for all you know, we have things in common most probably because they are not acting like their age but younger. Plus, who am I to be so grown up and have the mentality of a lets say, 20 year old, when I am JUST 13.

But the thing I am about to bring up has almost nothing to do with maturity. Yet, I started off with this subjective issue because most of my friends will put the blame onto it but I choose to think otherwise.

yes, I am touching on the issue of sportsmanship, again.

I've talked about it some time back, and over the same matter too- elections. Don't you find it funny that people who are supposingly more matured and wise than me, are tearing posters down. Nobody cares if you are doing that because you want your friend to win or that guy to lose. What's wrong is wrong.

And even a 13 year old knows that.

I may be acting like a bimbotic spoiled child to some of you but I do have my senses. You've not thought of the consequences I assume. Maybe it just didn't cross your minds that once you start tearing, others will follow suit and you are actually doing your friend no benefit. But what's surprising is that it's the form 5's doing that when they are not even voting.

Why must you drag others down simply because you have a grudge against them or possibly because you as an individual isn't capable eligible to run for it.Your actions explains alot about you. My friend would think it's because of their 'childishness' but I don't think so. However childish you are at your age, you are definitely old enough to weigh the rational behind your actions. It's pure pathetic when people start saying that we should forgive them for they have yet to mature because

you don't need to be as old as Jesus to know that it's wrong because it obviously is.

And I am not being a saint or a moral teacher here by saying these 'craps'. I don't give a damn if you skip school or you smoke or you rape your neighbor's child. But don't you think it's just sad that these people are making other's life miserable by doing such actions. Give people a chance la. That's why I don't want to blame it on maturity. I would say it's their perception towards how the world works. They are too used to getting all the attention they want thus molding them into such self centered people.

Still insist that the older you get the more matured you be? *rolls eyes*

Labels: idiocy, Life, maturity, Opinions, School, Student Council

Your Lover's Lover 2:57 AM