Expectations.

♥ PhooiSze.
I have a great passion for both speaking and writing, hence making me a great friend but an even greater enemy. But even so, i am probably the best person alive! Why?

because i am biased, stupid. I am a PZ after all, hello?

Sweets!
Designing!
Pink. At least I am TRYING to. T__T'
Turning people into retards. It's my forte anyway.

Pink!
People who hates me MWHAHAH!

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~~Make my own blogskin~~
Let's not daydream and move on ok? =)

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yawns.

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let me say this lor you like it or not.

if you effing dislike me for whatever reason it is, say it right in my face. don't drag my friends into it. yaya i SO WHAT if i am a suck up? at least thats something i AM GOOD IN, if making friends is what you are talking about. just because you are a social reject it doesn't mean people like me are suck ups for having more friends than your 10 retarded fingers could count.

at least i have friends who are always there when i need them- which i am appreciative of.

opps..and who is there for me to suck up to, may i ask? natalie and gang? hello, like they can even vote this year ah wtfbbq wtf were you la diu they graduated wtf. but if you insist, i would tell you this

i am not even close to them full stop. get it? suck ups? oh what on earth did i get in return? a sweet perhaps wtf?

sighs no more on this topic. I FUCKIN HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE START DRAGGING MY FRIENDS INTO STUFF WHEN THEIR PROBLEM LIES IN ME, NOT MY FRIENDS. got something to say? say it in my face, coward. i am short anyway! aiya short people so noob hor not like they can do anything!

nyaheheh.
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Tagged by ch! =D

List out 5 presents you wish for :
1. hot oil wtf.
2. a piano?
3. MORE PEOPLE TO 'SUCK UP' TO WTF.
4. once again, a dot com/net.
5. Ah?

The person who tagged me :
Chia

5 impression of him :
1. TALLLL
2. super genius wei wtf
3. hamsap wtf or so says his bestie, hb.
4. formal @__@"
5. damn kuai chai wtf help mom do chores wan.

If he/she is your lover, you will..
everyday have to look up wtf neck break wei -_-'

If he/she would becomes your enemy,what could the reason be?
i also dunno wtf maybe errm...him playing dota so much ah i also don't know aiya practically no reasons wan la.

Pass this quiz to 5 person you wish to know about how they feel about you.
1. HB
2. Ariel
3. Brit
4. Suki
5. Kyean

Labels: confessions, Opinions, sore losers, Tags

Your Lover's Lover 6:03 AM

tag tag tag again.

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List out 5 presents you wish for :
1. A dog!
2. Height -.-'
3. A purse?
4. More gel pens!
5. McDonald's right now HAHAHAHAHHA why la i so like that one! T__T"

The person who tagged me :
Sho.

5 impression of him :
1. Cute
2. Short TEEHEE!
3. Approachable
4. Has a bad habit of stammering! Stop that! xD
5. Super great popper.

If she is your lover, you will..
wtf does this question mean? if he's my lover then he's my lover la i WILL what?! -___-' commit suicide ah wtf?

and it's highly impossible too because we are twins wtf.

If he would becomes your enemy,what could the reason be?
when he annoys me? vice versa i also dunno la xD

Pass this quiz to 5 person you wish to know about how they feel about you.
1. Mekk
2. Colin
3. Chia
4. Howard wtf although i know your blog is practically dead -.-'
5. Anyone who wanna say something bad about me teehee here's your chance!

hmm i have a new year resolution already! although it's almost the end of january already, i reckon it's better late than never hor! okay yes, my resolution is to minimize my usage of wtf thank you wtf.

Labels: friends, Opinions, Surveys, Tags

Your Lover's Lover 10:12 PM

SMS kawan wtf.

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i don't exactly remember how it started but coming to think of it now, i am always having only one sms kaki at a time. i've never a phone person. not that i consider myself one anyway. i've always preferred MSN to smsing maybe because i can talk to multiple ppl at a time and it's always more convenient. yes, faster too. i hve low tolerance level for slow stuff wtf.

and yes, back to the topic today. one of the many reasons i get very annoyed when people read my inbox is how they will comment unecessaryly about 'my relations with that guy' wtf ahem when that person is just another random friend. i've always believed in talking ALOT only with people i am comfortable with, somehow. and that's how my inbox grow from 1 msg to 2569 messages wtf.

I SAW A GIANT VERSION OMG! <33>

maybe it's my problem, but i never fail to mix better with boys wherever i go. no, it's not about flirting even. it's just the kind of mentality boys have that makes them simpler creatures to approach and understand.

they tolerate my nonsense, understand my frustrations and is always supportive YET honest. it's a quality lacking in girls around me, to be frank. a true friend would tell you when you are at your best and when you are just being a total psychotic bitch. when they hint how you are wrong, one thing good is that it won't make me feel inferior. maybe it's because i see them as guys and how their opinions don't matter to me, being given that they are just plainly guys in my life of no significance.

and by significance, i mean it as in relationship-wise. as friends, i rather be caught dead than to be taking the friendships for granted. and this doesn't apply for guys only, i mean for everyone around me. if you know my full name, consider yourself a friend of mine. :)

throughout the years, i've discovered my weakest points and strive hard trying to make it my strongest. among which was how i realize that however playful we are, emotions are something we shouldn't toy with. manipulating is easy but not everyone has what it takes to patch the differences later on. if prevention could be helped, why take things for granted?

making friends may not be a thing i am good at. i love speaking up for my own rights. i love watching arguments erupt into dramatic full-blast bitch fights.

but have i mentioned i dislike witnessing misunderstandings? i hate people who takes others for a ride, empty promises and above all, i hate being taken for granted. and the list goes on.

in short, i love bitching but i hate rumors. there.

bitching with the right facts was never a crime. but the existence of rumors are just to defame, defame and nothing but defame teehee. sounds familiar, no?

it's time to open our eyes and judge for real- who are friends and who are foes.

Labels: confessions, friends, Opinions

Your Lover's Lover 6:17 AM

a toast for who i am

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why is it that every time i take the trouble to do a good deed, sometimes all out of the way even, NOBODY says anything about how kind a soul i am yadda yadda. i decreased my bitching sessions drastically and NOBODY thank me for my thoughtfulness (and civilization wtf). for every considerate act of mine, NONE of you were there to witness it.

why? that's because i don't blog about it. and apparently, some of you out there are so used to the mentality that i am who i portray myself to be in my blog. theres no past no present no future of me wtf. i exist now because you see me updating but if i don't update in two days, i am dead. all you guys know is how i am my blog and how my blog is me.

I AM A DAMN BLOG, IN SHORT.

and it's stupid how some of you think you know so much about me just reading my writings. i reach out to the world by writing, but that doesn't mean i am as interesting as my stupid hello kitty banner. to presume that i am a bimbotic megabitch just by reading my ramblings is not only unfair to me but to you to. you know nothing about me, but you choose to carry the misjudged impression of me to death.

i am not saying i am a saint; i wasn't, isn't and never will be. but just because i don't believe in angels, it doesn't mean its FINE to be misunderstood as a satanist. and more often than not, whenever i speak my mind, you sadists never fail to find a valid reason to speak against my opinions which are never biased most of the time (except when i am not in the right frame of mindla wtf). to offer a piece of your mind, you are always welcomed. but what i dislike is you people stringing it into sentences which sounds rather accusive (rude, even) to me lor.

it's as though you are emphasizing on how my opinions are WRONG and how yours are right. let me say it once more, opinions are NEVER WRONG, no matter how biased it is. opinion is a point of view one choose to subject to due to various reasons. and as for me, the reasons are often not mentioned here.

and that's how you people start talking and acting like you've known me for a century already. like you know every single detail of me better than me myself. like you are so sure there's no reasons to why am i talking like a bitch. like how i am JUST A BLOG and my existence is nothing beyond this humble site you visit everyday.

and that's where you are wrong.

but i can't blame you, can i? yes yes it's my fault for not mentioning how so and so really got on my nerves because i don't think explanations are required. i don't owe you any; keep that in mind. what you see are just the exterior. i don't find the point in revealing what, when, where and why a person i dislike offends me simply because this is MY BLOG and why the hell should i blab about the reason THAT person hates ME. if you curious butts really wanna know a fair share on how the other party and i could possibly get so sour, why not you ask him/her then?

in this blog, please keep in mind that you are reading MY thoughts and MINE only. and because you can't literally see the both of us hurling insults at each other, you naturally assume that *I* am the only bad guy here.

you naturally assume that i fuckin slap a kid when i tell you i hate babies whining. you naturally assume that i skin a cat alive when i tell you how much i hate cats.

human nature?

no, i don't think so. all i can say is if you dislike me, you will for the rest of your life. i am not that lovable anyway. who ever said i was? to hate me? you don't need a reason.

you don't have to point out my flaws because that's like stating the obvious. it's everywhere actually. all you need is some patience to read my posts since some of you out there enjoy treating my existence as though i am my blog and my blog is me.

and you can't question my being, because my individualism is not yours to change. =)

Loves,
PhooiSze

Labels: Me Myself and I, Opinions

Your Lover's Lover 10:27 PM

No suitable tittle.

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As I scroll down the lengthy MSN list of mine, I am greeted with the same personal messages by the same people for several days consecutively already. A normal one would go like this...

Don't leave me...you are my friends....Form [insert class] rocks!

Or rather, more vulgar ones (and stupid too)...

DIU WHY I GO SECOND CLASS!

Wah, these people not bored one meh write the same thing over and over again? -__-' Some more so vulgar abcd.

Oh, and yes, I am in the second class next year. Regrets? None. Because I don't think it's such a bad thing afterall. The school isn't dividing us solely base on position, so yeah, there you go. I would have been in the first class if it wasn't for that genius [or not] way of streaming. I don't mind, really. I know in the past I DID make numerous posts about how I won't be contented being in the second class and stuff but now it's' different. Company wise, second class isn't all that bad.

Plus cough cough i don't mind giving my place away to a student from another class who has never experience working with the first class students. Talk about us being arrogant and snobbish eh? Now it's time for you to feel how it's like to be wronged. No, I am not denying that there IS, in fact, several snobs in the first class. Come to think of it, which class doesn't have their very own apes huh? But to actually assume that the rest of the class are of the same quality like that few bad apples, don't you think that's a little too much of a generalization?

I do. I really do. I've met really friendly people in the first class. Yes, there's btiches and drama queens and sohais but that aside, we are not that bad altogether! Hello form mates from other classes, if you choose to live with the thinking that we are all egocentric people, go ahead and stay in that shallow shell of yours. I know that many would place the blame on jealousy, but I beg to differ lah. I know you people are not jealous, yes, I am doing you justice on that. It's just that sometimes you are too swiftly carried away by the stream of assumptions.

It's time to think differently. It's time to move out of that stereotyped vision of ours planted from the very beginning- because what the rest of the world think may not be right sometimes. =)

p/s: everything above, I am referring to batch 2007. With new faces to the first class next year, I dare not be too sure. But my bet is that they will be even friendlier. Let's just wait and see, shall we? ;)

Labels: Opinions, School, snobs

Your Lover's Lover 7:21 PM

Life.

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Not very long ago, or to be rather exact, 7 hours ago, I had a friend telling me about how a senior made a remark about my immaturity. According to the friend, which shall remain anonymous due to my understanding that he should not be dragged into this matter, said that that senior told him that I was just merely being hypocritical/ acting/ pretending to be matured.

Well to be fair and brutally honest, I would say that the senior's perception of me is neither right nor wrong.

Why right? Because I am a very childish person. Yes, sometimes, or rather MOST OF THE TIME, I am childish beyond description. But then again, I don't think it's written all over my forehead saying that I am a matured person, or is it? So it's your problemlah when you have problems with me 'acting matured'. And I find the joy to behave like holligans my age. Why should I be ashamed of my nature and abandon it just to blend in with seniors, the so called matured lot.

If you think growing makes a person mature, think again.

Because I beg to differ. I don't think a person's period of existence determines one's level of maturity or one's understanding of philosophies in life. Plus, don't you think the word 'maturity' is so overrated? I don't think you are the type who will give people a chance to change. You'll most probably say they are 'faking it' so yeah, if you don't give me room to grow and to change, you can say all you want and I rest my case but apparently that's not gonna happen because me mellowing down to admit the fact that I am childish which is like the truth and there's nothing for me to hide did not, is not, and will not mean that I don't have a solid opinion of myself full stop. [this is like the longest sentence ever -__-"]

Yes, by all means, have the mindset that I am in fact a very childish person. So childish that I even make this post not to rebut her opinions exactly the way she would do it but to agree partly with her. Yes, i am stupid and not being kiasu for a moment but now you like or I like?!

I act like who I am, and I still have people going around saying how immature my acts are and proceed to judge me even before they know me. How mature am I then? I behave like myself even when I am mixing with juniors or seniors. And yes, some of them do think that I am indeed matured for my age but what importance does their judgments hold? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. Maybe they think that I am matured just because we can 'click' and whatnots. Just because he agrees with my opinions and I can relate to what he's talking?

But then again, who are THEY to judge if I am matured or not because for all you know, we have things in common most probably because they are not acting like their age but younger. Plus, who am I to be so grown up and have the mentality of a lets say, 20 year old, when I am JUST 13.

But the thing I am about to bring up has almost nothing to do with maturity. Yet, I started off with this subjective issue because most of my friends will put the blame onto it but I choose to think otherwise.

yes, I am touching on the issue of sportsmanship, again.

I've talked about it some time back, and over the same matter too- elections. Don't you find it funny that people who are supposingly more matured and wise than me, are tearing posters down. Nobody cares if you are doing that because you want your friend to win or that guy to lose. What's wrong is wrong.

And even a 13 year old knows that.

I may be acting like a bimbotic spoiled child to some of you but I do have my senses. You've not thought of the consequences I assume. Maybe it just didn't cross your minds that once you start tearing, others will follow suit and you are actually doing your friend no benefit. But what's surprising is that it's the form 5's doing that when they are not even voting.

Why must you drag others down simply because you have a grudge against them or possibly because you as an individual isn't ~~capable~~ eligible to run for it.Your actions explains alot about you. My friend would think it's because of their 'childishness' but I don't think so. However childish you are at your age, you are definitely old enough to weigh the rational behind your actions. It's pure pathetic when people start saying that we should forgive them for they have yet to mature because

you don't need to be as old as Jesus to know that it's wrong because it obviously is.

And I am not being a saint or a moral teacher here by saying these 'craps'. I don't give a damn if you skip school or you smoke or you rape your neighbor's child. But don't you think it's just sad that these people are making other's life miserable by doing such actions. Give people a chance la. That's why I don't want to blame it on maturity. I would say it's their perception towards how the world works. They are too used to getting all the attention they want thus molding them into such self centered people.

Still insist that the older you get the more matured you be? *rolls eyes*

Labels: idiocy, Life, maturity, Opinions, School, Student Council

Your Lover's Lover 2:57 AM

Elections.

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Two years ago, I've seen posters being sticked all over the school like crazy. I even heard some of my peers whispering to each other how much they would want to vote for Shoma if they could.

I didn't even know who was shoma, let alone the election.

I saw people sticking their fliers all over the school and the president who later won sticked "IVAN" all over the courtyard's badminton hall's wall. And perhaps theres nothing more I could recall besides Kayson telling me that Ivan guy is buying him and his friends Apollo layer cake wtf.

I've never heard of the word 'student council' before and funny thing is, I am a part of it two years later and the rest is history.

And now I am asking for co-operation from everyone reading this. I am not gonna make my attempt sound desperate. At the end of the day, the decision is definitely up to you but now this is just my 2 cents.

I am not being bias but I am telling you, please vote for Billy or Sho for presidency.

Yes, there is not going to be a vice post on itself thanks to piau piau the great. So yeah, the guy with the second highest votes will become the vice- which in my opinion is both fair and unfair. I would say it's fair because the guy with the second highest amount of votes pretty much indicates how people favor him but still he's not good enough to be the president, so he should become the vice. But on the other note, election is a gamble, it's a risk. It's either you win or you don't and how can you make the guy with the second highest votes the SECOND MAN?

Whatever it is, just vote for either one of them. Full stop.

Why? Because I ask them to run and I give them my 101% support wtf I even created their posters whoever dare tear them off shall die.

And I just got the latest info from Billy saying that SOME people don't wanna vote for him solely because of his preference when it comes to genre of music. Yes, 99% of the world population prefers ballad [including me] but I don't think there's anything wrong lor if he prefers other genre of music. People make stupid assumptions that he's a Satan worshiper *rolls eyes* just because he likes heavy metal music.

*says in lee hom style* Ce ke sher bullshit!

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Not funny meh? laughla. Such pathetic bullshit also people are capable of making up. God is great. Human's greater.

Yes this is getting too long and nobody's interested in my ramblings pun. The tree is, billy and sho are nice nice nice humans so you should vote for them! Rawr!

p/s: I know who has been tearing down posters lately sighs. Will get to tht guy later if possible.

Billy's which is my personal favourite. It's cute mar!

This looks more professional and formal! =D

Okay tata i don't care if you say it's ugly I don't major in designing lah -____-"

Labels: elections, Opinions, School, Student Council

Your Lover's Lover 2:19 AM

Idol.

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You know, like how in my ENTIRE life I've never have an idol of my own. I go with the flow and yes, that's about it.

Not anymore.

I found Lee Hom. And he is nothing less than perfect. He communicates through music, and for that I admire him. He's a true musician. How many artiste nowadays are able to play all sorts of instruments?

How many of them knows how to play the piano, violin, guitar, drum and most surprisingly, the er hu? How many would actually give up going to Princeton and Yale [!!!] just to pursue music. Yes, it's a very daring move indeed. Not forgetting that his voice is really brilliant, he can speak english, and his body is to die for.

And I think his songs are meaningful beyond words. Like how often do you see me listening to mandarin songs? The korean fad has left me for good. I realized that those pretty korean boys are not 'made to last' as it is made as such that the Korean entertainment industry do not even give you a second glance once you hit 25. [or so. And I am not being anal by saying this. Definitely the truthful fact all of you are aware of] The music is to be savoured, but I don't quite like the fact that bands after bands were disbanded. And I can only pray now that FT Island and DBSK can last for a well 10 more years or so! [or better still, longer!]

So, what I am trying to say is, Lee Hom is already 32 and he's still doing well. And that supports my point that he's really so multi talented that when he stomp the stage during one of his performance, someone left a comment like 'omg mega star doing that makes him seem more human like'. XD

Try listening to his 'Not Your Average Thug'. It sounds like those Sexy Back kind but I don't know why I am so drawn into listening it over and over again. Maybe it's the lyrics. Maybe it's something else. And the other MUST MUST listen is his 'Luo Ye Gui Gen'. It's made sounding so oriental I actually feel proud of my culture wtf. And I am inspired to take PIANO CLASSES after listening to it.

And funny thing is, I used to think that girls playing piano are so cissy and i don't want to be stereotyped along with other girls because it really looks like ALL THE GIRLS IN MY CLASS ARE TAKING PIANO CLASSES WTF. But I think boy playing the piano is very very sexy -__-" I am weird and well aware of that.

I.must.play.luo.ye.gui.gen.one.day.i.am.determined.

Mark my words for it. When there's a will, there's a way.

I know some of you will be having a solid stand of me being 'cina' for liking some mandarin songs. So be it then. He's a talent not to be missed and of that I am sure.
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omg I ran 8 rounds around the badminton court today I am so proud of myself. Like I CANNOT even run 1 round usually. Thanks Miss Regina. My hatred towards your publicly displayed practice of favoritism drove me to succeed in doing such an unbelievable task. I am deeply touched and thankful for the opportunity you give me by only punishing me when I told sammi to pull her shirt lower even though when those form 3s were talking and laughing right in front of you, you choose to ONLY grant me the 'award' just for the sake of proving how much you favor me compared to others. I am truly grateful for you spontaneous act of kindness for picking on me. And want to know what's the formula that kept me from fainting/breaking down/ dying?

I kept telling myself that i am gonna prove to this bitch that I can make it. When there's a will, there's a way. And I am actually quite amazed at how my body could react to my motivated mind wtf. And I think she is racist. But that's story for another time. Not elaborating. I am a racist myself but as a teacher YOU CANNOT be racist. I am being brutally honest here.

Who ask you out of all occupation ~~you want~~ are only capable to be a teacher? ;)

These kinda females should just stay at home and generate babies. nothing more. i think she is self-deprecating females as a whole with the way she goes about things and her manner of speech. I am not saying this just over today's incident but over many.

No wonder people call her Miss Vagina. Maybe there's nothing more interesting about you than that. Enough said.

Labels: bitches, Dear Diary, idol, LEE HOM, Me Myself and I, Opinions, School, teachers

Your Lover's Lover 3:57 AM

HELLO HUMANS!

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Sorry for the extreme lack of updates. So many things to be done and yet so little time. THANK GOD LA I FINISH ALMOST EVERYHTING ALREADY 666! -.-'

First, it was my #$%^& history project. You knowla, ppl like me super cheong hei one lor. Cakap banyak like no tomorrow like tht. And the biggest problem I faced was me not being able to print. And scanning also another hassle. My retarded scanner cannot scan, and luckily I have been good to Heidi all along. =) And the printing, well, I hve to say BANYAK thank you to Shaun Tan and Shaun Kua.

You know like..how all along I always find these two Shauns to be somehow, urm is related to each other. Like when I needed my printing, the Tan printed halfway for me and then his printer ran out of ink. [causing like 2 pages to be pinkish ahh] And so it was like monday night already and i am like super super desperate lor. AND SOME GUARDIAN ANGEL SENT THE KUA ONE ONLINE NYAHAHAHAHAHAH!

Need I say more? =D

But lagi tulan is Mr Rama lor. I find him the next day and I explained my situation and asked for another day because I harboured so much effort into it and then now 2 pages is pinkish and another 2 isn't printed [thanks to shaun tan's confusion XD] but he said it doesn't matter and all tht matters is facts. LIKE HELLO I PUT SO MANY HOURS INTO MY PHOTOSHOP AND NOW YOU BLARDEE TELL ME ALL THT COUNTS IS INFO MUTHATRUCKER ?!

Oh, and he also said if I fail to pass up on tht day, he'll minus 5 marks from me. BUT WHEN WK PASSED IT UP THE NEXT DAY HE SAY IT'S OKAY AS LONG AS PPL PASS UP BEFORE FRIDAY WHAT NONSENSE IS THTTT?! Not a man of his words la thambee!

I even tied the project with my hairband out of desperateness okay? AND THEN YOU TELL ME....

aih nvrm i am just being long winded again.

Okay next, MY CLASS PROFILE.

So Cik M told me to bring my pendrive on Friday which I, as expected, did not bring. Aiyor sort term memory loss mar cannot is it? And then she openly stated she do not trust me 70% already and asked me if i REALLY can produce results on monday. And of course I said YEAH YEAH NO PROBLEM which was very very true until....until problems come knocking on my door la. -.-'

So yesterday I was so geram I showed black face through out the whole evening because I cannot run photoshop thanks to wht they claim is 'scratch disc full'. And since I wasn't born yesterday, I knew i had to delete some file from my hard disc lor. AND YOU KNOW ANOT HOW PAINFUL IT IS TO DELETE MY KIM HO KYUNNNGGGG SONGS ANOT HAR HAR HAR HAR?!
And I deleted 700 mb. BUT THEY SAY STILL CNANOT. So out of frust, I just offed it and went to bed.

And this morning I woke up with greetings from Mr C Drive saying tht I hve 50 mb worth of space left. AND ALL MY FILES GONE LA? VERY FUNNY LA?! And so I tested it again. I deleted another file. And so for what seems like a few minutes the space left showed 60 mb.

AND THEN THT RETARD SHOW THT I HVE 30 MB LEFT LIKE WTF OKAY IT KEEPS EATING ITSELF GO TO HELL YOU WAKALALA BUG!!

And so again, out of frust, I called Britney because her laptop has photoshop and I thought maybe we could meet up or something for me to complete the stupid class profile. I don't want Cik M to not trust me 100% lor. I knew best of what it is like to be despised by your own class teacher. Not a very nice situation to be in. =) Okay, so Shaun Kua deleted the photoshop already and I was like panicking for a split second lor. And so I called Nick, but tht kid is not answering my call. Then I called Chea, but tht kid also not answering my call. So I called the computer guy and he talked greek with me for what seems like 30 minutes but tht didn't help at all. The only thing I understand after tht long winded conversation is- my hard disc is spoiled.

Okay so guess what I did.

I went to his house, and I brought his computer back. He can't fix it for me cuz he has to go outstation soon yadda yadda and tht guy won't return my computer for like a week once he gets his hands on it. So yeah, he installed photoshop into it and I went and took his comp back.

Wait. It's not his comp. It's one of his client's comp.

Seriosuly, I definitely won't be too happy to know that my computer is tossed around to other ppl's house when it is supposed to be repaired and sent to my doorstep right away. Nevertheless, since I am not facing such a thing, I might as well use this computer until monday and abuse it kau kau. =D

So Form 1G ians, be really grateful you have a photoshop sifu here who is willing to go an extra mile to get your ugly toned face set in the right contrast. And also be very thankful I did not 'accidentally' cut some of your faces into half [but was really tempted to do so], so if it turns out to be half cut in the yearbook, it's definitely not my fault. Blame the binding or whtever. =D

I know it's too simple but heck, you ppl's faces are so big I can't find a way to reduce it. And also maybe you don't relize it, the Ariel row is supposed to be very long and I cut the side in between colin and britney and also ariel and nick. It looks kidna real to me XD

And now I am granting you the right to laugh at me. -.-' My hair was so sucky. And I noticed I was chubbier back then. Yes or no?

Okay so the QUESTION is, is this okay? If it's some small change you people prefer do voice out but if it's a major change sorry but I no layan one =P Just being honest werrrrt -.-'

OKAY NEXT MORE PICS!

BRITNEY'S BIRTHDAY.

Okay I know it's so so so long ago but you like or I like? =P

My fish and chips. =)

Sorry I made Darius cried 3 times. But why all small kids like tht one? Play with them must let them win. Then when we win they go throw tantrum and cry like shit.

Oh wait, I don't mean small kids. I mean small BOYS.

But still, Darius is so so so cute so he's forgiven because if it was another kid I most probably would hve thrown MY temper too. =P

At Ampang Point's Popular. Yes yes I know this picture is so heavily edited but I really hve few pics to share so yeahlor.=P

Okay this pic is not edited and I was so so so doubtful weather or not I should post this up because I look so short in this picture AND NO I AM NOT denying the fact tht I am short. This just makes me look 2 cm shorter than I already am. T.T

I posted this just because i am holding darling john hoon's cd.

Okay I sound corny wtf.

SSG MUN II.

okay may i warn you tht the promised 'millions of pictures' is so untrue BUT it is not my fault lor. Only the edited ones are with me. Thos unedited ones I plan to post is in MY computer so yeah..here are the edited ones. I shallpost the rest up right after i get it fix (or not)

Des, looking ~~hawt~~ nice in his suit.

the human who asked TOO MANY questions! Salute salute!

Oh and I manage to convince this human to run for presidentship. REMEMBER TO CAST YOUR VOTES FOR HIM LOR OKAY OKAY IF NOT I CURSE YOU'LL BE RUN OVER BY A TRUCK!

Pardon my 'straight forwardness'

WOAH SUPER INFERNAL AFFAIRS-ish CAN!

Lagi chio if i make black and white!

like wanna die like tht. More yeng than tht Darren's friendster picture. ~~OF COURSELA ME PHOTOGRAPHER MAR *perasanesss* XD~~

My great great great grandaunty always teached me to be *cough* humble *cough*

Linvin!

Aiyor told you not to move dee lor =P

Shaun KUA's laptop. The TAN one last minute didn't come thambeee betul. -.-'

Shaun KUA was the only one in the hall with a laptop. Canggih sial. -.-'

My placard.

Yes, i represented INDIA and I've been called India or Miss India after that and my latest encounter of being called India was by a prefect 3 cm shorter than Rain whom I shall start calling CHINA. *cough* wei zhong *cough*

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA YOU ARE 3 CMS SHORTER THAN RAIN AHHAHAHAHAHAHAAH! *points finger at you and laugh like a mad women*

Okay I know it's ironic and you don't hve to remind me tht I am short too because at least I am not tht near to losing to RAIN! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!

p/s: it's something to be proud of okay being called Miss India. Althought they don't mean as in MISS INDIA, I shall take it as a compliment and go sleep on a railway track because Aishwarya Rai was an ex Miss India. XD

okay tht's all for MUN.

STUDENT COUNCIL MEETING.

With some Chin Khai guy.

I wasn't paying attention throughout the whole thing and since i was sitting towards the end of the table I kept taking photos with Chia Sin while Moon Yee scribbled my name on her piece of paper repeatedly. =P

Chia Sin!

Moon Yee scribbling God knows what. XD

Piau. I HAD to make this picture black and white because well, his face was so pinkish
he look like he's crying after hearing those cham orphans stories from Chin Khai wtf wtf.

..i still hve the ori copy [or not. in my comp] tht I can use to blackmail him for years to come. =D

me..altho blur but still..not enough pics mar.

Me again. Had ot take many shot before getting one tht can actually see my face lor. Most of the shots my face was black because mr sunlight is directly shining through the glass behind me.

I like this pic. Moon's pencil case/ iPod case whtevr whtever pouch.

RANDOM PICTURES.

Me being stupid again.

Seriously, who can help me get a mounting board? Nick can't do it and neither can i. -.-

I am only posting this pic up because it looks so omfg natural.

WHO EVER WHO DARE THINK THT THEY ARE TOGETHER SHALL BE CURSED TO DEATH...

read on to find out why =)

Diana!

I always get confused between Diana and Shasha. @__@" But the tree is still, her oldest sister aka daughter of Mr Kenji, still owes me ice cream! T.T

yea yea save the animals.

Oh so everyone is conscious about environment now eh? SUDDENLY eh? Hypocrites.

Wtf...tht's what one does when we don't hve mounting board.

And I am kind enough to not post Wei Khei and Nick's chu tau beng pictures. -.-'

No ctb pictures then replace with cute pictures lor

And you almost can't sense any sacarcism in my voice ok?

I'm sorry Siti.....

HAHAHAHAH NOT!

okay so the thing in Nick's mouth is a mock ciggie. It's a 10 ringgit note actually so let's get Mr Khaw shocked for a moment by emailing this to him! Okay tht's lame but can let me syok sendiri for a while anot? *rolls eyes*

Oh and LAGI pathetic was, Nick Chai saw it. Yes yes Nat tht's your bro. And he ran away. And we thought he must hve assumed Nick SIAU is really smoking. Oh yes, first it was Shaun Tan and Shaun Kua and here comes Nick Chai and Nick Siau. -.-'

I love you, you love me, we are happy family. =D

Look, tht's nick doing tht 'i am the king of the world' pose behind. AND IT ACTUALLY LOOK OKAY WTF AM I SAYING. 0.o

Wah look damn angelic can!

Not.

SWEETEST COUPLE ALIVE OKAY OKAY OKAY?!

like omg, I kept telling them they are THE pair but they kept denying it bla bla bla saying they don't wanna ruin the friendship and compare me with Kevin but hello, how to compare. Neither of you are retarded. -.-' HOW CAN YOU COMPARE ME TO A A A ....ah nvrm refer to sentence before this =D

And MR COLIN ARROGANT TAY *THANKED ME* HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA FOR MAKING HIS YEAR EVENTFUL BLA BLA.

But heck, the history is in my other comp so how? T.T

And he SERIOUSLY owe a big big big treat! =D

And omg wish you guys the best leh. You guys is and shall remain the most aggresive couple when it comes to PDA. GOOD JOB! GOOD JOB! Next time go cinema meraba raba okay?! =P I support you humans!

'Oh baby look at me! I am so hawt you can die!'

I say he has potential to be model which is like OMG COMPLIMENT tht an ordinary person can smile non stop the whole year but this kid thinks I am crazy. I SAY YOU LENG CHAI YOU COMPLAIN, I SAY YOU YONGSUI ALSO YOU GRUMBLE SO WHT YOU WANT WORRRR. -.-'

Okay tht's all for this time. It took me two days man this post @__@" And and please spread the news around and ask 1Gians to hve a look at the class profile and see if it needs improvement or something.

p/s: ppl please leave a note at my c-box saying if you think the class profile is alrite. ESPECIALLY 1G ians thanks. =)

Edit: Billy wants me to mention him so desperatelyo so yeah, HEY BILLY!

Labels: bimboness, Bitchings, MUN, Opinions, Pictures, PZ Entertainment, School, Student Council

Your Lover's Lover 1:35 AM

Back to step one.

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What goes around comes around.

I have learnt from my lesson, but sadly the same doesn't apply to you. And I couldn't help but pity you. Not a single brain cell of mine thought of the word anger. But if you insist that I was angry/ envious/ yadda yadda, well, believe what you want to because truth was I knew it all along that this was gonna happen sooner or later.

No disappointments, nothing.

Oh wait, maybe there is over someone. Not at you, of course. Because I knew it all along, you'll never change. I knew it all along, you'll never appreciate what you have. I knew it all along, you won't make it far. And despite all the efforts everyone did to help you, you refuse to be shaken an inch. And dear, don't tell me you are 'keeping your stand so that you'll have a solid opinion of who you are'. Everyone can foresee what you are gonna turn into, yet we kept our mouths shut

because we know you won't listen to anyone.

And maybe I should salute you for your stubbornnesses. Being unrealistically optimistic, that is.

The best thing about you is being so intelligent at being naive.

Oh, and notice the sentence without the word 'perhaps'. I choose not to use tht word because I am sure this was who you were, who you are and who you will be.

Some may call me bitchy, but I really just prefer to call it blatantly straightforward.

Signed,
PhooiSze

Labels: Opinions

Your Lover's Lover 10:52 PM

Judgements

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yes, I know I've wrote about this approximately a year ago, in my previous blog but whtever.

Everyone judge but there are a few types of judgements in my opinion. Yes, this post is gonna sound stupid so ladies and gentlemen, dogs and bitches, if you feel I am doing the world bad by being childish, please hover you mouse to the top right corner of your screen, and click without and hesitation. Tht buton should look red, but if you are using windows vista layout, or are ACTUALLY RICH ENOUGH to afford one, I think tht particular button should be black/grey in color. AIHYOR JUST CLICK LA CLICK MEANS CLICK. =='

Blah, bck to the topic.

Yes, like wht I'be just mentioned 3.892189 micro seconds ago, there are a few types of judgements.

a) People who judge just for self satisfactory.

b) People who judge for the sake of kehpo ing here and there 10 minutes later.

c) People who judge to see if you are rich or not and if you are not, he'll look down/ don't friend/ fire/ whtever on you.

To be honest, I am the 101% of type A and B. Type C ahh? Okayla now I am still so young. All my friends are poor. It's their PARENTS which are rich. Many don't seem to realise this. *sigh*

And I don't understand why should type C people exist on Earth lor. I knowla God needs to create numerous kinds of people to make up this Earth. But still, I don't think Type C people will do the Earth any good lor.

Okay I don't know how to put my feelings into sentence anymore nowadays. So just let me make it brief. Why do we wear nice clothes bla bla besides the lame reason of choosing it over another piece while buying just because it looks a teeny little bit nicer than the other one and the color won't come off so easily when you wash it with your BOOM washing powder? If you buy a piece of clothing JUST BECAUSE WE NEED SOME TO COVER OUR BODIES, wht's the point of it? Even if you wanna reach tahap Nirvana were you need to forget Earthly pleasures such as having a nice hairstyle by shaving your head bald, whats the point of wearing a shirt over your body if you try to speed up the duration of time you take to reach tht Nirvana thingy by 35kb/s by wearing the ugliest shirt in the world just "to forget earthly pleasures"? GO NAKED THEN!

No matter how fashion unconscious we are, everyone wants to look good lah. Why? BECAUSE THT'S OUR BLARDEE FIRST IMPRESSION TO 2487368346 STRANGERS EVERYTIME WE GO OUT. [and also not forgetting, OUR HORMONES *_*"] Imagine yourself in a shopping mall, wearing something really nice and wakalaka and some old man is gazing at you like there's no tomorrow. Yes, first thought= horny bastard. But who knows, one day you may meet him again- in the form of your father in law, father to your very hawt husband? And no people, I am trying to exaggerate but this is NOT RIDICULOUS la ok? If you find this ridiculous, go watch your Diney Beauty and the Beast movie over and over again. But sorry to break the sad discovery of mine to you, the Beast was actually TURNED ON because Belle was such a ~~beautiful gurl~~ hottie and once again in my opinion is because her dress was beautifully made and tht affects his hormone's judgement upon seeing her. [as in, kena turned on lah! XD]SEE THE CONNECTION?!

And after all this fuss, all I was trying to say is just, those of the above mentioned weird examples is based on Type A people. Yes, people who judge for self satisfactory but at the end of the day it STILL MATTERS those kinda of things la. And type B people are just another kind of example of human beings la. Okay, move to TYPE C.

I've met a million of type C people but they never happen to crosspaths with me so, WHY BOTHER? Takkan I walk up to one and tell her, "YOU ARE SUCH A MATERIALISTIC B*TCH!"?

Type C people USED to make me feel inferior of myself and stuff la hence the emo thing happens but NOT ANYMORE. =) And yes, let me tell you my 2 out of MANY encounters with type C morons in my 13 years of survival. Both happens this year la btw.

Green- ME Blue- Type C disease sufferer

How come you can afford this phone? *rolls eyes*
Cuz my dad buylah. -.-' *rolls eyes*
I thought your dad making quite little one.
*wide eye-ed speechless*
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Fuiyoh this one LAGI keng man. Ask until like I owe her ancestors some explanation punya wtf.

*conversation started ok by her asking me about my phone and stuff*

How much is your phone?
Including memory card or wht?
Including.
Ermm....2024 bucks.
*ooohhhh*

Where you stay.
Desa Pandan.
So near?!
Yeah!
Which one? Is it the (insert name) condo?
Urm no worh. It's near raintree club. VERY NEAR. You know where's Polo View? very near there. [I don't know why I ended up saying Polo View when I wanna say MENARA POLO *_*]
Oh...menara Polo is it?
Hahah nono. Urm..opposite it.
EXPENSIVE or CHEAP one??
Cheap one. VERY CHEAP PUNYA.

Look people, I was trying to be humble and modest even though it's THE TRUTH tht my apartment is CHEAP and no, there is nothing I should be ashamed of when it comes to TELING THE TRUTH rather thn telling them I am living at some apartment at Jalan U Thant just because it's NEAR even though there's a BIG DIFFERENCE. In my eyes, it's a BIG DIFFERENCE. Oh wells, let's SEE what she said some more.

Your dad work as what?
Company secretary *explains the boss/ comapany sec/ business partner thingy*
Ohhh. Your mom leh?
Housewife.
Then why you can afford this phone one?

WTF! Of coursela she said it in a very lcly manner lor. when I don't even know them? Yes, a few did put me on an island by myself when they create a country with their friends just because I cannot fit into the group cuz I am not rich like them. Whtever. Tht was a long time ago la. But now, my friends are not those kind... and well, I am STILL the poor kid I was and I don't think tht fact will change in the near future. Love me hate me you decide. In case you are allergic to poor people, I reckon you stop reading because I am transferring my poor vibes to you throught my writings and I don't want another human to be dead just because of my writing because I am in a good mood and and not feeling CRUEL. You JUDGING MOI IS IT HAR?! YOU INTERROGATING ME IS IT HAR?! HAR?! HAR?! HAR?! HAR?!!

But of course, once again, I didn't want to be rude and just made no reply. Cuz she is so not close to me I think we talk less than 5 times a year. Yes, when we have no choice but to stumble upon each other during the very dreadful three-weeks-once Kiwanis meeting where all the Ah Lians talk about black and white piggy the whole time like there is nothing cuter wtf it's NOT EVEN CUTE IT'S RETARDED OK?! THE DESIGN IS SO RETARDED! Tht creature has NO MOUTH LA for Encik Zul's sake! Trying to copy hello kitty is it? Wtf...

Next...

I tell you lor hor, I DON'T KNOW WHY LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA PEOPLE JUDGE ME BY MY PHONE ONE LOR BABI BETUL! A phone means NOTHING ok? It's not a symbol of status, fame, money whtsoever. Only shallow people will think like tht la.

Once, I was in an Esarli looking for a nice pair of shoes. Well, tht sales assistant who NOT ONLY DID NOT ASSIST ME BUT JUDGE ME, ok fine I know it's only natural tht you look at my shoes because you are working in a shoe shop and perhaps recommend me something. Oh wells, I was wearing this cheap fake rm16 Asadi clogs AND THT'S WHY LA I NEED A NEW ONE LOR WTF. And I know he's judging me when I took out my phone because someone smsed me by CLEARLY showing his shockness lor. His attitude towards me like change serta merta man. *_*"

DOUBLE STANDARD AHH?! I just don't understand WHAT is the advantage of treating someone who appears to be poor to you badly? WHAT HAR WHAT?!Not like I am going to tip you. [puhlease la, you see lao niang also you know what a kiamsap person I am lah. TIP? No thanks]

These sort of things happen so many times already la. People's treatment to me changes so DRAMATICALLY when they see my phone wtf. Cuz ALL THE TIME I wear shorts and a cheap t shirt over when i go to McD and people tend to judge me like aiya you knowla. Then IF I so happen used my phone, woah. Can see their imaginary mouth dangling in the air. *_*"

Aiya tht's it la. Damn long dee. Bye la. I MUST LOVE BLOGGING AGAIN!

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p/s: talking of my phone, it's liek 1300 bucks now?! WTF DROP SO MUCH?! GILA! And tht pink is SUPPOSED to be more expensive or maybe the same price as the black because it's limited edition adn all tht crap. But guess wht? It's 1 k now. HOHOHO! THANK GOD I BOUGHT THE BLACK ONE MWHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

Labels: Me Myself and I, Opinions, Phone

Your Lover's Lover 6:56 AM

yawns.

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tag tag tag again.

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SMS kawan wtf.

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a toast for who i am

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Life.

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HELLO HUMANS!

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Judgements

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