All I want is everything.
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Yes, i am going through one of those days when I feel REALLY unjustified and wronged.
As thought being given an unbelievably small portion[!!!!!!] of chicken in my McDeluxe today isn't bad enough, I have to go through these crap involving adults. And now I LOOK like the bad guy huh? No, it's once again some misunderstanding and adults always want to have things their way so go ahead, I am not in for arguments at this time of the year okay. I don't even bother speaking up this time because it's just really tiring to justify myself every time. I'll give you the benefit of the doubt, if you wish.
Like EVERYTHING goes wrong. Everything.
And I thank God for creating sugar. I don't think I'll be able to go through these without my second best friend.
Monday: nothing much. the usual 20 marshmallows. And it's still sugar, however small the
amount is.
Tuesday: 4 mooncake form bro. Of course didn't finish all in a day lah wtf. -__-"
Wednesday: Half a dozen of J.co! I TELL YOU IT'S THAT GOOD OKAY IT'S THAT GOOD! -__-"
Yes, you are hearing this from a anti-donut person cheh.
Thursday: I tell you it's heaven. Kiwanis gifts. LOTS AND LOTS of mentos, kit kat, cloud 9,
twisties and so on!
Friday: my neighbor brought 3 packets of mentos, 2 row of pringles and a mooncake.
Need I say more? ;)
Sat: ANOTHER half a dozen of J.co! It's seriously good T__T"
Tomorrow: most probably bitter stares and sour words. Me no like.
And I still have yet to reach a point where i really break down. It's not tht easy to dampen my spirits. None of these can affect me rawr. I just need more sugar to guide me through. Sugar sugar sugar and more sugar.
I've never seen value in sugar, unlike oil. I mean, it's so apparent tht oil makes you fat when you see one big lump of it while eating your friend chicken but sugar? NO! I mean, you don't see the immediete results right? Plus I'll have time to excercise after finals. [good excuse, pz] Till then, I'll need my sugar supply. Sugar makes me happy wtf. [although overly sweet ones are really repelling -__-']
All I need now: sugar. Labels: Bad Luck, Exams, fat, food, Life, mcdonald's, sugar, tulaness
Your Lover's Lover
9:15 AM
I think I am cursed.
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I mean, if you think properly, really can.
With last week's unfortunate events, I can sort of sum up, this week isn't of a great one. First, I thought maybe after all those whining, my life is getting better when I found 5 bucks dropped by different ppl 2 days consecutively.
And I guess it didn't last when I found out two different guy like me in TWO CONSECUTIVE DAYS again.
Fine, and I thought since the worst of the worst has already befall me, the rest of the week CANNOT be THAT bad afterall and I am wrong wrong wrong. I was suddenly questioned by Mr Wong like a damn criminal over I STILL DUNNO WHAT. Like wtf can, they called up colin and then he somehow dragged me, heidi and siang into it to prove that he stayed back ON THE NINETEENTH WTF and then I REALLY cannot remember wtf I did on the nineteenth. For f*ck's sake la, it was a week ago. And then when Mr Wong get all serious about how we could get into trouble if we lie, I just told the truth that i CANNOT remember wtf.
And then he said he's gonna drag me into this if I can't remember wtf.
If this is the way school try to catch ANYONE over a matter by indirectly forcing us to admit stuff just because they think they know everything, don't bother wasting my time can. But since I am dragged into it, and I know it is a serious matter, I went all over the school finding for people who saw em staying back. At a point I got so stressed up that I threw my egg sized phone [yes the nokia's spoiled] to my friend who didn't manage to catch and the phone just got smashed on the floor. I went and find Ju Piau cuz I dunno why every time I stay back he's the only person who'se likely to have seen me. And that dude went all blur and was like 'Nola I cannot remember' omg. Then I asked Shermaine, Chia Hoong and Jennifer until I found my guardian angel, SHAUN KUA AGAIN.
I TELL YOU HOR I SO SO SO LOVE THIS GUY CAN HE'S ALWAYS AROUND ME WHEN I NEED HELP ONE ALL MY OTHER FRIENDS TAK GUNA @#$%^&*(.
" Wednesday....we all Student Council meeting lar!"
ANd I was like omg wtf YEAH HOR. Like wtf you ah wong don't believe you go find Mr Khaw la because I was asked if I was 'unhappy because i had to stay back' but truth was I was having a terrible sorethroat I sound like a guy so I didn't really want to talk. So I bought Shaun up and we talked to Encik Sahari adn I guess I am clear wtf. I feel like an A list criminal can when Mr Wong ask me what's my dad and mom's name, what they do for a living, how old is my brother, where is he studying, where I stay, I do when I go home.
Apparently it's over some girl's lost iPod because Mr Wong questioned Colin, Heidi and Siang if they own an iPod. Surprisingly not me wor. ok nvrm the tree is still, what I heard was a senior lost an iPod and she can only recognize the guy who stole it by hsi hairstyle. Wtf can if you can't remember then TOO BAD lah diu it's JUST a damn iPod okay. Like wtf you lost it it's you damn problem. You are in no position to hold the school liable over the items you lost due to your own carelessness. If you think you can't even look after a small iPod, don't BER LAN YENG bring it to school la can. And I wonder if your father's THAT prominent until they question like so many million suspects and made me lost lunch babi.
And I am just curious why did the school take so much actions when it's her who lost her iPod A WEEK AGO but when my classmates lose THREE phones in a day [expensive ones too, mind you], they refuse to take any action. NOW THOSE TEACHERS MUST HAVE OVERESTIMATED THE VALUE FOR AN IPOD, HENCE, THEIR FAVORITISM AND PROFESSIONALISM ARE CLEARLY IN DOUBT NOW FOR THEY PUBLICLY DISPLAY IT. When another three phone's zap, all they can say were some crap about how we should take care of our belongings. AND I MISSED MY LUNCH GREAT JUST GREAT EVERYBODY KNOWS I GO ANGRY WHEN I AM HUNGRY RAWRRRR!
I so want to go to thimun. I wanna meet Li Shan. T__T"
This few days I've been consuming sugar alot. Tuesday it was mooncakes, yesterday it was J.Co and today it was LOTS AND LOTS of sweets from kiwanis club I won. Blah I reckon I'll just post the pictures in my next post.Labels: Bad Luck, Phone, School
Your Lover's Lover
4:14 AM
Appreciation.
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The cd drive's spoiled, the burner's not working, the phone kong out, the modem's f*cked up, the almost lost cam, the sore throat, the blackout, the suki speech, the billy posters, the pressure in the ear, the terrible assessments, the revision, the end up being the one sitting ALONE out of the other 28 other human in my class after the place changing, the unusual huge appetite, the reputation after literally 'bounced off' big mac and whatnots.
Have you got all that to worry before in less than a week?
I am not in the mood to post pictures so bug off okay? I am busy getting my life 'back on track' and so anyone standing in my way you're in for nothing good because when I am pissed off I bite. And no, I am not exaggerating. You'll probably never understand because I reckon you've never went through all that in a week when you were 13. You were probably still busy playing with marbles back then.
It's a blow right in the face. One minute my life's so perfect, the next it's like this. If those people above aren't made of bitches, I don't know what they are made off.
I so don't want to see the doctor again.Labels: Bad Luck, Dear Diary, Life, School
Your Lover's Lover
6:00 AM
Malang day.
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Today super malang I tell you.
Can't go to Great Eastern Mall with my friends to get the hamster as classpet, can't attend cheer practice...JUST BECAUSE I HVE TO SEE THT EAR DOCTOR
who threatens tht if my coughing continues it could lead to asthma wtf i don't care.
Then, I lost my white gold pendent with a small saphire and diamond on it. The necklace broke a few months ago.
And yes, Gene did get me a very beautiful cross necklace. Suppose to pay her 10 bucks for tht. A necklace and a pair of earings. The necklace memang chio la. I thought maybe I couldn't own two things at once tht's why I lose my white gold pendant+ cheap metal necklace. Anyway, I didn't really care about tht la. And you know whatt?
One of the sparkling sequin/whtever came of my chio necklace and now it looks kinda weird. I found tht piece and thought maybe I could glue it back because I really like it. And yes, i was trying to put it back into its place when it flew away to somewhere only gawd knows. IS THT MALANG OR WHAT?!
I wanted to take picture of it geh, BUT THEN, bro lend my camera to his friend. it's fine with me. I thought maybe I could take picture of it using my phone, and yes, the connecting tht wire was lent to my bro's friend ALSO.
To top the malang day off, I forgotten to bring my pencil case back. HOW COULD THT POSIBBLY HAPPEN?! I REMEMBER SO EFFING CLEARLY I PUT IT INTO MY BAG OK! Tht's the last thing I did before I went home, except if some itchy butt person go took it out la.
And yes, I wonder wht malang things will happen SOON.....=/
Labels: Bad Luck, Dear Diary
Your Lover's Lover
1:36 AM