You know what's the greatest feeling of all?
To tell yourself that everything WILL be alright the next second even though its next to disaster now. To argue and argue and know that you WILL win. To discuss everything over a cup of coffee and know the matter WILL dissolve.
It never cease to amaze me how much i know what will happen. I don't call it prediction. I just know. I just somehow do.
There's so much I am feeling right now about friends and family and yet I cannot pour it out to anyone except to a guy. It's not that everyone around me aren't good friends, it's just that theres certain things you guys won't understand. How can you put yourself in my shoes when we've not experienced a thing in common. And funny thing is how I can carry on living my life although the burden of expectations is still not lifted off my shoulders.
Sometimes, i don't know what you want exactly. Is being happy for me such a hard thing to do? Why must you always compare? Who are you to even teach me? I am not going to follow your footsteps and be a nobody.
I need more time. Bye.
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