♥ PhooiSze.
I have a great passion for both speaking and writing, hence making me a great friend but an even greater enemy. But even so, i am probably the best person alive! Why?

because i am biased, stupid. I am a PZ after all, hello?


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a toast for who i am

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why is it that every time i take the trouble to do a good deed, sometimes all out of the way even, NOBODY says anything about how kind a soul i am yadda yadda. i decreased my bitching sessions drastically and NOBODY thank me for my thoughtfulness (and civilization wtf). for every considerate act of mine, NONE of you were there to witness it.

why? that's because i don't blog about it. and apparently, some of you out there are so used to the mentality that i am who i portray myself to be in my blog. theres no past no present no future of me wtf. i exist now because you see me updating but if i don't update in two days, i am dead. all you guys know is how i am my blog and how my blog is me.

I AM A DAMN BLOG, IN SHORT.

and it's stupid how some of you think you know so much about me just reading my writings. i reach out to the world by writing, but that doesn't mean i am as interesting as my stupid hello kitty banner. to presume that i am a bimbotic megabitch just by reading my ramblings is not only unfair to me but to you to. you know nothing about me, but you choose to carry the misjudged impression of me to death.

i am not saying i am a saint; i wasn't, isn't and never will be. but just because i don't believe in angels, it doesn't mean its FINE to be misunderstood as a satanist. and more often than not, whenever i speak my mind, you sadists never fail to find a valid reason to speak against my opinions which are never biased most of the time (except when i am not in the right frame of mindla wtf). to offer a piece of your mind, you are always welcomed. but what i dislike is you people stringing it into sentences which sounds rather accusive (rude, even) to me lor.

it's as though you are emphasizing on how my opinions are WRONG and how yours are right. let me say it once more, opinions are NEVER WRONG, no matter how biased it is. opinion is a point of view one choose to subject to due to various reasons. and as for me, the reasons are often not mentioned here.

and that's how you people start talking and acting like you've known me for a century already. like you know every single detail of me better than me myself. like you are so sure there's no reasons to why am i talking like a bitch. like how i am JUST A BLOG and my existence is nothing beyond this humble site you visit everyday.

and that's where you are wrong.

but i can't blame you, can i? yes yes it's my fault for not mentioning how so and so really got on my nerves because i don't think explanations are required. i don't owe you any; keep that in mind. what you see are just the exterior. i don't find the point in revealing what, when, where and why a person i dislike offends me simply because this is MY BLOG and why the hell should i blab about the reason THAT person hates ME. if you curious butts really wanna know a fair share on how the other party and i could possibly get so sour, why not you ask him/her then?

in this blog, please keep in mind that you are reading MY thoughts and MINE only. and because you can't literally see the both of us hurling insults at each other, you naturally assume that *I* am the only bad guy here.

you naturally assume that i fuckin slap a kid when i tell you i hate babies whining. you naturally assume that i skin a cat alive when i tell you how much i hate cats.

human nature?

no, i don't think so. all i can say is if you dislike me, you will for the rest of your life. i am not that lovable anyway. who ever said i was? to hate me? you don't need a reason.

you don't have to point out my flaws because that's like stating the obvious. it's everywhere actually. all you need is some patience to read my posts since some of you out there enjoy treating my existence as though i am my blog and my blog is me.

and you can't question my being, because my individualism is not yours to change. =)

Loves,
PhooiSze

Labels: Me Myself and I, Opinions

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