♥ PhooiSze.
I have a great passion for both speaking and writing, hence making me a great friend but an even greater enemy. But even so, i am probably the best person alive! Why?

because i am biased, stupid. I am a PZ after all, hello?


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Me think me gonna burst big big.

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Wtf okay like seriously I think I am on the verge of bursting already.

Talk about communication breakdown....again.

Like sometimes it's just pure embarrassing, when the other party don't' get what you are trying to say due to languages barrier.

English is indeed the universal language. Don't deny ANYMORE la. And I would say I am REALLY surprised seeing many of my peers can't even understand basic English. I have to go an extra mile to get the message across, which I believe, is an effort too tiresome for both of us. Like seriously, nobody can lend you ANY help when you can't understand something as simple as 'during break and lunch, who do you mix with' means.

Yes, it's so simple yet after numerous attempts, I still fail to get the answer I desire. At first, it was a 'during break and lunch, who do you hang out with' and she didn't get what I meant. So I reckon the word 'hang out' is a tad too hard for whoever she is, so I resorted to 'mix with' and she still don't seem to get what I am saying.

And funny thing is, I don't know who that person is. She added me on MSN and I've made attempts to at least have a clue on who she is but looks like she can't fathom what I am saying so yeah, I guess my efforts are pretty much wasted. I don't mind actually, speaking to them slowly. It just piss me off, seeing that the resources around them are aplenty, they could have at least made some effort to improve. I believe smarter child's just a click away, so is it really that hard to just double click on that buddy of mine and ask him what the word 'mix' means.

Yes, I do know that nobody's perfect and therefore, there must be something everyone isn't good at. Be it language or anything else for that matter, nobody is flawless. I don't mind talking to them slowly if they don't get what I say at first. My impression of them just turns sour once they start making ME look like the one who has a damn problem and proceed to just walk away as though I am the one in need.

If it's not ignorance, I don't know what it is.

I may not be perfect, but I could at least do my bit to help. Because I know how it feels like, to be the only one feeling like an alien when you don't understand what everyone around you are saying. I remember how my cousins used to pass unpleasant remarks over my disability to converse in mandarin. Maybe it was my bad that I can't even recognize my own surname in mandarin but wtf is wrong with that? Just because you guys fuckin speak mandarin, it doesn't make you the superior lot, does it?

And I felt so left out, until I discover my inner talent to BE ABLE TO SPEAK AFTER ALL+ PERCUMA CHINA ACCENT..and also that my mandarin is better than their english. Oh wells, nobody's perfect right? ;) Do some self reflection before commenting on my mediocre chinese. [yes, mediocre, not terrible. -_-"]

I guess it's just the effort to try that shows.

Labels: ignorance, Language, Life, world

Your Lover's Lover 2:18 AM

Ignorant humans.

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I can't believe I am so ignorant.

I lagi can't believe my dad's more ignorant.

I am doing this Sejarah project about my family and stuff and it just hit me in the head

WTF I DON'T KNOW MY AUNT'S NAME?!

and it's lagi wtf when my dad turns out to not know my aunt's name either. @__@" Brother in law kononnya.

I mean, we've been like a family since like what? 16 years ago? That's also another assumption for I wasn't born yet 16 years ago and his eldest son is 15 and yeah, it takes 9 months to reproduce. STILL, let's assume we started becoming 'alliances' on the 27th August 1994, which is quite true afterall, and after 4699 days, 7 hours, 1 minute and 10 second. [for that matter, i think it's 15seconds already now], I don't even know her name.

Not forgetting that she once bought me a shirt when she went for a trip and asked me to keep quiet because she bought it for me only. How sweet...

AND YET I DON'T KNOW HER NAME!!!!!

Oh, and did I mention, my dad do not know he own mother's birthday and asked me to ask my mom when is it when that's not HER mother but her mother in law. Ironic betul. And he don't know his mom's occupation before she got married. And he also don't know where she was born. And he also don't know who was her first love. [okay this is crap wtf]

Okay so I am super super busy now and super tired and I am racing against time because I have yet to complete my sejarah project and no, it's not funny. 'Cute' girl will not be able to finish her work, should she continue crapping here without any pictures to support her as evidence full stop.

p/s: MUN pics and psot coming soon. AFTER I finish my sejarah, tht is.

p/p/s: i just realized this post is so meaningless. And maybe a lil bimbotic. Just a LIL.

Labels: bimboness, ignorance, project, relatives, School

Your Lover's Lover 3:53 AM