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Judgements

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yes, I know I've wrote about this approximately a year ago, in my previous blog but whtever.

Everyone judge but there are a few types of judgements in my opinion. Yes, this post is gonna sound stupid so ladies and gentlemen, dogs and bitches, if you feel I am doing the world bad by being childish, please hover you mouse to the top right corner of your screen, and click without and hesitation. Tht buton should look red, but if you are using windows vista layout, or are ACTUALLY RICH ENOUGH to afford one, I think tht particular button should be black/grey in color. AIHYOR JUST CLICK LA CLICK MEANS CLICK. =='

Blah, bck to the topic.

Yes, like wht I'be just mentioned 3.892189 micro seconds ago, there are a few types of judgements.

a) People who judge just for self satisfactory.

b) People who judge for the sake of kehpo ing here and there 10 minutes later.

c) People who judge to see if you are rich or not and if you are not, he'll look down/ don't friend/ fire/ whtever on you.

To be honest, I am the 101% of type A and B. Type C ahh? Okayla now I am still so young. All my friends are poor. It's their PARENTS which are rich. Many don't seem to realise this. *sigh*

And I don't understand why should type C people exist on Earth lor. I knowla God needs to create numerous kinds of people to make up this Earth. But still, I don't think Type C people will do the Earth any good lor.

Okay I don't know how to put my feelings into sentence anymore nowadays. So just let me make it brief. Why do we wear nice clothes bla bla besides the lame reason of choosing it over another piece while buying just because it looks a teeny little bit nicer than the other one and the color won't come off so easily when you wash it with your BOOM washing powder? If you buy a piece of clothing JUST BECAUSE WE NEED SOME TO COVER OUR BODIES, wht's the point of it? Even if you wanna reach tahap Nirvana were you need to forget Earthly pleasures such as having a nice hairstyle by shaving your head bald, whats the point of wearing a shirt over your body if you try to speed up the duration of time you take to reach tht Nirvana thingy by 35kb/s by wearing the ugliest shirt in the world just "to forget earthly pleasures"? GO NAKED THEN!

No matter how fashion unconscious we are, everyone wants to look good lah. Why? BECAUSE THT'S OUR BLARDEE FIRST IMPRESSION TO 2487368346 STRANGERS EVERYTIME WE GO OUT. [and also not forgetting, OUR HORMONES *_*"] Imagine yourself in a shopping mall, wearing something really nice and wakalaka and some old man is gazing at you like there's no tomorrow. Yes, first thought= horny bastard. But who knows, one day you may meet him again- in the form of your father in law, father to your very hawt husband? And no people, I am trying to exaggerate but this is NOT RIDICULOUS la ok? If you find this ridiculous, go watch your Diney Beauty and the Beast movie over and over again. But sorry to break the sad discovery of mine to you, the Beast was actually TURNED ON because Belle was such a beautiful gurl hottie and once again in my opinion is because her dress was beautifully made and tht affects his hormone's judgement upon seeing her. [as in, kena turned on lah! XD]SEE THE CONNECTION?!

And after all this fuss, all I was trying to say is just, those of the above mentioned weird examples is based on Type A people. Yes, people who judge for self satisfactory but at the end of the day it STILL MATTERS those kinda of things la. And type B people are just another kind of example of human beings la. Okay, move to TYPE C.

I've met a million of type C people but they never happen to crosspaths with me so, WHY BOTHER? Takkan I walk up to one and tell her, "YOU ARE SUCH A MATERIALISTIC B*TCH!"?

Type C people USED to make me feel inferior of myself and stuff la hence the emo thing happens but NOT ANYMORE. =) And yes, let me tell you my 2 out of MANY encounters with type C morons in my 13 years of survival. Both happens this year la btw.

Green- ME Blue- Type C disease sufferer

How come you can afford this phone? *rolls eyes*
Cuz my dad buylah. -.-' *rolls eyes*
I thought your dad making quite little one.
*wide eye-ed speechless*
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Fuiyoh this one LAGI keng man. Ask until like I owe her ancestors some explanation punya wtf.

*conversation started ok by her asking me about my phone and stuff*

How much is your phone?
Including memory card or wht?
Including.
Ermm....2024 bucks.
*ooohhhh*

Where you stay.
Desa Pandan.
So near?!
Yeah!
Which one? Is it the (insert name) condo?
Urm no worh. It's near raintree club. VERY NEAR. You know where's Polo View? very near there. [I don't know why I ended up saying Polo View when I wanna say MENARA POLO *_*]
Oh...menara Polo is it?
Hahah nono. Urm..opposite it.
EXPENSIVE or CHEAP one??
Cheap one. VERY CHEAP PUNYA.

Look people, I was trying to be humble and modest even though it's THE TRUTH tht my apartment is CHEAP and no, there is nothing I should be ashamed of when it comes to TELING THE TRUTH rather thn telling them I am living at some apartment at Jalan U Thant just because it's NEAR even though there's a BIG DIFFERENCE. In my eyes, it's a BIG DIFFERENCE. Oh wells, let's SEE what she said some more.

Your dad work as what?
Company secretary *explains the boss/ comapany sec/ business partner thingy*
Ohhh. Your mom leh?
Housewife.
Then why you can afford this phone one?

WTF! Of coursela she said it in a very lcly manner lor. when I don't even know them? Yes, a few did put me on an island by myself when they create a country with their friends just because I cannot fit into the group cuz I am not rich like them. Whtever. Tht was a long time ago la. But now, my friends are not those kind... and well, I am STILL the poor kid I was and I don't think tht fact will change in the near future. Love me hate me you decide. In case you are allergic to poor people, I reckon you stop reading because I am transferring my poor vibes to you throught my writings and I don't want another human to be dead just because of my writing because I am in a good mood and and not feeling CRUEL. You JUDGING MOI IS IT HAR?! YOU INTERROGATING ME IS IT HAR?! HAR?! HAR?! HAR?! HAR?!!

But of course, once again, I didn't want to be rude and just made no reply. Cuz she is so not close to me I think we talk less than 5 times a year. Yes, when we have no choice but to stumble upon each other during the very dreadful three-weeks-once Kiwanis meeting where all the Ah Lians talk about black and white piggy the whole time like there is nothing cuter wtf it's NOT EVEN CUTE IT'S RETARDED OK?! THE DESIGN IS SO RETARDED! Tht creature has NO MOUTH LA for Encik Zul's sake! Trying to copy hello kitty is it? Wtf...

Next...

I tell you lor hor, I DON'T KNOW WHY LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA PEOPLE JUDGE ME BY MY PHONE ONE LOR BABI BETUL! A phone means NOTHING ok? It's not a symbol of status, fame, money whtsoever. Only shallow people will think like tht la.

Once, I was in an Esarli looking for a nice pair of shoes. Well, tht sales assistant who NOT ONLY DID NOT ASSIST ME BUT JUDGE ME, ok fine I know it's only natural tht you look at my shoes because you are working in a shoe shop and perhaps recommend me something. Oh wells, I was wearing this cheap fake rm16 Asadi clogs AND THT'S WHY LA I NEED A NEW ONE LOR WTF. And I know he's judging me when I took out my phone because someone smsed me by CLEARLY showing his shockness lor. His attitude towards me like change serta merta man. *_*"

DOUBLE STANDARD AHH?! I just don't understand WHAT is the advantage of treating someone who appears to be poor to you badly? WHAT HAR WHAT?!Not like I am going to tip you. [puhlease la, you see lao niang also you know what a kiamsap person I am lah. TIP? No thanks]

These sort of things happen so many times already la. People's treatment to me changes so DRAMATICALLY when they see my phone wtf. Cuz ALL THE TIME I wear shorts and a cheap t shirt over when i go to McD and people tend to judge me like aiya you knowla. Then IF I so happen used my phone, woah. Can see their imaginary mouth dangling in the air. *_*"

Aiya tht's it la. Damn long dee. Bye la. I MUST LOVE BLOGGING AGAIN!

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p/s: talking of my phone, it's liek 1300 bucks now?! WTF DROP SO MUCH?! GILA! And tht pink is SUPPOSED to be more expensive or maybe the same price as the black because it's limited edition adn all tht crap. But guess wht? It's 1 k now. HOHOHO! THANK GOD I BOUGHT THE BLACK ONE MWHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!

Labels: Me Myself and I, Opinions, Phone

Your Lover's Lover 6:56 AM

Another skin.

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People, I know my skin making skills are still cha like before but still

I FEEL POWERFUL USING MY OWN SKIN BWHAHAHAHHAH!

I just don't feel comfy using others' skins. And why I use the word fashinista when I am anything BUT one?

Okay, the reason is simple. I wanted to try somehting different this time. I tried to combine the images together. I searched for the images and found these. Well, NICE. yes, without thinking of the captioning.

Ends up, I don't know wht to caption it but some lame fashionista words wtf. Blah...tell me la if you hate it or not boo. Will update more tomorrow. Tired now. =/

Labels: Blog Skins

Your Lover's Lover 8:44 AM

Bookshop.

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Not very long ago [in fact it was last week wtf], I was at MPH to get myself a copy of Empress Orchid. Tht book damn chun okay?! Rm30 or so. Sad thing is, I finished the whole book in two days. But neverminds, I am still gonna reread one la ONE DAY.

And yes, out of boringness, I finally put my hp cam to use. Went around and snap snap snap!

Theme: EYES.

Ugly Eyes-

This pic isn't very clear. Maybe it's the makeup, maybe it's the saggy skin but whtever. It looks horibble in the real book cover I saw in the bookstore.

Okay okay it's blur. Wht you expect wor? 3 megapixel hp cam + glossy magazine cover= blur photos. Whtever la. UGLY MEANS UGLY LOR. Nono, don't tell me it's artistic, it's.....blah...just say whtever you wanna say la wth.

Terrible. =)

I know this is very subjective. These kinda chinese opera eyes are artistic and beautiful. But this paticular person makes it ugly. Oh welllssss....

You think neon light meh....

Pretty Eyes-

Urm maybe it's pretty just becuz it's BIG. =P

A little vixentish but still nice la.

The Prettiest Eyes Award goes to......

*drum rolls*

*_*! HAWT LEHHHH!

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Retrolicious!

Notebooks la =/

Lately I am having this thing over notebooks. I wanna purchase all of them in the bookshop but I can't bring myself to do tht, SOMEHOW. 9 bucks for a notebook? Kill me.

Since i can't bring myself to get a notebook for 9 bucks. Why not you get me one and I'll pay you back 5 bucks? ;) BLAHHHHHHHH! I have a million notebooks at home already but then again, I don't think i'll be using any of them in public because they are downright FUGLY. Oh wellzzzzz......

Another one....
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*_*" har wtf?

Sounds prominent enough? ;P

The book I bought. Friends thinks I am nuts because I read this kinda books. NICE LA WEIH! Talking about how those china emperor's concubines fight for the emperor's attention bla bla bla.

Nah Alea darling, for you! It's some lipbalm ad in Seventeen mag if I remembered correctly. =P

Bought this plaster. Thnx Ariel/Britney for getting it for me!

All these while, I've been using those typical orange color plaster because I was being cheap. I used to think wht's the point of getting these kinda printed plaster since cutting oneself isn't something to be HAPPY over and also not an opportunity to parade those fashionable plaster. Afterall, we are gonna throw it away after we use it. BUT NOT ANYMORE! Since I saw this pop art plaster, I know I must have it!

I am gonna stick one on my skin even when it's not bruised. Yes, my obsession over these kinda design is weird. I will still have those cheap orange plaster in my bag. So when anyone needs one, I can give them those laucah ones. Hell yeah, I am being economical again. Yes, I am the stingiest person on earth but so what? XD [orange plaster= 1 ringgit+. Pop art plaster= 4.00 ringgit +]

Question of the day:-

Yes, it's a little blur but you get the picture lah.

Found this XX brand shoe in a mag. If I didn't scan the page for the price, I would hve assumed it's just another shoe from vincci tht at most will cost you about 150 bucks.

And I am so WRONG.

Those who can guess/estimate the price, WITHOUT CHECKING THE REAL THING FROM THE MAG OUT, will be rewarded with a scoop/stick of ice cream of your choice. =)

BYEH!

Labels: Books, Dear Diary, Outings, Pictures, Random

Your Lover's Lover 9:06 PM

Same thing.

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Seriously, now I don't hve the urge to blog already.

The same thing has been happening over and over again it's like a circle tht never breaks. And for tht, I hate my life. So stereotype. And people, don't ASSUME. My life is not f*cked up or anything, just find it a little boring.

Things hve been a little better than usual. People start noticing my existence, with some even going to great lengths, for I don't know wht agenda. It really freaks me when some people come popping to your profile in friendster and leave a testi reading "OMG YOU ARE SO POPULAR BLA BLA BLA PRETTY ETC ETC".

Tht's wht we call bootlickers. Perhaps I can't sense the sarcastic tone in her testi because clearly, I can only READ it, I still find it freaky la. I am not pretty or whtsoever and yet some people can leave such messages, I can't help but think wht they actually want from me. And no people, you don't hve to rush to my friendster to check tht testi out. I am just talking in GENERAL how much I despise bootlickers.

Yes, you may wanna impress and please someone, but not to the extend of "OMFG YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFOOOOOOLLLL". You don't need to get all out of the way to praise someone only to be found annoying and left with nothing else to mutter. =)

I've wanted to blog about this matter since FOREVER. I've got enough of bootlickers as I usually find them asking for a favour after their praises. Don't wanna say, don't say lah aiyo!

Okay, I am out of words. I'll blog about this ONE DAY again, sooner or later. Blah, all I can say is i just despise these kinda bootlickers la wth. =/

Labels: Random

Your Lover's Lover 6:43 AM

Kabalachan!

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Tht Ching Ming thingy took so many hours off my life, I tell ou my longvity has just shortened by 10 years. =)

Yes, the journey to tht Nirwana Memorial Park took me two and a half hours. My butt also flat la weih. Have many pictures i want to post, and sadly, my wire is still with my bro's friend who is still in Genting attending some Bollywood thingy. I am praying hard some guy won't still dahl over my cam.

I am still deciding whether or not to attend cheer tomorrow. WHYLA SO MANY DECISIONS TO BE MADE. I know I'll be damn exhausted by the time school ends. Let FATE decide la wtf.

Nothing else I think. Some anonymous people with no better hobby then go dipping their cookies in lonkang water are surfacing AGAIN. Visited many blogs and wells, let's hope it won't infest my blog la. Some stupid person pretending to be Brenda in SC's blog. Some retarded kid pretending to be POH YEEE in Colin's blog. And then yes, as usual misunderstanding will happen. And kudos, I hate you, you hate me. =)

I don't know why I am talking about this, even when it has NOTHING to do with me. Maybe I just don't like the idea tht both my friends are drifting apart just because A thought tht it was B who left nasty comments on his blog. And then B deny everything, but he did say tht he intended to do so. Oh wells, I believe in B and I won't blame A's judgments. It's just so NO NICE la to see them quarrel over these kinda small tiny weeny matters. =/

p/s: I've been stalking everyone's blog. Saying random stuff liek HIII TRALALALALAL! just because i have nothign better to do. Even visited some stranger's blog to say happy belated birthday wtf. =)

Labels: Dear Diary

Your Lover's Lover 7:23 AM