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Not very long ago, or to be rather exact, 7 hours ago, I had a friend telling me about how a senior made a remark about my immaturity. According to the friend, which shall remain anonymous due to my understanding that he should not be dragged into this matter, said that that senior told him that I was just merely being hypocritical/ acting/ pretending to be matured.

Well to be fair and brutally honest, I would say that the senior's perception of me is neither right nor wrong.

Why right? Because I am a very childish person. Yes, sometimes, or rather MOST OF THE TIME, I am childish beyond description. But then again, I don't think it's written all over my forehead saying that I am a matured person, or is it? So it's your problemlah when you have problems with me 'acting matured'. And I find the joy to behave like holligans my age. Why should I be ashamed of my nature and abandon it just to blend in with seniors, the so called matured lot.

If you think growing makes a person mature, think again.

Because I beg to differ. I don't think a person's period of existence determines one's level of maturity or one's understanding of philosophies in life. Plus, don't you think the word 'maturity' is so overrated? I don't think you are the type who will give people a chance to change. You'll most probably say they are 'faking it' so yeah, if you don't give me room to grow and to change, you can say all you want and I rest my case but apparently that's not gonna happen because me mellowing down to admit the fact that I am childish which is like the truth and there's nothing for me to hide did not, is not, and will not mean that I don't have a solid opinion of myself full stop. [this is like the longest sentence ever -__-"]

Yes, by all means, have the mindset that I am in fact a very childish person. So childish that I even make this post not to rebut her opinions exactly the way she would do it but to agree partly with her. Yes, i am stupid and not being kiasu for a moment but now you like or I like?!

I act like who I am, and I still have people going around saying how immature my acts are and proceed to judge me even before they know me. How mature am I then? I behave like myself even when I am mixing with juniors or seniors. And yes, some of them do think that I am indeed matured for my age but what importance does their judgments hold? Nothing. Absolutely nothing. Maybe they think that I am matured just because we can 'click' and whatnots. Just because he agrees with my opinions and I can relate to what he's talking?

But then again, who are THEY to judge if I am matured or not because for all you know, we have things in common most probably because they are not acting like their age but younger. Plus, who am I to be so grown up and have the mentality of a lets say, 20 year old, when I am JUST 13.

But the thing I am about to bring up has almost nothing to do with maturity. Yet, I started off with this subjective issue because most of my friends will put the blame onto it but I choose to think otherwise.

yes, I am touching on the issue of sportsmanship, again.

I've talked about it some time back, and over the same matter too- elections. Don't you find it funny that people who are supposingly more matured and wise than me, are tearing posters down. Nobody cares if you are doing that because you want your friend to win or that guy to lose. What's wrong is wrong.

And even a 13 year old knows that.

I may be acting like a bimbotic spoiled child to some of you but I do have my senses. You've not thought of the consequences I assume. Maybe it just didn't cross your minds that once you start tearing, others will follow suit and you are actually doing your friend no benefit. But what's surprising is that it's the form 5's doing that when they are not even voting.

Why must you drag others down simply because you have a grudge against them or possibly because you as an individual isn't capable eligible to run for it.Your actions explains alot about you. My friend would think it's because of their 'childishness' but I don't think so. However childish you are at your age, you are definitely old enough to weigh the rational behind your actions. It's pure pathetic when people start saying that we should forgive them for they have yet to mature because

you don't need to be as old as Jesus to know that it's wrong because it obviously is.

And I am not being a saint or a moral teacher here by saying these 'craps'. I don't give a damn if you skip school or you smoke or you rape your neighbor's child. But don't you think it's just sad that these people are making other's life miserable by doing such actions. Give people a chance la. That's why I don't want to blame it on maturity. I would say it's their perception towards how the world works. They are too used to getting all the attention they want thus molding them into such self centered people.

Still insist that the older you get the more matured you be? *rolls eyes*

Labels: idiocy, Life, maturity, Opinions, School, Student Council

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