♥ PhooiSze.
I have a great passion for both speaking and writing, hence making me a great friend but an even greater enemy. But even so, i am probably the best person alive! Why?

because i am biased, stupid. I am a PZ after all, hello?


Sweets!
Designing!
Pink. At least I am TRYING to. T__T'
Turning people into retards. It's my forte anyway.


Pink!
People who hates me MWHAHAH!


Nokia 7390
Laptop
Make my own blogskin
Let's not daydream and move on ok? =)


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Terstupid among Stupids.

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My scanner's retarded. WTF DOES INPUT OF COLOR/GRAYSCALE IMAGES NOT POSIBBLE?!

okay i forgot the exact words, but the tree is still, I cannot scan my grandmom's picture. Period.

And I've been hinting to my dad to get a new scanner. Okay, this one isn't exactly old because this is the first time I am using it but still, the model is like so many years ago, I refuse to call it new. It has been in my room for what seems like ages so yeah, I need a new one. It's cheap also okay! Printer+ Fax+ Scanner+ Photocopy= Rm200+

Okay I am not sure about photocopying but even without it, it's STILL CHEAP OKAY?! @__@"

And I've been meddling with that retarded scanner for two hours already. I don't think i can finish my sejarah project on time. I've only completed the kandungan page. -.-'

Okay bye shoo.

Labels: frustration

Your Lover's Lover 11:35 PM

Pics!

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Pics from the 28th and the 29th. [thurs and fri lor ppl]





Unedited. Look very smooth lor to me. He has the lawyer poise! [cheh in thsi pic only don't happy so fast la kay? =P] I think he was yelling at Wesley for playing with his hair cream which made the class smell semacam. Oh, it looked like toothpaste too wtf!

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After school


Oh after shcool on friday, followed mom to tesco ampang. Hate walking inside la aiya so she left me at Popular. Met Jennifer there wor! wtf! So we went for a drink at dunkin donuts bla bla. my dunno dunno wht caramel latte rm8.50 okay! T.T

Aih, wht to do. Kiamsap ppl like me memang like tht one lor. It wasn't even good, to begin with. EIGHT FIFTY OKAY THT'S LIKE MY 1 DAY ALLOWANCE! @__@'

I tell you hor, tht gurl super clever one lor. After we took a picture together she asked me to delete it but i don't want. Then later she asked me to lend her my cam. SHE DELETED THAT PIC WTF! Hahah and I thought nobody but ME knows how to delete pics one. Looks like she's cleverer than my retarded classmates la. -.-'


Okay ppl you may leave now. =D

p/s: okay maybe I don't like coffee anymore. I thought I liked it, few days back.

Labels: Pictures, School

Your Lover's Lover 7:18 AM

Back to step one.

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What goes around comes around.

I have learnt from my lesson, but sadly the same doesn't apply to you. And I couldn't help but pity you. Not a single brain cell of mine thought of the word anger. But if you insist that I was angry/ envious/ yadda yadda, well, believe what you want to because truth was I knew it all along that this was gonna happen sooner or later.

No disappointments, nothing.

Oh wait, maybe there is over someone. Not at you, of course. Because I knew it all along, you'll never change. I knew it all along, you'll never appreciate what you have. I knew it all along, you won't make it far. And despite all the efforts everyone did to help you, you refuse to be shaken an inch. And dear, don't tell me you are 'keeping your stand so that you'll have a solid opinion of who you are'. Everyone can foresee what you are gonna turn into, yet we kept our mouths shut

because we know you won't listen to anyone.

And maybe I should salute you for your stubbornnesses. Being unrealistically optimistic, that is.

The best thing about you is being so intelligent at being naive.

Oh, and notice the sentence without the word 'perhaps'. I choose not to use tht word because I am sure this was who you were, who you are and who you will be.

Some may call me bitchy, but I really just prefer to call it blatantly straightforward.

Signed,
PhooiSze

Labels: Opinions

Your Lover's Lover 10:52 PM

Malaysians or what?

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Don't you find it really stupid tht when something negative happens, everyone just BACK OFF and act like they see nothing, hear nothing, know nothing which will eventually lead them to DO NOTHING. Cowardice is not the word. It's just the unwillingness to take responsibility or be a little more proactive.

Every time I get into some MINOR trouble, it seems like my friends are nowhere to be seen, except for that very loyal and special one or two. And I haven't even reached the story about people backing off even before problems arises, or at least LOOK like it could arise.There was once when I stapled strips of color paper on my hair for some drama assesment and the supposingly 'sweet darling girl who finishes her homework in time and oh so clever minus 100% of the bitchiness yadda yadda' to teachers, told me repeatedly 'if anything happen to you I don't know ahhh..'

I got so pissed off with her tht I just yelled at her because everyone around me was like helping me staple those color papers on my hair and giving me so called moral support telling me I look fine although truth was I looked like a mutant. Another fine example about how scaredy cat a human can be over some small matter. Common sense will tell you my hair won't fall off la because when you staple on your hair, you are just holding the pieces of paper together with your hair, genius. Common sense isn't something you learn in school, so yeah, if you lack common sense than I have to say too badla because common sense isn't a birthright. I believe God gives 0% common sense to genius babies and for stupid babies like me, maybe we are just lucky to have more common sense than that lor. Simple simple story lor. -.-'

And no, I haven't even reach my point. In case you find this post a little too long for you prawn sized brains to read, kindly hover your cursor to the top right corner of the screen and press the red button with an 'X' on it. [if you are hving vista then I suppose it's...black. Aiya you think yourself la. -.-']

Yes, back to my point. I find it super Malaysian attitudeish when people just stand there dumbly when there's an accident. 99.99% of Malaysians choose to be 'spectators' rather than really helping. What do does it do huh when you see some motorcyclist lying in a pool full of his own blood, asking "EH FREN..YOU ALRITE EH?".

STUPID ANOT YOU TELL ME?! *rolls eyes*

And no, not only in accidents you can witness the idiocy of Malaysians, let me give you FINE EXAMPLES of incidents tht happened around me. Firstly there was these chair incident yaada yadda a few selfish morons go exchange chairs with Colin without his knowledge because it's broken and they wanna protect their own asses only they don't care what happens to other ppl's ass, should they fall. And yeah, Colin fell. And the thing everyone did was stare at him and laugh and make stupid comments and tease and joke and take picture.

BUT NOBODY PULLED HIM UP!

Got time to take pictures but none bothered to lend him a helping hand. And then knowing I couldn't reach out to him because I was sitting behind him and he fell to his right and he was on the floor in a stupid posture, I just said to SG loudly "hello genius, can you like..pull him up?" *rolls eyes*. Yeah my "virtuous deed" was not aknowledge by anyone but myself but seriously, if you only call the ambulance if the guy who got shot in front of the mamak is YOUR FRIEND, you might as well go slit your wrist, no?

And then there was it the other time when another hot tempered friend of my got into a fight, as usual, and dunno what stupid things he did la, but he knocked his leg on a table so hard he sat in the floor for what seems like an hour. -.-' And the whole class was starrign at him not wanting to go too near to him as if worried tht he is epileptic, and yet still wanna watch some show. Bodoh betul. I am not kind or whtever. I was never kind, and will never be kind. I don't even donate to beggers.

Btu my reaction was....really spontaneous. I just went and held him up and then only a few guyz came and help. And I even got commented on over reacting. So much for my 'kindness' eh?

No people, in case you think I am writing this post to tell the world how kind and sweet and bla bla I am, no i am not. I am hereby confirming I am 0% kind, has 0% tolerance, 100% hot tempered, bla bla bla the list goes on. But I just know how it feels like lor when you need a helping hand and nobody is here to help.

Typical Malaysians.

p/s: oh hello ppl don't make me sound like a criminal because I said it's the malaysian attitude. TRUE WERT. i may hve a criminal mind but yeah, Malaysians ARE LIKE THIS. Face it la. Don't live in denial just because you dad unmercylessly see a driver got burned alive in his car because your dad was 'too lazy' to pull over and actually help put out the fire ok? =D

Your Lover's Lover 2:16 AM

Fed up already la ish.

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So, you see yeah. I've been trying to get those IU night pictures desperately because my mug face is in everyone's cam but mine wtf. Who ask me terlupa charge. -.-' And greatness is, I had a few nice shots in Wuen Ken's phone. AND GREAT THING IS EVERYONE'S PHONE INCLUDING THOSE 10X LAUYAHER THAN MINE CAN ACCEPT THT FILE.

And mine cannot. And I was so worried that my bluetooth spoiled. And ends up my phone just can't accept tht format. And today I went to an extra mile to get those pictures by bring my bro's sony cable to school in a vain attempt to get those pics out throught comp time because there is no other way for him to send it to me already. And that's because that pic of me and nick look so natural i don't wanna spoil it all by getting it 1.3 megapixeled by nick's phone. AND THEN THE COMP LAB TAK BOLEH TRANSFER! Not tulan also cannot lorh okay? *rolls eyes*

Oh should I also specify how many phones the pictureswent through. Sei lor. Now people can black mail me already! I tried sending it to Brit's phone like 5 times. And then I sent to colin's And then Siang's. And then 2 times to Nick. And I think a few times to Putri. FRUSTRATING TAU?!

All because my damn phone cannot support tht file wtf. And because I wanna post some pictures. Currently trying desperately to accept some pics from bren. BUT THEN ALL ALSO ERROR IN TRANSFER. @__@" I think it's because my C Drive is almost full.

And not forgetting, every time I try to post some pics here, my comp will crash one weih. I think there's some proble with posting pics in blogger. T.T

Okayla tata la when i get the pcis i'll update lor happy? =)
Your Lover's Lover 3:59 AM

There can be miracles.

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Okay so it's goodla tht my comp revived from dead [is tht right? -.-']. Now more picstures. Random ones tho'. YEAY GOT FATIMAH BEHIND THERE





Pic of the day leh. Okay I liek the color bla bla and I look like some damn super woman. I suck at taking pictures with some LARGE walls behind. And this is the ONLY one I can..accept?

p/s: AFTER what seems liek 74639827 days baru I can finally post all the pics up. Every time I actually bothered to post pic, the comp will end up crashing. I think tht was because I kept using photoshop while loading these pics. Photoshop big file mar, ppl. -.-'

Labels: Pictures

Your Lover's Lover 8:30 AM

King and I part II

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Okay so I promised picture like 321762178 years ago but since you are getting it now, shut up la. Very limited tho'. After browsing through the pictures, I've decided than 8/10 pictures CANNOT be posted. So yeah, limited also seela wtf wtf.


Sorry lor I really don't know how to caption it. My hair was black, shirt was black, pants was black, usher tag was black, camera was black, phone was black and everything was black. -.-'

And I had no choice but wear the black shit and ends up my friends say I look like some director. I have super unsupportive friends. Sad nyer.


ARGHHHH! T.T

p/s: and I thought I wanna drag my bro along so I can go and bluff all my friends he's my bf BUT WHEN I CAME HOME HE'S OUT! How great can my life NOT be? T.T

p/p/s: can anyone tell me weather normal eyeliner is better or the liquid ones are better. Can't seem to set my mind.

Labels: Events, Musical, Pictures, School

Your Lover's Lover 6:38 AM

Wtf.

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Okay so here I am, blogging from the computer lab. Still editing some of my King and I pictures.

I am very much alive wor, sad hor?

And we failed our IU night audition. walalal nvrm. And we joined the MUN conference wtf wtf wtf guess wht the topic is.

Legalizing prostitution and legalizing gay marriges.

@__@" like super....wrong. And I took the country India. Shaun Kua's my partner. [gawd, I know so many shauns it's confusing -.-'] And so since he is borned genius, he WILLINGLY gave me the option to choose whichever I wanted. Wahlau, I didn't force him ok? =D And ends up, I chose to


Go against gay wtf.

@__@" Sorryla, it just HAPPENS tht indian are so unsupportive of gayness wahlalalalalalala wtf.


I shall end my entry with ppl, please please coem for IU night but if you don't wanna come, pls stay at home. I don't wan tyou to lose your leg in a car accident when you're out.

Ok, so I was just talking rots. =.='
Your Lover's Lover 6:51 PM

King and I

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To those who not only did not purchase tickets but make stupid noises at the back of the class when we came around promoting the tickets, you don't know what you've missed, loser.

Okay it sound weird saying tht but i mean it as in...literally. Look, all the time it's boys who say stupid stuff like "OH GOLAHHH WE DUN WANNA BUY LORH."

Don't wanna buy, no money to buy etc etc then just shut up la. We're targeting those who WANTS to buy but it you all talk so dman much..haiyor pokoknya ialah just keep quiet and continue reading your Archie comics la. But because teachers were in the class I can't just blurt SHUT UP LA to them. Have to act all angelic...smiley smiley one. Tulan betul. Dahlah our efforts go unappreciated, some idiots just hve to make some noise as if to prove their existence. -.-'

And the other day when we went aorund collecting donations, some people thinks it's funny putting one cent inside. If you too think it's funny, then I have to say you have a very idiotic sense of humor. Typical SSG ians hor? *rolls eyes* And to those who donated 'more than what you can afford to give', terima kasih lor. But what's worse is some people 'giving until it hurts' and then blame the rest of the world for making him poor like tht. I went to this class the other day, and two boys wanna compete to see who's richer. And then they put in Rm 10, Rm 5, Rm 10, Rm5 like it's some toilet paper. AND THEN THEY CAME AND BALMED ME FOR MAKIGN THEM POOR WTF SERVES YOU RIGHT LA INILAH SEBAB DAN AKIBAT NEVER LEARN SEJARAH IS IT? =D

Ok fine, to those who donated out of sincerity, you guys rocks. To those kiamsap people who can't spare more than 1cent but still wanna look as if he's generous, you guy gave me no choice but to add 80cents to the doantions because you people made the amount collected odd. Terima kasih. -.-'

p/s: to those who didn't came to watch, seriously it was REALLY a good show. Talking bout tht next and with laods of pics.

p/p/s: oh putri asked me to add this. The other day when some form3 said tht all form1 knows how to do is to stick stickers on their shoes, she's offended. Yeahla you very fashionable la got cellulite also wear the pants as short as a 3 year old's. -.-' You know who you are la and hor, nothing personal one lor hor? I just say it "FOR FUN" like how you commented on my friend's shoe wert. *act stupid* And and hor I wonder why UGLY form 3s like to cakap so much about others right in their faces while those pretty ones are better. Hah look in the miror first =D

p/p/p/s: especially the one who looks like a frog. You do the calculations. =)



Your Lover's Lover 12:15 AM

@#$%^&*

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My comp is gonna crash soon. 101% positive.

Don't know wtf is wrong leh, suddenly the monitor blink blink wtf ok? IT HAS NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE !@#$%^&*(!!!

So anytiem soon, it coudl be my last entry before a long hiatus because tht comp guy is like living dead he takes 764836 years to fix some minor problem. [not backup summore. bodoh sial one.]

Ok who wants King and I tickets come find me mwhahahah wtf not funny. Serious la. -.-'

p/s: ANYONE can lend me a long sleeved black button up shirt? WOI PLEASE LA! My V neck not 'quite accepted' so yeah, anyone kind enough? Plain black shirt tho'. [WHO HAVE SOME BALRDEE BORING PLAIN BLACK SHIRT IN THEIR CLOSET HUH?]

p/s: tho those who really have, don't get offended. Nothing personal. XD

p/p/s: I don't care if you are fat tall slim show whteeverrr. You don't ASSUME tht your shirt is way to big for me because desperate times call for desperate measures.

Your Lover's Lover 8:14 AM

Wtf

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Ok so there's this guy in Friendster who added me. He asked for an intro and I left a notsosweet comment which he deleted. wtf ok? Checked his 800++ friend list. ALL girls. And this guy likes to snap picture of his eyes. So imagine yeah, in the middle of the night. Got a mail from friendster. And when you open it, it says you got a comment from some alien guy and you find a pair of eyes staring back at you.

Ok, so lets not talk about this. It's not even scary. Actually, I am blogging about this because he posted a picture of...xx's eyes.

ANDY LAU! *__*:

And he mimicked tht eyes but failed miserably how sad. Don't know why I know it's Andy Lau upon seeing. =P Oh wait, just checked my friendster and tht guy sent me a msg saying he didn't get my comment bla bla. IF DIDN'T GET MY COMMENT HOW YOU KNOW I SENT YOU ONE?!

Ok fine, memang nothing to blog about these days. Hve to resort to these kinda nonsense just to fill in the blanks.

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So my neighbor climbed the window in an attempt to get out of his house and fell. *_*" Thank god he's only a lil bruised. He's 60+ .
Your Lover's Lover 3:30 AM

Hungry.

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I think I starved like for two days already.

The whole of yesterday- a little bit of fish, 1 batang of asparagus, a few pieces of mango.

Today- two pieces of lemau-ed cookie.

And last night, after my so-called dinner [without a grain of rice summore ish], I asked my dad to go get me a few cups of cupmee from 7/11 but my mom was bathing tht time so the room was lock and his car keys and his money are all inside. He said wait till my mom was out. And when my mom was out, he was ASLEEP.

ASLEEEP.

And tht leaves me with no choice but to go to sleep hungry. And today, I woke up at 2 and ate my 2 pieces of lemau-ed cookie. And mom is not feelign well, still sleeping. And it's raining. And bro is fever-ing. And I hve no other food at home. DIE!

DIE! DIE! DIE! DIE! DIE!
Your Lover's Lover 12:03 AM